I am sorry to have to say this, but for anyone unaware Mike sadly passed away in Decmber of 2009. He will be sorely missed by us all, Martin (Stepson)
It is, I suppose, inevitable that my upbringing has had a profound effect upon what I am, and in turn how my approach to art has developed.
My early years were spent in the Valleys of South Wales - a schizophrenic environment when the landscape of miners' terraced houses clinging to the hillside segues seamlessly into crags and fern-garnished mountainsides, vigorous brooks and secluded woodland. Musicality, lyricism and a love of spoken language are all part of my Welsh heritage and I think they are all discernable in my written works. My father was killed in WW2 and my widowed mother married a man from Manchester in the north-west of England. To say this development was a culture-shock to me is an understatement - I hated my new home, and my new family. Wales was - and remains - the place I call home, though we only visited there each summer holiday every year until my mid-teens.
Apart from those early years and visits, a further two years living semi-rough on the resort coast of North Wales, three years at College in Chester, and a single year working in the Fenlands of East Anglia, I have lived and worked in Manchester. The earthy and grounded tones in my work are directly attributable to my childhood and adolescence in the back streets of this soot-stained, grimy industrial city. My passion - and my life's work - for the education of children with special educational needs arose purely by accident: during the summer of one of those years on the North Wales Coast I worked at a Holiday Camp., and was asked, as a favour, to be 'Uncle' and look after the guests' children, arranging activities etc. The problems of one or two children who simply didn't fit in affected me deeply, and pointed me in the direction of my future career.
If asked what my influences are I could be ridiculously trite and say 'life' and given that I've lived more than sixty reasonably eventful years, there'd be more than a modicum of truth in that. However, in terms of literary influences, here goes: I've always been a voracious and woefully indiscriminate reader, although until I was in my late teens my reading was almost exclusively non-fiction. I was a typical back-street philistine late-fifties teenager interested in birds, booze and Buddy Holly - in that order. It wasn't until I reached my late teens that I began to read anything of interest, but when I did I devoured everything - Satre, Camus, Kerouac, Dostoyevsky, and Nietzsche. Poets included the beat poets Ferlinghetti et al, Blake, Gerard Manley Hopkins, Baudelaire, Rilke, Lorca, Cummings and a selection of contemporary British poets, Dylan Thomas, T S Elliott, Christopher Logue, Ted Hughes and [ironically] Sylvia Plath. Of these, I think only G M Hopkins and Dylan Thomas had any stylistic impact on my work, and then not deliberately.
Until the age of 18 art was of minor importance only - I wrote the odd poem purely as an elaborate 'chat-up line' - but my main academic interest lay in science. It was assumed that I'd go to University and end up in medical research. However, a chance friendship with an art specialist changed all that. After a few visits to pubs I discovered that I was moderately skilled in sketching likenesses: this led to portraits with pastels and then oil-painting. I was hooked. My friend sent a folio of my work to an art college and I was offered a place, much to my mother's dismay and disgust, because I'd also been offered places at Oxford and at Aberystwyth Universities to read sciences.
The upshot was that, after a catastrophic row, I turned down all the offers, left home and for two years drifted aimlessly in North Wales hardly earning enough to feed and house myself let alone afford to buy art materials. The experience with children in the holiday camp seemed like the answer to my problem - I could have a 'proper job' and still have time to make pictures and write. I made my peace with my mother, did a year's unqualified teaching to be sure I'd made the right choice, and as a compromise accepted a Teacher Training Course specialising in Art and in Human & Social Biology. At college, I exhibited and sold my first pictures and also had some poems published in college magazines.
For ten years I combined committed teaching with a moderately successful period of art production. Headship, however, requires a great deal more involvement, and the amount of spare time for painting and writing diminished year by year, until by my mid-forties I was totally wrapped up in my work to the exclusion of every other interest. My son's suicide changed all that. Art provided an essential outlet for the mental devastation of this tragedy, and for the trauma of a distinctly nightmarish final year of teaching leading to premature retirement. I don't exaggerate when I say that Art - pictures and writing - and the opportunity to 'publish' online saved my sanity.
There has been more than one defining moment in my life:
a. my sudden switch to art, leaving home, and the final choice of teaching as a career
b. my marriage and horrific divorce after 15 years
c. my son's tragic suicide [aged 29] - my promise to him led to online publishing
d. my premature early retirement after gross mismanagement by my employers
I'm married for the second time and have a stepson and stepdaughter, in addition to my own two daughters - and 8 grandchildren [to date!]
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Comments (23)
dhanco
Oh my! You must be reading my mind, Mike. I have no words, but your's are reflections of what is on my mind this morning. Thank you for putting them so eloquently.
RodolfoCiminelli
Fantastic work my friend, is very beautiful and creative......!!!!
G_Mansco
A pleasure to read your creative words ;O)
STEVIEUKWONDER
Your words are unique and so beautifully structured Mike. Lovely Sir! Steve :o) (Please accept my apology for both the lateness and the lack of my comments). Steve :o)
algra
Beautiful, both the words and your nice image! (Didn't I see the beautiful pensive girl before?)
furuta
Beautiful design. To me, it is slightly difficult. but I feel beautiful image. Thank you.
elisheba
Sublime poetry.... "Some knowledge - aguably the most important - is acquired subconsciously and intuitively. It's the seeking which gives us great joy." Those are words of wisdom :)
sky13point1
your work is always a journey worth taking, this one was very reflective. lovely
helanker
Beautiful, just so beautiful. Image and Poem.
tizjezzme
Sometimes I struggle to really express myself to one so special; as if a new language need be created just for it. You seem to find somehow just the right words in the English language that expresses just that. Your words of expression is like a river that flows so easily ... you have such a gift. Have a lovely day Mike :) Shari
beachzz
There are so many lines in this that jump out at me, speak to me and again I wonder how you know so much about me to write this way~~this gift you have and share is precious, thank you again.
novelist
I love this line which sets the tone of this poem: "when in the turning of an unremarkable corner you suddenly collide with yourself" There's such a high quality of writing in all of your poetry. This is another lovely poem. Coming to your gallery is like opening a book of one of my favorite poet's. I used to do this daily, always to discover a new way of looking at the world, or hearing a new phrase. Thanks for bringing me back to doing that.
lil_t
Excellence once again...image and words are so beautiful and true! I so enjoy your talent, Mike! Thank you so much for sharing it with us! :)
auntietk
It amazes me, how life can go rolling so smoothly along, and suddenly something (or someone) happens, and everything turns upside down. It's those times when I need most to take a walk.
Fidelity2
Perfect. 5+!!!
amirapsp
Beautiful Mike :-)
amota99517
Awesome words that give rise to amazing thoughts. Splendid work!!!
hipps13
Hi Mike such words seems I have come to know and what I have learned speaks inside as I walk along outside in the rain sweet sunshine to you warm hug, Linda
leanndra
It is not the miles we have traveled, but the stops we have made along the way that has given us such insight into ourselves, and others. Lea
tallpindo
As a boy I could ascend a few steps walk down a short walk and I was in the County Jail. I did this everyday rain or shine, blizzard or blazing sun. Inside was the sour smell of the mop and occasionally a trustey in a white coveralls I learned to call "sprue" like the vines that join plastic parts in a kit model. Later I used this to study the spine and it's sprue. Nerve gas was once a weapon.
NekhbetSun
I couldn't agree more about knowledge quite often being gleaned from dreams.... Lovely words dear Mike S H u g s
Meisiekind
Oh Mike - just glorious and brilliantly said! Hugs, Carin :)
avalonfaayre
It's too late at night for me to say anything intelligent, so let me just say, 'OH YEAH!!!'