I am sorry to have to say this, but for anyone unaware Mike sadly passed away in Decmber of 2009. He will be sorely missed by us all, Martin (Stepson)
It is, I suppose, inevitable that my upbringing has had a profound effect upon what I am, and in turn how my approach to art has developed.
My early years were spent in the Valleys of South Wales - a schizophrenic environment when the landscape of miners' terraced houses clinging to the hillside segues seamlessly into crags and fern-garnished mountainsides, vigorous brooks and secluded woodland. Musicality, lyricism and a love of spoken language are all part of my Welsh heritage and I think they are all discernable in my written works. My father was killed in WW2 and my widowed mother married a man from Manchester in the north-west of England. To say this development was a culture-shock to me is an understatement - I hated my new home, and my new family. Wales was - and remains - the place I call home, though we only visited there each summer holiday every year until my mid-teens.
Apart from those early years and visits, a further two years living semi-rough on the resort coast of North Wales, three years at College in Chester, and a single year working in the Fenlands of East Anglia, I have lived and worked in Manchester. The earthy and grounded tones in my work are directly attributable to my childhood and adolescence in the back streets of this soot-stained, grimy industrial city. My passion - and my life's work - for the education of children with special educational needs arose purely by accident: during the summer of one of those years on the North Wales Coast I worked at a Holiday Camp., and was asked, as a favour, to be 'Uncle' and look after the guests' children, arranging activities etc. The problems of one or two children who simply didn't fit in affected me deeply, and pointed me in the direction of my future career.
If asked what my influences are I could be ridiculously trite and say 'life' and given that I've lived more than sixty reasonably eventful years, there'd be more than a modicum of truth in that. However, in terms of literary influences, here goes: I've always been a voracious and woefully indiscriminate reader, although until I was in my late teens my reading was almost exclusively non-fiction. I was a typical back-street philistine late-fifties teenager interested in birds, booze and Buddy Holly - in that order. It wasn't until I reached my late teens that I began to read anything of interest, but when I did I devoured everything - Satre, Camus, Kerouac, Dostoyevsky, and Nietzsche. Poets included the beat poets Ferlinghetti et al, Blake, Gerard Manley Hopkins, Baudelaire, Rilke, Lorca, Cummings and a selection of contemporary British poets, Dylan Thomas, T S Elliott, Christopher Logue, Ted Hughes and [ironically] Sylvia Plath. Of these, I think only G M Hopkins and Dylan Thomas had any stylistic impact on my work, and then not deliberately.
Until the age of 18 art was of minor importance only - I wrote the odd poem purely as an elaborate 'chat-up line' - but my main academic interest lay in science. It was assumed that I'd go to University and end up in medical research. However, a chance friendship with an art specialist changed all that. After a few visits to pubs I discovered that I was moderately skilled in sketching likenesses: this led to portraits with pastels and then oil-painting. I was hooked. My friend sent a folio of my work to an art college and I was offered a place, much to my mother's dismay and disgust, because I'd also been offered places at Oxford and at Aberystwyth Universities to read sciences.
The upshot was that, after a catastrophic row, I turned down all the offers, left home and for two years drifted aimlessly in North Wales hardly earning enough to feed and house myself let alone afford to buy art materials. The experience with children in the holiday camp seemed like the answer to my problem - I could have a 'proper job' and still have time to make pictures and write. I made my peace with my mother, did a year's unqualified teaching to be sure I'd made the right choice, and as a compromise accepted a Teacher Training Course specialising in Art and in Human & Social Biology. At college, I exhibited and sold my first pictures and also had some poems published in college magazines.
For ten years I combined committed teaching with a moderately successful period of art production. Headship, however, requires a great deal more involvement, and the amount of spare time for painting and writing diminished year by year, until by my mid-forties I was totally wrapped up in my work to the exclusion of every other interest. My son's suicide changed all that. Art provided an essential outlet for the mental devastation of this tragedy, and for the trauma of a distinctly nightmarish final year of teaching leading to premature retirement. I don't exaggerate when I say that Art - pictures and writing - and the opportunity to 'publish' online saved my sanity.
There has been more than one defining moment in my life:
a. my sudden switch to art, leaving home, and the final choice of teaching as a career
b. my marriage and horrific divorce after 15 years
c. my son's tragic suicide [aged 29]Â - my promise to him led to online publishing
d. my premature early retirement after gross mismanagement by my employers
I'm married for the second time and have a stepson and stepdaughter, in addition to my own two daughters - and 8 grandchildren [to date!]
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Comments (28)
rainbows
True beauty in every way Mike, please rebuild your magnificent gallery. Your work brings such joy to many. A superb image and poem, a bouquet of great gentleness, pleasure for the heart. I thank you. I also thank you for having the courage to start over, to again give of your heart to all who care for you. Gentle Hugs. Diane.
NekhbetSun
Ohhh Mike, no need to apolgize, you know this ! ...like I said before, you're an artiste and being temperamental goes with the turf :o) This is a very lovely image and poem and I'm sure I can speak for us all, glad to see you back !!! Hugs
RodolfoCiminelli
Beautiful and excellent bouquet Mike....!!!
caviedes
Excellent you reconcidering leaving!
Skydancer917
Beautiful bouquet Mike and no need to apologize!
A_Sunbeam
Glad to see you're on the way back up!
helanker
Hello Mike :) Im happy to se you back. Also I love your artwork. Your image here is just wonderful. Stunning colors and flowers. I enjoy it very much.
eternalwytch1
I am so glad to see you back and don't dare apologize! Everyone has bad days, just please, reach out to those that care next time, okay? HUGGLES
miashadows
IT
S THE MOST BEAUTIFUL FLOWERS I HAVE EVER SEEN AND YOU CERTAINLY DON
T OWE ANYBODY ANY APOLOGIES,I AM SO GLAD TO SEE YOU BACK,YOU`VE MADE MY DAY!Valerie-Ducom
Wowww, so beautiful picture like your words !!! Excellent my friend :)
BlueLotus7
My heart is elated with the thought of you returning with all your artistic talent and poetic genius...thank you, Mike...you are a wonderful, generous and loving person, and most of all...a good friend. Love, S
NothingNess
Welcome back Mike. A beautiful poem and lovely image to boot.
Wolfspirit
Great teachers, never stop listening to us Great lovers, never stop touching our minds Great women or men, never stop leading us The best women or men just are. Thanks Mike
titta
Oh, Mike, you're back! It's so wonderful!!!!!! Thank you so much for the lovely bouquet and poem. You're so welcome back! hugs
tallpindo
The reason why someone would withdraw are as simple as "You must be born again!" "Like a dog returning to his vomit" refers to the inability to make a break with past patterns. Lessons learned by pharisees make us all better. You know I cannot remember the name of that specific pharisee who aksed "must we return to our mother's womb?" but I do remember there is a coal company in Saginaw, MI that has the same name. It will come back. Meanwhile I am so pleased that the renewal has taken place and you are here right now. Welcome, child!!
idiot_sphinx
I wonder if it is just this time of year my friend ? The Druids call this time of year "Oimealg" , A time of rebirth , or "Imbolc" . There is always time for change and sometimes irregardless of why a person does it , it is a healthy thing to start over and rearrange things a bit :) Nothing to apologize for at all !! This is a perfect start my friend . Flowers have forever been the symbols of rebirth ! I await the beauty of your new beginnings !! !!~PERFECT~!!
bpclarke
Gorgeous image. Just look at this as a new beginning. I await like the rest of us to see new beauty. Bunny
STEVIEUKWONDER
Apology accepted Miguel! lol Anyone and everyone gets a little miffed on occasion, I guess it was your turn, last week. Welcome home Sir. Thank you for the flowers, I hope they're carnations and I just cannot comment on the dog vomit! lol In essence, the mind boggles! lol Keep them coming Mike, you're the man! Steve :o)
Bothellite
Oh heck -- my psyche requires that I clean out my gallery every so often. Can't help it. Takes a deep breath and doesn't look back. NO apology required, for heavens sake. (whew - he's back....)
Minuano
Mike, I fully understand. I too have deleted my gallery quite a ways ago because I felt worthless here. There's so much I'd like to share but for some reason I felt it was way too late for me...The Art that I knew has long been gone. No apologies my friend I wish you peace and strength to carry on.
romanceworks
It hurt to lose your art and you so suddenly. I'm glad you're back and feeling better. CC
avalonfaayre
A beautiful way to begin all over again. So happy you reconsidered. I missed you. Hugs.
amirapsp
Wonderfull Work as always! We understand...Hugs.
busi2ness
No need my friend and I meant to ask but you explained very well. May your new gallery reflect a new start you are proud of and pleasant to see, like the previous ones.
jo_dis
don't you dare surrender to depression or doubts ... you've a real gift to give. your long-distance friend, jo_dis
MarciaGomes
UMA OBRA SUBLIME FASCINANTE BOUQUET DE ORQUIDEAS,NÃO É APLOLOGIA,EU TAMBÉM JÁ APAGUEI MINHA OUTRA GALERIA E RECOMECEI,SEMPRE É BOM RECOMEÇAR. MAGNIFICA POESIA.++++++++++++5
flaviok
Sua alma flutua como nuvem no céu cintilando como sol a iluminar a essência em sua poesia livre e incontesti que nos toca a alma, aplausos mil His/her soul floats as cloud in the sky sparkling about sun to illuminate the essence in his/her free poetry and incontesti that in the burrow the soul, applause thousand
leanndra
amor, more or less...