As we stand mourning the lose of those that are close to us, we the living have to keep moving on. Some never get to say there goodbyes, and yet others never get to say what they always wanted to say while The fire burned bright in those when they were here. We stand here mesmerized by the fires of Life, but forget that they spiral outwards into the heavens as that fire dies. And just because we did not get to say the things or goodbyes the way we may have wanted, our spirits are and always have been free to sail where we want after we loose the chains of this Earth. No heaven, but a wonderful Universe to travel and explore, I think even better. Never regret what you think you might have lost as if your love and heart felt desire is to reach out and say these things, they they truly will hear, even if they do not answer you, they know /smiles.....Believe they Know. Just reach out with your heart and she will hear you where ever she is in the Universe, as Love is funny that way, it can reach farther then any other emotion or Magic can stand against it if it is true and heart felt. To Quot a friend from a email lastnight: It's always the good souls that leave us first and I can feel all the hurt, sorrow and painful energy from her delightful website amongst the beauty of her work. It takes me back to my own experience of losing my spiritual partner some 5 years ago now. All of our lives are meant to be celebrated! She has done soo much in her short life that we should all be celebrating her life and not to forget our own accomplishments, I'm sure she would want that. Rest assured she is freely smiling down on all her loved ones warmly, fondly, without fear, without oppression, and most of all without pain. This is Dedicated to Didier her Bo, and since he is devastated I wanted to first Dedicate to him, and tomorrow I hope one for our dear dear departed friend. May she be in peaceful Loving Universal embrace, and keep a watchful eye on us when she has the time to look in. She stopped by Last night in my dreams and said goodbye to me on her way out, but said she would keep a close watch on Didier, she knows he feels bad bout things but wanted him to know she is fine, better then fine no more pain, and she understands. And you know brother I am here for you any time day or night in real life. /HUGS Maylock Aromy Stansbury