I am sorry to have to say this, but for anyone unaware Mike sadly passed away in Decmber of 2009. He will be sorely missed by us all, Martin (Stepson)
It is, I suppose, inevitable that my upbringing has had a profound effect upon what I am, and in turn how my approach to art has developed.
My early years were spent in the Valleys of South WalesĆĀ - a schizophrenic environment when the landscape of miners' terraced houses clinging to the hillside segues seamlessly into crags and fern-garnished mountainsides, vigorous brooks and secluded woodland. Musicality, lyricism and a love of spoken language are all part of my Welsh heritage and I think they are all discernable in my written works. My father was killed in WW2 and my widowed mother married a man from Manchester in the north-west of England. To say this development was a culture-shock to me is an understatementĆĀ - I hated my new home, and my new family. Wales wasĆĀ - and remainsĆĀ - the place I call home, though we only visited there each summer holiday every year until my mid-teens.
Apart from those early years and visits, a further two years living semi-rough on the resort coast of North Wales, three years at College in Chester, and a single year working in the Fenlands of East Anglia, I have lived and worked in Manchester. The earthy and grounded tones in my work are directly attributable to my childhood and adolescence in the back streets of this soot-stained, grimy industrial city. My passionĆĀ - and my life's workĆĀ - for the education of children with special educational needs arose purely by accident: during the summer of one of those years on the North Wales Coast I worked at a Holiday Camp., and was asked, as a favour, to be 'Uncle' and look after the guests' children, arranging activities etc. The problems of one or two children who simply didn't fit in affected me deeply, and pointed me in the direction of my future career.
If asked what my influences are I could be ridiculously trite and say 'life' and given that I've lived more than sixty reasonably eventful years, there'd be more than a modicum of truth in that. However, in terms of literary influences, here goes: I've always been a voracious and woefully indiscriminate reader, although until I was in my late teens my reading was almost exclusively non-fiction. I was a typical back-street philistine late-fifties teenager interested in birds, booze and Buddy HollyĆĀ - in that order. It wasn't until I reached my late teens that I began to read anything of interest, but when I did I devoured everythingĆĀ - Satre, Camus, Kerouac, Dostoyevsky, and Nietzsche. Poets included the beat poets Ferlinghetti et al, Blake, Gerard Manley Hopkins, Baudelaire, Rilke, Lorca, Cummings and a selection of contemporary British poets, Dylan Thomas, T S Elliott, Christopher Logue, Ted Hughes and [ironically] Sylvia Plath. Of these, I think only G M Hopkins and Dylan Thomas had any stylistic impact on my work, and then not deliberately.
Until the age of 18 art was of minor importance onlyĆĀ - I wrote the odd poem purely as an elaborate 'chat-up line'ĆĀ - but my main academic interest lay in science. It was assumed that I'd go to University and end up in medical research. However, a chance friendship with an art specialist changed all that. After a few visits to pubs I discovered that I was moderately skilled in sketching likenesses: this led to portraits with pastels and then oil-painting. I was hooked. My friend sent a folio of my work to an art college and I was offered a place, much to my mother's dismay and disgust, because I'd also been offered places at Oxford and at Aberystwyth Universities to read sciences.
The upshot was that, after a catastrophic row, I turned down all the offers, left home and for two years drifted aimlessly in North Wales hardly earning enough to feed and house myself let alone afford to buy art materials. The experience with children in the holiday camp seemed like the answer to my problemĆĀ - I could have a 'proper job' and still have time to make pictures and write. I made my peace with my mother, did a year's unqualified teaching to be sure I'd made the right choice, and as a compromise accepted a Teacher Training Course specialising in Art and in Human & Social Biology. At college, I exhibited and sold my first pictures and also had some poems published in college magazines.
For ten years I combined committed teaching with a moderately successful period of art production. Headship, however, requires a great deal more involvement, and the amount of spare time for painting and writing diminished year by year, until by my mid-forties I was totally wrapped up in my work to the exclusion of every other interest. My son's suicide changed all that. Art provided an essential outlet for the mental devastation of this tragedy, and for the trauma of a distinctly nightmarish final year of teaching leading to premature retirement. I don't exaggerate when I say that ArtĆĀ - pictures and writingĆĀ - and the opportunity to 'publish' online saved my sanity.
There has been more than one defining moment in my life:
a. my sudden switch to art, leaving home, and the final choice of teaching as a career
b. my marriage and horrific divorce after 15 years
c. my son's tragic suicide [aged 29]ĆĀ - my promise to him led to online publishing
d. my premature early retirement after gross mismanagement by my employers
I'm married for the second time and have a stepson and stepdaughter, in addition to my own two daughtersĆĀ - andĆĀ 8 grandchildren [to date!]
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Comments (24)
NekhbetSun
Ohhh yes, I remember... I loved it then and I love it now, dear Mike S ~ Hugs ~
RodolfoCiminelli
A beautiful and very creative poem my friend....!!! Splendid illustration and postwork too....!!!!
tennesseecowgirl
beautiful words!
lucyjo
Truly Beautiful!
furuta
I don't have English well. However, I read a word, and read a word... I feel a beautiful poem. Thank you, meico.
dhanco
Wonderful and uplifting poetry, Mike. So well spoken, as always. I truly envy your talent!
helanker
Such a very beautiful Poem. You, the master of poetry.
lil_t
Beautiful artwork Mike, and the poem is superb and fitting...thanks for reposting!! Very nice!! :)
leanndra
Some memories are more than fleeting. I find this uplifting and sad at the same time. Memories draw the mind, and the heart back to happier days. Free-born spirits can't, or won't stay earthbound forever. Memory calls, and the heart will answer. By the way, I almost forgot, I really like this image! That is you in the image isn't it? Lea
beachzz
For just a little while~~~~you make my thoughts and dreams seem far more real when you write words like these, and now I can go on knowing I'm not the only one. The image is just as wonderful, thank you again!
sky13point1
i was thereā¦and stayed for a moment to embrace some of my own daydreams eloquent thank you for sharing
hipps13
Hi Mike so much warmth yes, "I wish you were" beautiful work sweet smile to you warm hug and love, Linda
AusPoet
Hi Mike, This poem evokes such a wonderful feeling, and yet much sad longing. Beautiful work, my friend. ~v
(Now off to check what happened yesterday!)
kansas
Ah those sweet memories. They are what makes each of us who we are today.
algra
Nice and wonderful feeling in it!
amota99517
Absolutely fabulous poetry. The words just dance about in one's mind give a glimmer of dreams yet to come. Excellent work!!!!
elisheba
Very well written and said, romantic and sad at the same time: your mysterious muse inspires you brilliantly!
auntietk
Wishful thinking is a fine pursuit, especially when poetry like this is the result! Beautifully done.
tallpindo
Sometimes you have to doubt the doubts of a parent and suspect the suspicions of the other. Wishes can lead to taking opportunities and options that are only games that loop back.
romanceworks
Wishful thinking keeps us rembering and believing. Such wonderful words. And image to match. CC
tizjezzme
Wow .. whoever this was written for is one lucky lady, to be swooned by your passionate words, so powerful that just an ordinary reader can lose her breath.
novelist
Your poetry is divine. Inspired, passionate, evocative, the word choices are brilliant, the rhythm just right. When I read this aloud, I can hear your strong phrasing. Beautiful!
amirapsp
MARVELOUS!!!
avalonfaayre
It did the same thing to me this time. I can go and visit once in a while, but it is true. One can look back, but never go back. Just to feel it again. Once in a while.