~ * I NEED of ALL YOU * ~ by luciferino
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This is my first drawing after my adored aunt's death. Who knows me knows that in two years it is half have lost all my family, first my mother and now at a distance of only 3 months the one from the other one first my daddy and now my aunt Zoe who for me were more than a mother. Without them I have found an empty house, without their voices, of their kisses, of their caresses.
I miss their perfume and the be roused in the morning with the kiss on the forehead. I feel only lost when I open the freezer and see the prepared things by the aunt a week before she felt bad, and I do not have the courage to eat them to throw them. I am scared of my future I am scared of what other the destiny has in mind for me, I am terrorized to be roused at night in the silence and listen to only my heart. Maybe have spent too much little my life and I do not have experiences, but I have had an unconditional love from them
that only few people can have tried. I am mine soul. I Believe in God and want to believe that there is something of good also for me, but for the moment I please all you to be near, I need you. I do not want fall in the darkness, I do not want to get lost in the depression spiral. Help me be my friend and be near to me I beg you . I need to be Loved
Orietta
Comments (54)
capelito
Your words break my heart. You are in my prayers. I love you and your wonderful works. We all are here for you!!!!!!Hugs Capelito
IgnisSerpentus
I am so sorry, sweetie. You have suffered way too many losses this past couple of years, and its not fair. I know what it feels like, I lost both my parents too and its scary as hell when you've been protected by them all your life and theyre no longer with you. But you are strong, and you will get through it, I know. And your friends are always here for you ((((((((huggies and much love))))))))
Aral3D
Dear Ori, is a while we don't hear but Ali kept me informed, and I always thought about you..as Ali told you me either I'm here to help you.I don't know how to help you, I understand your pain and I don't know what to do to help you from this spiral of sofference, but you know I'm here, I'll be here for you, if you want to cry, if you want to here a friendly voice..I won't speak if you don't want, I won't keep the silence if you don't want, but don't stay alone...We won't tell you everything will be ok, but you are the bottom and now this wheel must turn up and it's your turn to be happy...things cannot go worst then how they went, so cheer up hunny, I wish you the strengh to fight this bad life, you stand too much and not it's time for you to fight it and conquer your happy life.We will help as we can...it won't be a lot but let me tell you: I'll be here for you when you want.. Un abbraccio forte..TVB Lara
jenay
sorry to hear about your loss - lovely work :)
arat
A very beautiful image from one with such a sad story to tell... My heart and thoughts are with you..
Bossie_Boots
God bless you that has moved me to tears i know this feeling so well the dark world you throw yourself into after the loss and im still there i dont have the answer i wish i did the only offer i can give you is to know your not alone and your in my thoughts and preyers hugs lou x
Magick_Lady
beautiful work , you were always one of my favorite artists and with this image i got reminded why you are . You create such incredible stunning & breath taking images :)))))))))) I hold you in my prayers in this hard time my friend & if you need someone to talk to i'm here to lisen Hugs
RodolfoCiminelli
Cara amica Orietta, io mi dispiaccio profondamente di tutto quello che tu a successo in questo ultimo tempo, senza dubbi è molto forte una prova, si nota che tenie un gran affetto per tutti gli esseri che ti circondavano, ma essi ci lasciano fisicamente ma non spiritualmente sicuramente stanno con te, tenta di cercarli in tutto quello che fai, inoltre mai stiamo completamente solo Gesù Cristo sta con noi, il pregare serve di molta consolazione. Sai molto bene che conti sul mio incondizionato appoggio e quasi con sicurezza con tutti i tuoi amici che ti vogliamo bene, vogliamo che torni a sorridere, lo so è molto difficile ma la vita deve continuare, un forte abbraccio. Il tuo lavoro è splendido come sempre, molto espressivi personaggi....!!!
Eldeago
Super work but then you did it lol Fantastic! Did you see the one I did for LM Productions?
MarciaGomes
MINHAS CONDOLENCIAS É COM TRISTEZA QUE FAÇO MEU COMENTÁRIO NESTE MOMENTO NÃO HÁ PALAVRAS QUE VÃO ALIVIAR TUA DOR,MAS VOCÊ TEM QUE SEGUIR ADIANTE SUA VIDA POR MAIS SOFRIDA QUE É POR QUE TODOS NÓS VAMOS FASSAR POR ISTO É O CICLO DA VIDA NASCIMENTO E MORTE,EU PERDI MEU PAI SEI DA SUA DOR. MAS VOCÊ SABE QUE TEM MUITOS AMIGOS AQUI QUE ESTÃO SEMPRE PRONTOS A TE DAR CARINHO E UMA PALAVRA DE APOIO É NESTAS HORAS QUE TEMOS QUE CONTAR COM OS AMIGOS. TUA OBRA É MARAVILHOSA EXPRESSA SENTIMENTO. CONTE SEMPRE COM MEU CARINHO E COM MINHA AMIZADE,NÃO NOS CONHECEMOS PESSOALMENTE MAS VOCÊ FAZ PARTE DA MINHA FAMILIA ESTAREI SEMPRE AQUI SE PRECISAR. UM GRANDE ABRAÇO COM MUITO CARINHO.
Erynn
Oh Ori.. my hearts bleeding reading your words.. My thoughts and prayers are always with you sweetie. hugs
birthunicorn
really beautiful work
chrissy16
Fantastic work.
mickeyrony
Who can like then only to give the maximum of his being to fill his soft where its charming Prince. Cheer. It is hipper Mile mercies ((5++)) Qui sait aimer ne puis que donner le maximum de son être pour combler sa douce où son charmant Prince . Bravo . C'est hipper Mile mercis ((5++))
scifibabe
Hi Orietta - this is my first posting to you. I was drawn to your beautiful picture and then I read your posting. My heart goes out to you. I am so sorry for your loss. I feel your pain and so I'm sending you a virtual hug from a 'stranger'. I have lost 3 of my family members in the past 3 years - my dad 3 years ago and my mom-in-law and sister-in-law last year. I was very close to all of them. I so sympathize with how you feel. You're doing the right thing by reaching out to others for solice and comfort. It's a good thing to do this rather than curl up in a corner although I'm sure you want to do this. I hope I haven't overstepped my boundaries in my first posting to you but I just felt the need to say I care! Thank you for sharing your lovely artwork too. It is very lovely and touching. It's like a romance novel cover with the gorgeous guy and his lovely lady. Nice touch with the ship in the background to reinforce the pirate's theme. Beautiful work. Take care of yourself.
aldona
I am so sad to hear of your loss, stay strong. There is a saying, you are not measured by how you loved others, but by how much others love you. I am sure they loved you dearly and we all love you for the joy you bring us in your art.
Mairy
I am so sorry for your pain and loss, I hope time will soothe the pain, I wish future to bring solace... Your artwork is so sensitive and beautiful and you will never be alone!!!
missgrin
Gorgeous tribute, sorry for your losses.....
Zazou
So sorry for you and feel your pain so much that the tears roll down on my face, just can't help it... But I know you're not alone because we love you so much for all the joy you give to us... Big hughs just for you !!
Swantje
awesome work!!!
femalien
Ti capisco molto bene, Ori, anch'io ho perso mia mamma, mio papa e sento tanta solitudine, anche dopo 7 anni. Pero io credo in Dio e so che Dio e li per te, per farti forte e per trovare un po di felicita in questa vita. Sii forte, Ori, prche noi tutti ti amiamo e volevamo tutto il bene del mondo per te. Tu non sei sola, cara.
maki_82
So beautiful, Orietta!! Wonderful picture. I adore your "King of Thieves" ! He has stolen our hearts, as you are also in our hearts, Ori. You are not alone! ^_^
schonee
Il mio cuore è Breaking per voi. Sono le sue parole e la lettura e può sentire la tua tristezza. Non so cosa dire io sono perso le parole. Tieni Brighter giorno sono più avanti e vedo che avete molti amici qui in modo non sentirsi soli. Sono anche qui, anche se non sai di me. Il mio cuore va a voi. Bel lavoro!
Gattanera
Very nice this your artwork but what struck me the most are your words, your feelings. They are the ones that I have known too. Anna :-)