BIO
Hi there (LOL) this is me Susan This was about 41/2 yrs ago I still look the same only my hair is shorter:) I have been married for 25yrs to Danny and have a son Bruce 31,by my first husband, I am also owned by my wonderful confidante, Winston my darling daschaund and Mere Kitty the new Persian kitten:) I am a Breast Cancer Survivor, was in remission but it has mestastized from my breast to my spine (bone cancer) Can't operate or do a biopsy even due to the location....My Dr told me if they were to go in...and do a biopsy ,they know air would touch it and well that would be all of me.........and I would soon be down for the count...my family Dr said he thought it was just wonferful..
I am currently taking chemo and stay in pain a lot of the time.....please forgive me if I don't answer your ebots right away.......Somedays I stay in bed for 2 to 3 days.....and wake up in the middle of the night crying in pain....I am trying to have a cheerful attitude with this and just thanking God I can wake up every day and try to smile and enjoy life..
I love to garden, read, take pics and play with my daschaund..I also have poems on Allpoetry.com under the name of Blushfulmoon......Would love to get them published someday....If you go visit me please tell me your from Renderosity.....Thank you for all your comments and keep me in your prayers..I need them so bad.....Oh I forgot to mention I am 52 years old....born March 25th 1955 making me an Aries..I am very true to what the astrologers say about the sign..........I make friends easy..sometimes quick tempered but cool off in a manner of minutes.....I can't stand anyone being mad at me........LOL.......I am so thankful for all the friends I have made here on Renderosity.....You are all special in my heart:)
Love all of you all
Hugs n love
Susan aka Blush
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Comments (44)
Richardphotos
wonderful place Susan and capture. I am feeling for you knowing the pain you are enduring. I do not know if I would be as strong as you.you are like the Rock of Gibraltar
barbdennist
I love cat tails too; they remind me of my childhood on the farm where they grew in abundance. I cannot believe they would take you off the Morphine and I find that rude and insensitive. I'm glad your doctor put you back on it and is willing to work with you to get the pain under control. I will continue to pray for you. I agree, you are like the Rock of Gibraltar and are a real inspiration to the rest of us. May God richly bless you and your family.
TheAnimaGemini
I love cattails to Susan. They reminds me a lot of my childhood. The lake we used to play as children had a lot cat tails. I always collect some for my mother and godmother. :) So sorry to read you had so much pain hon. can't believe they take you off and your doctor do the right. You are always my in my thoughts Susan . Never give up hon . God bless you and your family. Big hugs and kisses.
Bossie_Boots
What a beautiful capture i wish i had an ounce of your strength and determination im glad that your pain is now under control your in my preyers bless you hugs lou x
Virtual_World
Susan, I think that you should be free of pain as be possible. I admire your strengh and courage! Hugs!
Digitaleagle
This is my kind of place looks so peaceful, wonderful image. I hope you feel better soon My prayers go with you.
sharky_
Its already tough times and that ER makes it even tougher. Sorry to hear all the problems. Wishing you the best. Aloha
MrsLubner
Girl, this photo is to me like a mud hole is to a pig - Hog Heaven! Those cat tails usually find a place in my autumn indoor floral display. But the look through them at this smooth lake is so comforting. I love the fall colors...the color of straw. You have one great photo here. You're always in my thoughts,missy. :-) You don't let them give you any trouble or this California displaced Texan will have to come up there and take those nurses behind the wood shed for a little talk! LOL
davidoblad
So what idiot is putting Cat Tails on a stick now? Juss kidden..lol. Super picture Susan. As for Meds.. someone needs to shake up those folks. Morphine is a rather safe drug, as long as not over-dosed. True, it can be addictive, but so what? Folks have used and been addicted to Morphine for years with little or no side effects. So, if ever one gets past the pain, then one can drop the addiction with a bit of effort. My father passed away in a lot of pain. They wouldn't give him morphine because of it's addictive properties. And he died anyway, in pain. What's the point? Our laws and rules need some serious over-hauling. Pot has been shown, case after case. to be very effective against cancer and side effects of Chemo.. but think you can get some legally? No-Way! You might actually get a buzz off it, heaven forbid! Meds and the establishment are one of my biggest pet peeves... can you tell...lol? Hope all turns out for you Susan. Best wishes being sent your way. Hugs from Dave :^)
odie
I love cat tails. We have them all around my ponds and they make me feel at home! You hang in there, Ms. spunky.
DennisReed
Wonderful image Susan! Looks like Autumn has arrived! I agree, all terminal Cancer Patient deserve respect, and need to be kept out of pain! Sounds like a Power play on their behalf? I hope your Family Doctor gives them a good talking to! My thoughts and continued Prayers are with you! HUGS!
acquilon
NICE PLACE AND PICTURE BRAVA
STEVIEUKWONDER
I cannot believe how insensitive they have been with you Susan, although in fairness, for anyone in the medical profession with a bad attitude, there is always 100 very caring people to replace them. You just happen to have been unlucky and I'm glad this has been rectified, by your doctor. I admire you for your strength Susan and I am so relieved that you are once again out of pain. Great capture my friend. Keep on pushing! Steve :o)
rainbows
A gentle and beautiful capture of the cat tails, sweet sis :-) A gorgeous work. Susan, I am so happy your pain is lessened. It is inhuman to leave you in pain like this.. Gentle hugs and prayers for you always. Diane.
B_PEACOCK
I very much agree , I saw what my mom went thru and you should be kept out of pain that is the law. Shoud even be posted in your doctors office and if they are not doing that you can report them and they would be in a world of trouble.Glad you are doing a little better Susan.Beautiful shot love
hotracer2
Nice image would have cropped more of the top, have a great week:):):)
priss117
Good Morning Susan my sis and I hope you wake up this morning pain free. I agree with you. We are paying the doctors and their not suppose to leave you in pain but they do it all the time. Theres not to many now that cares about the patient's dignity. They just suffle us through like cattle. I wish I was there with you I'd jack a couple of them up and remind them what their job is. This is a gorgeous picture and I was happy to get my little e-bot on it in my mail. I love to look at your photography you are so good at it. Rest up and while you are feeling better please don't over excert yourself. Hugs!
1010
Good for you Susan, being persistant. You are the one suffering and all they care about is their rules. So happy your Dr. has sense. A beautiful photo, I have cat tails on our pond and love them too! This is a lovely time of year for photos, so take some sweetie. Hugssssssss
evielouise
I love anything around a pond that makes it look festive and cat tails go right along with that a wonderful photo : And as for those idiots that do not have cancer !tell them walk in my shoes and then tell me your taking away meds that help BHAAAAAAA--to them feel beter sweets! hugs evie)))
RubyT
I too love cat tails! You should be given any drug you want as much as you want, and should be treated like royalty!
dusty357
i love peaceful places like the one in your post, ,, c'mon down to nashville hun they treat folks right,, i just wish you didnt have to go through all this on top of what your already experiencing, i guess if your were on welfare and had 5 crack baby;s youd get anything you want ,, oh well this just pisses me off,, huggs hun your tn bro,
avalonfaayre
I love the cat-tails. I used to look for them everywhere when I was a kid. They held a fascination for me. They are just as beautiful as I remember. If you want to come to TN. I'll be waiting for you! Mark is right. They'll treat ya right, and ya don't have to be indigent! (Thought it always helps...he's right about that!) Prayers are with you sweetness. Read your poem in AllPoetry just now. I would love to visit those childhood days again, myself. This photo just took me down memory lane.
Syltermermaid
Wonderful captured Blush!!! I love this cat tails to, specially they are growing near the water where I love to be! I feel so sorry that you had such pain. I can't understand that they let you go through all this! I pray soo much that you will be better and have not to suffer soo much!!! You are always in my thoughts and prayers.Love and Hugs Ute
heartnsoul
A gorgeous photo Susan!! The colors are vibrant and the lighting superb! A very serene scene.
romanceworks
Cattails always make me smile - they are so unique. What a lovely shot. It is bad enough that you are going through cancer but to have to fight to be out of pain is just wrong. How dare those nurses decide such a thing! Don't let them be so disrespectful of your situation, which I pray will be easier for you. . You are in my thoughts. CC
Valerie-Ducom
I agree with RubyT ! Excellent picture Susan and very nice vivid color and light! Good day :)
kenmo
Nice capture....
highcrow
Beautiful shot! You have a wonderful eye and a great sense of framing your pictures just perfectly to bring out all its richness. So sorry to hear of your struggle.I am a survivor as well(27yrs.)and I will be sure to say a special prayer for you my friend.Your work is truly beautiful!
RobyHermida
HAPPY DAY OF THE PHOTOGRAPHER!!!!!! MANY HAPPINESS IN YOUR DAY!!!!!! Here it is spring and everything begins again... A wonderful work! ROBY
yakchat
Ohhhhh that just makes me sooooo mad!!!! I just get sooo livid with some of the idiots in the medical profession(and insurance)Bless your heart....you are in my thoughts and prayers... I love your photo of the cattails....we used to do just what you mentioned...spray them with hairspray :-) they are soooo beautiful with some dried flowers and greenery.....take care sweetie....love, Carol