Mixed Feelings by CarolSassy
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All UF except for the usual resizing 'n' sharpening. Enjoy! (:
I had very mixed emotions about posting today, but finally decided to do so. The thing is that yesterday my cousin, David Skamarak died, and then later I found out that a very good online friend of mine had died, Linda Wikso. David lived in the Philippines. Although he was raised in Pennsylvania & North Carolina, he settled there and loved it, so I had only been able to keep in touch with him through emails. He was only 63 years old. His mom had been my dad's sister. As for my dear friend 'New York Linda' aka zodiac(66), I met her in the Hospitality Suite, a comichatroom with MSN.com back in 1996. We got to know one another very well, and even when the room closed and everyone went their own way, she 'n' I kept in touch. We called one another and sent cards. We didn't know each other person to person, so that made our friendship even more special, because we only talked about each other and how we were doing. Selfish? I don't think so. I guess her son didn't think to write everyone on her email list, and I just found out yesterday. She died in September. We took each other for granted you see, but we knew we could 'talk' when we had time. I knew she was working when her messenger turned on, so I didn't disturb her. She was a realtor there on Long Island and had a lot of family responsibilities. Every so often we would chat. Now I don't want anyone to think our artistic friendships are something shallow and unrealistic, because I for one know that I was deeply affected by losing my friend, and I will hold her memory in my heart. I do regret that David 'n' I didn't get to see each other again, but you know, he lived so darned far away. Okay, there ya go...now you have a piece of my heart.
Formula-ost.ufm, Barnsley(JJ). First layer-kr.ucl, ccircle trap. Second layer-sp.ucl, Bubbles. Last layer-sam.ucl, Truchet Tiles.
Thank you for 'listening.' Thank you for the great comments on 'Sierpside.' I love ya man!
xoxoxoxoxoxoxo's
Comments (26)
bpclarke
This is a gorgeous piece! I'm glad you posted, but I'm sorry for your losses. Friends and family are our greatest treasures. Superb fractal work my dear. Bunny
STEVIEUKWONDER
Absolutely magnificent Carol. Gorgeous shapes and spectacular colors. Excellent! Steve :o)
RondaJ
WOW,This is a Gorgeous design Carol,I love the details and Colors..I am also sorry for your losses...(0: ~R~
XoxoTree
My prayers are sent your way dear. My heart goes out to you. This is a lovely image. I had wonder where you were today and am so proud that you are brave to upload and tell us of your pain. God Bless you and yours. :)
jocko500
thanks for a piece of your heart. This image look like a part of the heart as it is red and some of the texture look like blood veils. Sorry to hear of the lost of your two friends
three_grrr
Awesome piece, love the textures! So sorry about the loss of your cousin AND your friend. Friends and relatives are precious thing. This is very sad.
claude19
As soon as I saw this image, I knew that it had something of exceptional. I appreciate much the indirect way in which you dedicate this table. You are a great Lady. I had the occasion of me to give an account. Thank you for them of it to speak about them still. Your work here is splendid and identical to the work of a goldsmith. I am under the beauty of the organization of this image!
Juliette.Gribnau
Wonderful design ! I am sorry to hear about your losses. Sending a hug to you
Gor111
Oh Carol that's a real special looking art you have posted here but it looks fantastic! Your creativity seems really to be endless! LOL Bravo, Carol!!!
VDH
Fantastic design, textures and colors! Love it Carol!!
annie5
Hi Carol! I'm glad to be here again on RR and to see your nice creations..this fractal is special and original and the pattern/texture and colors are exceptional..Bravo! :)
algra
First of all my condoleances. Sometimes many sad things come togeteher and this now is happening to you. It's not a nice start of the new year. Further,about the image you uploaded I certainly don't have mixed feelings. It's a strong one with an nice contrast between the two main colors and in all parts lots of great details and nevertheless as a whole it's peaceful. Very good.
RodolfoCiminelli
Sad notice my friend, my condolence for you...!!! Fantastic pattern of great imagination and creativity my friend....!!!
Raven78
I'm sorry to hear about your loss, such things are always difficult to handle. I'm sending a big hug to you!
Eekka
I am so sorry for your losses..
soffy
soo sorry to hear this dear Carol and thank you for sharing this beautiful piece of your heart and feelings,Love and Hugzzzzzzzzzz my friend**
clifftoppler
More than like, I enjoy the image. It is exquisitely peaceful. Your friend and relation too, I hope they both find the richest peace. More, I hope they departed with a sense of a lifetime well filled. Life and death are inseperable companions. We do while we can then give space to newer beings. We relinquish because we must, but for friends we live on - sadly for now but reach into your memory. They smile.
farmerC
A fine plate to look atto.
iceberg5
A very special image to mark a very sad occasion - but you have created a lovely picture with a uniquely good pattern 'n' colours along with fantastic cone shells !
carlx
Wonderful and amazing Carol!!! Thanks for share!!!
miwi
Agree with Bunny!!!!!!!!!!
redbeard
What can I say? I'm sorry for your losses; as we get older, you and I, they seem to come with increasing regularity and there is nothing we can do about it except perhaps wonder what people might one day say about us. Really a beautiful work of art, a wonderful tribute whether intended or not.
clydedough
Very passionate colors & textures AND emothions,- Hey....the longer we live the more mixed they become& thats a good thing eh'..NO? YEAH!...& a "bunch of mixed feelings" what if.... same feeling EVERY DAY!?
mamabobbijo
My sicerest condoleces on the loss of your loved ones. This looks on the surface like two colours and two patterns, but it is so rich in tiny designs of different colours! Bravo! A lovely tribute. Thanks BJ
voske
I am sorry to hear about your losses,My sicerest condoleces.Splendid picture,love it,excellently done!!!
amirapsp
Work of Wonder...:-)) My thoughts are with you!