This image is a dedication to many people, of which only a few will be listed.. Though many deserve to be listed here for various reason's!! To: Robert O'brian Trent Boothe Travis( fortuanately for him I don't know his last name..) I wonder what life would be like living in a world where those with power, money or connection's to people with such could some how rape the dream's of those around them.. In the name of justice, vengance, or for personal gain!! Maybe even personal pleasure for the really sick minded.. I cannot claim to understand everything I live through nor will I waste my time trying!! But sometime's people enter your life, arogant, selfish individual's without a true understanding of justice, or even right or wrong.. Willing to violate any person in any way in the search for and I quote, "Truth, justice etc.." The above listed individual's are such people!! And there are many other's that I could add to the list, though since I work with some of them still I prefer to give them the benifit of the doubt.. Sometime's people are truly just misguided, world war 2 and Nazi Germany are proof of that!! I wonder how many truly good people went along with the Nazi party out of misguided loyalty, fear of retribution or just plain thinking they were doing the right thing... We will never know, just as I will never know how many of the people I deal with are doing it out of a misguided since of loyaly, or justice!! True justice is tempered with wisdom and compassion.. True justice isn't fueled by fear and ignorance!! Or a lack of understanding.. I often wonder of all the people that claim to stand in judgement against me, how many of them have comitted worse sin's then me!! What deep secret's would consume thier world should the rest of the world become aware of them.. I will never know, nor do I really care!! But for the people that have stood against me, in ignorance and fear and a misguided sense of loyalty I hope the flame's of justice that you have tried to bring into my life consume your's and those of your families long after I'm gone.. To many here this image will hold no meaning and more than a hint of confusion!! But I will not allow those with ability beyond anything I understand to rape my sleep and life anymore.. Whether they eventually get thir victory it will be a hollow victory!! Because there was an unexpected side effect to all that I have gone through over the last 4 years.. People have finally pissed me off, and while I'm not violent I have gained a bit of wisdom over the year's!! And have long learned that the way of destroying an enemy isn't alway's through the use of violence.. But rather one may rely on self resolve, endurance, strength in the knowledge that the end result will destroy their lives more than it will your own.. You cannot fear losing what you don't have!! At the end of the day people have to be able to live with thier own conscience.. Though I'm willing to except the idea that there are those who are truly lacking of such a thing!! And I believe the above listed individual's are just such individual's.. But I am hopefull that there is an afterlife, and that I will one day see them in hell.. Where they truly belong!! My apologies for such a negative image and writing.. I've been trhough all I'm going to deal with and it's time I started giving name to my demon's openly!! Or at the least those who would dare assault me in secret.. The character's are two particular character's that hold some issue's for me.. One gifted by Sharyn called Giaan and the other a far older character by Rhiannon. Known as Morganna, of which I haven't rendered in nearly two years.. This is not an attempt at artistic excellance though I may try to improve upon it in time!! Mark.. p.s. If you want to bitch me out, rant or otherwise rave feel welcome to pm or email me.. I'm not overly concerned with hate mail!! I have often felt there where those on this site that did try to be true friends.. To bad about the few wolves feining to be sheep!! And yes of course I'm crazy, haven't I been posting that for the last 3 years.. :D