Just the random synaptics fireing in it's usual warped sense.. As alway's not very good, but all I can write is what is running through my mind, or the sad excuse of a thing I have remaining and choose to call a mind!! I stand in the darkness, Watching the lies and illusion's pass me by.. Fear and self loathing, binding, chains of doubt and confusion.. Can I please any woman, am I really the evil I've been told for all my eternity.. Stupid, good for nothing, doomed to failure.. Yes I've heard it all, bound to my past mistakes.. Doomed by failed love, shakled by an eternity of insults.. Believe in yourself, know your own self worth.. She's there, cute beyond compare, her smile will light your world!! At her touch, the bonds of torment will shatter.. The demons of shadowed mistakes, will flee before her love.. Hope must be kept alive.. Know your heart, stand against the nightmare's and whispers; I've lost my mind, surely.. How can one explain what I live, who can know the torments in the night.. What is reality?? The darkness I live, or the illusion's I see around me.. Chains binding, dragging my to depths of despair.. What woman could love one such as I?? Will my touch bring pleasure or pain.. Does my sad smile brighten her world, Can my poor attempts at humor bring laughter, my presence, joy.. Will I protect her from all her fears, can I hold the darkness at bay?? Will I bind her as I have been bound.. All my good appears evil, my light, darkness.. They're smarter, richer, better people for sure.. Bind your thoughts in chain's of fire!! Hide your hopes with rainbow blinds.. Ignore your feeling's, they're not real; And you, alway's the fool for a woman.. Thus you stand bound, shakled, alone!! Mark..