Hi friends. I feel somewhat better...my mom made me feel horrible, only because I had some drinks with my friend last night. and he left at 3:am she is so against drinking. heck I only drink maybe like once a month. I can take it or leave it really. mind over matter for sure. but she was mad anyways.. and grilled me about having friends over so late. we were just playing ps2 in my room and watched some music videos on my pc at a low volume, not to disturb her of course. yet when he finally left around 3:am she was very mad, and gave me an ultamatum about it. telling me how bad people drink, and I should not hang around drinkers. I had not seen my friend in like 3 months, he just happened to stop by my area, and knocked on my door at 10:30 and she got all pissed because he brought some beer along with him. my moms parents did get killed by a head on collision by a drunk driver when she was only 9. but this should not relate at all to me wanting to socialise with my friend and with a drink or two. she made me feel very horrible and guilty for me wanting to spend time with my friend. anyways.... thanks all for your nice comments lately. and for picking up on my somber mood. really like you guys a lot. is why I come here ever day. take care and God Bless you.
-- you may crop this and use as a desktop wallpaper if you like :-) also Mick, I still use your cool tiger photo as my wall paper :0) And to my honey Claudia ~ I love you a lot and miss you dear. I will be very happy to chat with you! you always make me smile and laugh lots my dear sweetheart ;-) muahsssss Take care friends. [Edit: this photo taken at Disneyland last July]