First of all I'm not a writer but I do want to tell you something about me. I got starting on Renderosity from a friend called Vaggabondd to occupy some of my time. Vaggabondd is my best friend, he helped me go through some difficult times. July 14, 2006 my husband of 35 yrs. died of lung cancer, he only lived 22 days after getting diagnose. Then to top it off 3 weeks later my place of employment of 17 yrs. closed the plant. I was able to attend college( paid) and I got a degree on Dec. 2008 in Accounting. I also have a site for my husband's pictures under Dukelars if you want to check it out. Really my husband was the photography in the family this is all new to me, like everything else. I've got my family close and my Cessna (cat) which there are cute stories about ,if you want to know and she also grief with me. I still feel I'm in a dream and can't wake up. Well enough about me and hope you enjoy what I've taught myself with this wonderful computer my husband left me when he was alive, I was afraid to touch it because something always happen to it.
Hugs
M'lee
Update: Life is moving along to fast for me....Since this writing I have lost Cessna, she died last June 2015...It was the hardest thing I had to do putting her to sleep. Also I have now lost both of my parents. I have 3 lovely grand children all girls. and growing up to fast.
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Comments (12)
MrsLubner
Such a wonderful face you have. So soft and caring. Very good portrait and good postwork. All my best thoughts and good wishes go out to you as well.
hairyface
Happy thoughts are on their way as I write!(all the way from Scotland) Mind you, it's pouring down here at the moment and my kilt has shrunk but never mind! LOL!!
vlaaitje
nice to meet you...but to be honest, you look so sad there...your eyes are like an open book....
Merrylee
Yes Ilona is right my eyes show how I feel, it's hard healing from a loss of a love one.
lilbiscuit
Many happy thoughts from me. Sorry about the loss of your husband. Hang in there things will get better. Very nice portrait shot!
hipps13
so much sadness I see take care and smile even when it is hard life brings many challenges Sweet day to you with a smile and a hug
Firesnuffer
Happy thoughts from me, Merrylee!
kjpweb
Well - happy thoughts it is! :) But the best thought of all, is that he (would he be able to talk with you) sure wouldn't want you to be sad. Remember him and cherish the time you had - but don't forget to live over that. Cheers, Klaus
auntietk
You know I will be sending you loving energy and happy thoughts all week, my dear, and especially on Saturday. Take good care of yourself, and let yourself be happy as well as sad. From here on out it gets better, little by little, day by day. There's something about the end of the first year that allows one to start letting go and moving forward.
alhak
hello Merrylee...it's a sad face you have but your husband would not want such a thing, you keep him alive in his pics you show us from time to time, and time does pass and heal hearts, my thoughts are with you and i am sure he is with you too...big hugs sue
RobyHermida
Hello friend finally knows you!!!!!!! God blesses you Roby
Mad-Mike
awww darlin....wish i able to give you a nice hug. i'm better now, but still deeply saddened for you. I wish the best for you in life dear. and brighter times indeed hugsssssss