I remember growing up in many places My family moved around a lot because my father was in the military I never had any real stable friends Just people I could tolerate for the time being I never had many realaitionships either I never had the time to start one I never had the time to see one through Growing up in as a military child was hard As well as lonely No time to start anything Everything was pointless The first time I really had any time was while living in Virgina Beach, VA I lived there for 6 years in a court before moving back to TN I remember a girl in fifth grade Her name was Jessica Wagner Blonde, green eyes, she was my crush at the time and I was the last person she'd talk to One time on Valentines day I gave her a gift she said thanks and tossed it aside and moved on to the next one The gift came with a card The card wrote, "Hi, I know we don't know each other to much. But I like you, the way your hair blows in the wind and the way you talk to people like only you matter. I was wondering if sometime you'd might like to go out?" She read it later on that day and through it away when she saw me looking I geuss she did it as a visual answer She watched me watch her She didn't seem to care Just like a crush I geuss