Hi there :)
Welcome to my little space on Renderosity.
What can I say about me? Well I am a 44 ear old single mum of two boys who are 17 and 21. I started poser back in 2005.....omg 11years ago! and learnt everything I know from scratch and only had basic help to start with. I still have so much more to learn.
My art is of all genres as you can see but most of it is emotional pictures. I deal with emotions and things going on in my life by pouring my feelings into art. It helps me get on with things by doing this. I also have some fun images and I love to do pin ups with a fun theme.
I took ill about 2 years ago and unfortunately have not been able to do some art for a while. I miss doing it incredibly and hope to start again soon. Also my mum passed away in November, four days after being diagnosed with cancer. One minute she was there and next minute she was gone. Mums death hit me hard but I have some exceptional friends and the saying you find out who your friends are at times of need is true. I certainly found out who was a genuine friend and who was just looking for someone to fil in the gaps or pass the time.
I have some amazing friends here on Renderosity. Some are exceptionally close. Ruthie, Julie, Brandy, Emma, Steve, Angie just to name a few
Anyway take a peek around my gallery if you wish and if you like my work you could always buy a print a www.originalkitten.deviantart.com/prints. If there is a print you want and it isn't in the store feel free to ask me.
Thank you for coming to look and have a great day.
Lots of love...Lou xox
Comments (30)
Darkwish
You did EXT work! Very well done! 5
faaeria
really beautiful!
bossnass
very nice one i realy like it the Atmosphere/Mood is excelant
LinaraTar
Wish I could see you smile again.. hugs I love your renders.. this one is excellent again!
eekdog Online Now!
great photo capture, nice b&w pictue. lol steve
pixelmeister
Cool!
fairyfreak
Another remarkably atmospheric peice ;-) HUGS
callad
No man is worth such pain sweetie.. Wonderful render again :)
twingo
Powerful words and image, excellent work.....
gizmee
It feels hard now, but remember that pain will go away someday...it won't last forever...Hugs to you!! :)
moonbunnie
Beautiful image from the heart in pain . Hang on there!
WhopperNnoonWalker-
so beautyful hun
Rodma_Hu
"Suffering is optional." - Anonymous Stunning realism to this render. Well done.
3Dpixi
The atmosphere of pain in your words are in your art... beautiful portrait!
amirapsp
Gorgeous...:-}
elfin12u
I really feel bad for you and all the emotional trauma that you're putting yourself through, but have you considered for one minute how his wife must feel? or how she will feel, if she isn't aware of yet, the trust he broke with her? I realize that that no ones mere words can make you feel better, but as bad as you feel, consider for a moment what she's either going through, or about to.
mickeytie
The realism here is remarkable. I'm so sorry you were betrayed, I wish I could help you with the pain and stress you are going through, but it is a private thing that you have to work through yourself sometimes, but if you EVER need or want someone to talk to, who has BEEN there, please just email me. My age alone speaks volums.
originalkitten
I'm friends with the wife and we are going through the same. She's a wonderful lady and we talk. Thing is I told this man things that I have told noone ever in my life... about my past. That's whats cracking me up. And I HAVE considered waht she's going through. If you read my journals at deviantart.com you will see this. It's tearing me apart for both of us.
chrislaarman
There are things in this picture that puzzle me. I may interpret them wrongly, or I may be right in blaming the render: 1) The left eyelid (to our right) has a white spot (eyeshadow not applied). I have never seen this before. It doesn't appeal to me, but if you're happy with it, I'm happy alongside you. :-) 2) It must be coincidence, but the right eyebrow (to our left) looks like extended out of the face, along with a few millimeters of skin below. My brain just rejects it. I wouldn't have associated the picture with "humiliation", merely with thought. Apart from the above matters I do like the concept.
deadlydagon
Very nice portrait. She is very realistic looking. 5+++
tetsu-pino
Very beautiful portrait and cool B/W image! Excellent work.
Orinoor
Sometimes pain is beautiful. You have captured a moment. Great render and great composition!
heddheld
brilliant closeup
RGUS Online Now!
Incredible emotion.. and so well done in black and white and the blur is perfect.. this is so much a top of the charts image!!! Humbled!
pc_artist
another great image.. BIG HUGS Again as the reasons for it is because you are deeply hurt.
shadowhawk2zero
I believe that white spot is a reflection. This is an outstanding piece of work, I am so sorry that you must feel such pain in order to produce it. I will not tell you that eventually you will smile again, but I will offer this, some day he is going to do this to the wrong person and they will not be so kind as you and will have his kneecaps broken. 5***** for the picture also
Star4mation
Wonderfully realistic render Lou :)
Bossie_Boots
I agree with Rgus the emotion here is amazing and i think its outstandng hugs lou x
missgrin
Excellent portrait....
Forevernyt
You may not realize it but you're working out your pain through your art. Keep it going.