BIO
Hi there (LOL) this is me Susan This was about 41/2 yrs ago I still look the same only my hair is shorter:) I have been married for 25yrs to Danny and have a son Bruce 31,by my first husband, I am also owned by my wonderful confidante, Winston my darling daschaund and Mere Kitty the new Persian kitten:) I am a Breast Cancer Survivor, was in remission but it has mestastized from my breast to my spine (bone cancer) Can't operate or do a biopsy even due to the location....My Dr told me if they were to go in...and do a biopsy ,they know air would touch it and well that would be all of me.........and I would soon be down for the count...my family Dr said he thought it was just wonferful..
I am currently taking chemo and stay in pain a lot of the time.....please forgive me if I don't answer your ebots right away.......Somedays I stay in bed for 2 to 3 days.....and wake up in the middle of the night crying in pain....I am trying to have a cheerful attitude with this and just thanking God I can wake up every day and try to smile and enjoy life..
I love to garden, read, take pics and play with my daschaund..I also have poems on Allpoetry.com under the name of Blushfulmoon......Would love to get them published someday....If you go visit me please tell me your from Renderosity.....Thank you for all your comments and keep me in your prayers..I need them so bad.....Oh I forgot to mention I am 52 years old....born March 25th 1955 making me an Aries..I am very true to what the astrologers say about the sign..........I make friends easy..sometimes quick tempered but cool off in a manner of minutes.....I can't stand anyone being mad at me........LOL.......I am so thankful for all the friends I have made here on Renderosity.....You are all special in my heart:)
Love all of you all
Hugs n love
Susan aka Blush
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Comments (37)
Sekadhar
As much I can understand sis I like your poem! And chemo is terrible but there is worse things...so if doctors say yes - it must be yes!!! I am now going through third time in my life and hope how this one will help me to survive. Life is beautiful!!!! Take care, dear! Excellent poem!!!
davidoblad
Beautiful Poem Susan. Glad to hear they got all the cancer. Is Chemo still required? Wishing the best for you! Hugs from Dave :^)
dusty357
one word,,,,phenagran it helps the nausea , i know from experience, prayers and thoughts are with you,, thank you for sharing the poem it has alot of meaning.
Richardphotos
outstanding writing Susan and I know from your heart. I know you will pull through the chemo because of your inner strength
romanceworks
Very lovely and visual writing and congrats on your win. So glad to hear you are doing better. CC
awadissk
Excellent work very nice!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
STEVIEUKWONDER
Beautiful words Susan. More importantly, I am so relieved they have controlled the cancer. I am thinking about you my friend. Rest well. Steve :o)
Irish
Loved your gorgeous poem Susan and it is such wonderful news to hear you have gained weight. Once you have built up your strength, you will take that chemo much better!! My thoughts are with you and I know you'll do well!!
Shakti27
Beautiful poem hun and congrats on the win too HUGE HUGS glad to hear from you and glad to hear things are looking up - you know my thoughts and get well vibes are in your direction :) get yer strength back and take it easy - awesome writing!!
DennisReed
A wonderful Poem Susan! As a kid, I use to love exploring in old barns, thanks for sparking my cobwebed memory! :) Bravo, congratulations, and HUGS!
Silkylady
Very beautiful poem, Susan. Wishing you the best future ever. Hope it is all gone, and no more Kemo...Silkylady...
jocko500
I happy to see things are looking up to you. Thanks for Jesus. this is super poem too
tizjezzme
So glad they got it all. They better have!! ;) Listen what the doc says, and don't argue with them :) Stay strong; everything will be okay. HUGS!!!! This is a beautiful poem .. congrats on winning the contest :)
jadench
Very vivid poem. I can almost see the picture that would come from it. Really glad that you are getting better. A candle still burns for your complete recovery.
evielouise
A wonderful reading here of a story that only u could think of: and your feeling some what better that's even better news or I know you wouldn't be posting: god bless you and thanks for the wonderful poem: my brother inlaw is not well enough for chemo and I'm not to sure he will want it anyway: but chin up sweets were all pulling strenght in your direction!~
Virtual_World
So glad to hear that you are doing well and gaining weigh. Have you investigated alternative (natural) medicine? I hear that it has helped to some people. Beautiful poem!
4udreamcatcher
Beautiful, thank you for sharing :)
Elfenone
That's just beautiful Susan! I'm so happy you will be well again! Wonderful barn poem! I wrote one ages ago similar to it..yours is more beautiful.
PaisleyRose
That is a very beautiful poem. I am so glad they got all of the cancer out for you. If you do have to have the chemo, know that our prayers are still for your full recovery. I'm feeling better each day. The medicine the doctor has me on is very strong, and makes me very sleepy all of the time. That's why I haven't posted much.
busi2ness
It sure is a poem we can all relate to, excellent work! Get well soon!
vaggabondd
love your poem. You create a wonderful image. Nice Job!!!!
BBarbs
This is excelllent !!! It is a perfect description of a barn that was my grandparents in NH and then went to my mother and now to my siblings. It is very old and one sibling does not want to pay for foundation and siding repairs to it is going back to nature. You poem has brought up a wistful sadness thinking of that old barn that used to be the hub of so much goings on....animals, and children playing...and my childhood. I loved that barn and still do but when I go in it, this poem is how I feel and I leave feeling sad that what was, is no more. Thank you for sharing this. It has touched a very deep place in me.
Zeldie
My dear Susan, First of all I want to congratulate you on a perfect writing. I'm glad they got all the cancer out. Now now luv, I know how bad the chemo is. Mom's in the middle of her 7th one. Yeah... 7th :( But I agree with Sekadhar. When the Drs still have hope, you should have hope too! If your CA count was low enough for them to operate, you're almost there already don't you think? You are still in my prayers dear Susan. Keep us posted on the developments mmm?
DonnaB
Excellent work, very touching! I enjoyed browsing your gallery... very talented written works, beautiful photos and an excellent array of graphic images! Best wishes and continued success in beating that awful disease. p.s. Nice to meet you too! :)
Primal
This is a wonderful poem..it painted a cool picture not unlike some of the places i explore..I am so sorry to hear you are stricken with such an awful disease..I hate cancer!and hope that yours is all gone..My posative thoughts and prayers are with you..keep a good additude and i hear Laughter is some of the best medicine around..so call a funny friend and laugh out loud..
dtgs
Excell... Susan! Makes me feel loneley. But it shure is nice. Hope that life brings more joy to your days and poems... Il take a picture for you one of this days.. :P Cuidate mucho! Atte> Tlamatinitzin
sadlers5
Hey sue, great poem here, we used to have school and library in our neighbors old barn, yeah they do smell musty but they are fun places for kids to hang out hehe, love, ann
kimariehere
sorry i am late on this Susan ... this is beautifull written !! hope your doing ok there your always in my thoughts and prayers!!
avalonfaayre
Hey, Susan! I thought I had commented on this one. I love it, anyway. Jocko has a picture that would go perfect with this one. You should ask him if you can use his thumb. I love this. You are so eloquent. Hugz...still praying for you. God works miracles! Ask Dusty!
TallPockets
Everytime Blush posts a written work it's like Christmas. My best to you, kind soul. TallPockets/brian.