challanges challanges everywhere i turn around i can hear the pounding of the judgemental voices surrounding me judging me for who im supposed to be ,judging me for the mistakes theyve made... fighting off the pain i run tryn not to look back tryn not to face the reality of whats been said or whats been done. i scream but no one one is listening to me no one can hear the words coming out of my mouth.so i lay i lay on the cold hard floor as everyone drowns on i close my eyes wishing he could be here wishing that the one person who could save me from my self and save me from this is long gone .so i lay as this pain and anger bottles in side me ,untill the finall day when i let go of the pain i let go of everyone and everything that hurts me.. i let go of myself as if its the one thing left that keeps me from the happyness... silence will surround me as i open my eyes to see the emptyness,to see the end of constant struggles and challanges