Very trying life of late... and am trying to get things together. Please be patient. =D
Started drawing at a very early age and continued until my late 30's when I was struck with TOS (Thorasic Outlet Syndrome) and had to move to computer art because of lack of use of my hands. Most of my art is inspired by my warped imagination, but I also am inspired A LOT by music (how can you tell? LOL!) and of course horror films, which ties into my warped imagination! GRIN! Comedy to me is "Tales from the Crypt: Bordello of Blood" and drama "Underworld". So there ya go! Hopefully this is helpful in understanding me... or you could just go with the flow!
The photograph of me was taken in 1984, the title is : "Always trying to find the right Kate Bush expression". (That's Kate on the wall behind me). =D
Born: August 22, 1963. Single, one daughter, born March 17, 1996, 1 cat, Eloise.
My daughter is Autistic and she's 13 now and has to live in a Foster Home because she is too much to handle. The stress of having her at home is too much...
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Comments (24)
angelbearzs
wow she is very goreoues and awesome secne!!!!!!!!:)
LudyMelltSekher
Beautiful Image Incredible composition Excellent lighting ***** A wonderful composition full of harmony and beauty. Fantastic work. Superbly done!! Congratulations!!
newangels
I am so sorry about your daughter there is nothing I could say to make it better, but I love your render :) Angela
Niha
I can't imagine how you feel and I know I would be terrible if I had to be as strong as you have been. My heart goes out to you dear! I am so sorry that life has been so unkind to you. My deepest condolences.... Sad but beautiful image. Keep the faith, things could always turn around. You are in my thoughts and prayers!!! BIG HUG!!!
Cinnamon369
Lovely render!
SomethingStrange
oh sweety :( What a heavy heart to carry inside. I like to believe everything happens for a reason but when it affects your kids and being a mother myself I know I would be heavy hearted too. I do hope a turn of events happens for you, and smile knowing people here think of you :)
lethalliam
awesome render.
Star4mation
Beautiful render :)
jedi_killer05
It's probably little comfort, but most of the people on this site including myself do care about you and are thinking about you.We can only imagine what you are going through and what you are feeling.I think if a lot of us could be there to comfort you we would be.All my best wishes - Allen xx P.S.- nice but sad image.
Magick_Lady
sad but great render :))) Wish you all the best wishes in the world XXXX Hugs ... Wendy
thelufias
((HUGS)) It doesn't make things right...but it's a start.
darktower
Great image, all the best for the future!!!!
blackvixen
You do beautiful work but i am very sad for you!!A constant reminder of how unfair life can be at times :(
Surama
Like it.....looks so great!
thecytron
Love her facial expression - speaks for itself!
ChristineG
wow she looks amazing.. what a stunning character. love her glasses.. excellent post work to Hugs :-D
1hawks1
Very beautiful my friend..Excellent work.
luciferino
Wonderful and full of emotion, really great.. bye smack Orietta
boobunny
Oh honey, My heart goes out to you. You know my email address, if you need anything or just to talk just holler!!! I will be thinking of you. And thank you so much for your support and thoughts. BIG BIG HUGS!! This is a fantastic render. Great reflection of what you are feeling!!
RubyT
Lovely work, I hope things get better!
Storm9167
Beautiful image and very sorry to hear about your daughter.. While I don't know the reason's I do hope things work out for you and her!! And a big thanks for your comment's on my gallery image.. :)
TheCelticLady
I understand your pain and yes it never seems as though it will ever get better. The true abuse is created by the social workers and the real damage is done by them to the children and to you. I too had to deal with such a thing and i would never wish it upon any family. You have to stay strong. For you are all your daughter has. You are her mother and the one person that truely loves her. She is all you have. Don't let them tear your heart apart although it may seem it has already been done .... but it hasn't you are still feeling the ache and so you still have strength. I know that they ask so much of you and yet they take your life away but you have to turn hard as a rock and show them that you'll never give up. You'll have those nights you'll need to grieve because after that comes renew. You will rise again each day like a Phoenix riseing from the fire. Don't let them tell you who you are. They want you to lose this battle but you know in your heart you can't and so it keeps you going to fight another day. There are so many families out there that are going through the same thing. I even found social workers that had stories to tell. Stay strong, the system is corrupted. Search the net for help, you will find it.
Ondoval
You are great are making excellent pic with Aiko.
KyotoDragon
Its a lovely render... I suddenly feel like an outsider, I have obviously missed something in the rush to catch up on comments. I am deeply sorry.