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Othila's Life and Death

Writers Animals posted on Aug 06, 2005
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I killed my best friend today. I rubbed his cheek and pressed his face to me while he died. I cried. The doctor offered me a tissue. I've known Othila for about six years, since he was a tiny pup. He came wandering up out of nowhere, alone, a silly happy grin on his face. He was irresistible, and my fianc

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Unicornst

7:18PM | Sat, 06 August 2005

I wondered about your comment on my image and couldn't figure out what you meant by it. Now I know. There are not any words to tell you how sorry I am at this moment. I know how you feel about Othila. All I can say is hugs!!!!Man, that sounds lame. But it's heart meant!!

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SophiaDeer

9:00PM | Sat, 06 August 2005

Hugs!! I lost my dear cat recently and can understand the pain.

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figharo

10:50PM | Sat, 06 August 2005

It's humbling to see the way they face illness. They never seem to give up. You wrote this well and brought back bittersweet memories.

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TallPockets

12:38AM | Sun, 07 August 2005

As someone who went through a similar experience last year with my 17 year old sweetie I understand. Lovely written tribute. Peace.

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eternalwytch1

6:59AM | Sun, 07 August 2005

I grieve with thee....

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Digitell

11:23AM | Sun, 07 August 2005

Oh I am so very sorry!! I know too much how you feel! 2 years ago I had to do the very same thing to my kitty whom I had for 14 years..since she was 6 weeks old. Tumor..in her uterus. I do understand your pain...so very sad...So sorry HUGS !!!!

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cliff-dweller

9:21PM | Sun, 07 August 2005

This is a wonderful tribute you've written. Peace to you and to your dear Othila.

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Steak

11:35AM | Wed, 10 August 2005

I had to delete this once to add, you DID NOT kill Tee. You ended the suffering he was going through in a peacfull manner. Now on to my former comment.................................................................................. I have too much to say about this writing. Like others commenting here I too have a bad loss. "BO" a 17 year old black lab I had raised from 5 weeks old. But my moment to hold my face to his and tell him goodbye was stolen from me by my now ex-wife. She had taken him while I was at work and had him put to sleep because he was old and I was having to care for him and spend too much time in her opinion doing so. I never did or can forgive the fact I wasn't there. He was in my life for 17 years she was at that time in it for 10. No that wasn't why the marrage broke up. It lasted another 6 years but it sure didn't help it grow stronger. I am so Sorry for your loss and Rest In Peace Othila.

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micsteel

11:21PM | Wed, 10 August 2005

Thank you all for your wonderfully supportive comments! I'm sorry that so many of us have such pain in common... I wish death wasn't necessary! 17 years seems to be a bad number for dogs: Whiskers was 17. Othila wasn't quite 7, but during his short life I also lost a nephew at 27, and his step-father at 54, both to cancer.

debh

9:23PM | Thu, 11 August 2005

So totally heartbreaking! I'll not go into detail, suffice it to say I have suffered this tragedy more than once and will again. Although I have used this quote before I have always found it comforting... "When you are sorrowful look again in your heart, and you shall see that in truth you are weeping for that which has been your delight." ---- From the Prophet by Kahlil Gibran

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FireTemptress

11:33AM | Mon, 22 August 2005

Giant hugs This one brought tears to my eyes... I have a treasured friend that curls up with me at night, and can only imagine how difficult this is for you. As futile as it is, I offer condolences and support.

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luckyred

4:35AM | Tue, 23 August 2005

The love for animals and the pain of loss seem to be a another common bond. Animals have always meant more to me than people, and yes, I know many would scoff at this, but it's a truth. I have gotten into many fights in my lifetime over their defense (another thing many think silly, but oh well).

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evensteven

2:18PM | Fri, 26 August 2005

I too know what you are feeling my friend. I had to put down my best friend of fifteen years under similar circumstances. (no tumors. Liver cancer)He died in my arms and I couldn't see through the tears to write the check for the vet. Well written. I miss Bear.

tvernuccio

7:39PM | Thu, 15 December 2005

i'm so sorry about your loss...oh man...that's hard. don't blame yourself for what you did. you know, we can only suffer so much. sounds like he suffered a lot, and you ended his suffering which would have ended in his death anyway. i had a bird once whom i loved more than any other pet. she was more affectionate than any cat, dog, chicken, horse, pony, etc that i ever had. she died about 6 years ago i guess. i still miss her. anyway...a powerful piece you wrote...gut-wrenching and quite stirring.

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micsteel

1:30PM | Sat, 16 February 2013

I still miss Othila. I didn't realize it had been so long....


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