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RUSSIAN DOLLS

Writers People posted on Jun 30, 2008
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RUSSIAN DOLLS I've only had one conselling [therapy] session. It will also be my last one. For me, the current detached stance of counsellors is a barrier, like talking to the wall. In defence I erect my own series of walls, one within the other – like Russian Dolls. RUSSIAN DOLLS He sees layers: The pellucid patinas of abused and abandoned psyches coat the room. The last layer is a thin coat of pale insipid green designed to reassure and calm. Not this time. The client sits in the deliberately easy chair: a bundle of tight Russian dolls in a man’s uneasy skin. He fears this sickly green and spreading growth because he’s come without his secateurs. Layers: The soul skins flake and drift like dandruff captured motes in the swathes of light from the slats in the half-open Venetian blinds. The analyst, intending to inspire confidence, glibly lists qualifications and allegiances. For affidavits she slips a mock-shy glance at the array of certificates geometrically arranged around the room. Yet another skin, walls on the wall. The client attends closely, as good clients should, but cares little whether she follows Freud, Jung or Adler or jogs her carefully-hidden knee to Skinner’s meagre tune. Layers: Dancing in the dust drifts are subtle implications inviting admiration for the trappings of success. Learning is indicated, intelligence is presumed, though wisdom doesn’t come with the counselling package and common sense [always the least common of the senses] is a stranger here. She sits her barely decorated mouth smug and close to smirk. Thin lips, thinks the client, thin lips and little soul. Layers: Two analysts, suitably armoured, proffer smiles. One, settled easy in her easy chair, is dressed in pseudo-gypsy style; ankle-length brocaded skirt and high-necked embroidered blouse specifically designed to cover the allure of distracting skin. The other, a photograph of her, tight wrapped with man and child, reinforces the message: taken - keep off the grass. A pity, that. The client is an aficionado of unforced flirtation and a little suggestive banter could, perhaps, loosen the stiff seized thread of the Russian dolls. Layers: The client [obsessed with barriers] enquires if the analyst knows the safe way to strip the skins from an onion. Did she know that a humble crust of bread clamped in the teeth would absorb the acrid spray and avoid the flash-flood of vision-barring tears and the itch behind the eyeball which you can never get to scratch? His mother taught him. The analyst, excited now, thinks she has a doll within her reach. Once more into the breach she rides: his relationship with his mother – how was it? The client explains that he loved his mother, but always fully-dressed and he never coveted her underclothes on or off. As to fathers, he had two: one he never knew, and the other he knew too well. The dolls remain intact and tight. Layers: Time passed and opportunities too. Two marriages were mentioned, bracketed between betrayals and births, and finally bereavements. All carefully wrapped and packaged acceptably and received with mumbled sympathetic acknowledgements and feigned interest. The analyst shifts her head above the crenellations, consults her watch, and sighs, and rises. The client follows suit, brushes the invisible debris of exfoliating failures from his shoulders, and exits nursing the vestal matreshka in the palm of his hand. Laid bare: Later, after loving, he will take himself to a safe and favoured haven and, back against the wall, slowly open and cherish all his dolls one by one, deeper and deeper, layer by layer.

Comments (24)


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flaviok

11:09AM | Mon, 30 June 2008

Magifico texto e obra, aplausos (5)

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Ladyhawk

11:34AM | Mon, 30 June 2008

magical this is truely magical in every way BAVO!!!!!!!!it touches the heart and soul such beauty in simple words,yet they mean so much more BRAVO Mike BRAVO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :0) @-}-- (V)

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furuta

11:35AM | Mon, 30 June 2008

First impression, I thought it pretty dolls. But...I read your story, this is a sad doll.  Thank you. MIKE.

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beachzz

11:51AM | Mon, 30 June 2008

A perfect take on the "therapist"; I sometimes think they need far more help than their clients. Peeling away those layers, though, well, ouch, it can hurt~~~beautifully written!!

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tallpindo

1:27PM | Mon, 30 June 2008

It barred my first comment so I must restrain this first fielding of the psychology to a trip to Madame Tussaud's.

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Meisiekind

2:09PM | Mon, 30 June 2008

Marvelous insight into the layers that we all have and try to hide, despite the unsuccessful attempts of therapists [and others] to peel them away! Stunning and very touching prose Mike. Hugs, Carin :)

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NekhbetSun

2:18PM | Mon, 30 June 2008

Aren't we all ensconced in our own Russian dolls? ....some more than others, I suppose...a very touching and heart wrenching piece, dear Mike Oh, and btw, having a father that was a psychiatrist, I promise I took no umbrage at your comments on the psychoanalytic world :o) H u g s

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romanceworks

2:22PM | Mon, 30 June 2008

I have heard, though don't know if it's true, that therapists have the highest suicide rate. Is it because they hear so much pain, or are them prisoners of their own. I went to a therapist once, a long time ago, and all he wanted to do was seduce me. I was 17. So the layers go up, along with the masks, and life goes on. Though sad, your therapist story was amazingly well written, authentic, and fascinating. CC

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Darkwish

2:44PM | Mon, 30 June 2008

RUSSIAN DOLLS - матрёшки))) Very well done! EXT concept 5

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kansas

4:35PM | Mon, 30 June 2008

Counselors, therapist, psychologists etc. all seem to have big egos and flaunt their so-called expertise. Their clients often feel more confused than before they came for help. They spell danger IMO. A Good Friend is much more helpful. I love the Russian Dolls.

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hipps13

4:56PM | Mon, 30 June 2008

Hi Mike beautiful work and as I read every line thought about "layers" I think sometimes they do not understand themselves or what, why, where, and how things begin just what came to mine is all cause we all get uncomfortable with life sweet smile to you warm hug, Linda

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avalonfaayre

6:05PM | Mon, 30 June 2008

...And How Does That Make You Feel???? I hate them. It's only a forty hour week, with expensive lunches and go home and forget the client. How does it make you feel? (Like I CARE!) Aptly and superbly chronicled.

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alphalioness

9:01PM | Mon, 30 June 2008

What an amazing poem! It touched me deeply...Thank you so much for bravely baring your soul and sharing this with us ,,,

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auntietk

9:58PM | Mon, 30 June 2008

Your writing, as always, is impeccable. Excellent portrayal.

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amota99517

10:59PM | Mon, 30 June 2008

Fantastic!!!!

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junge1

1:51AM | Tue, 01 July 2008

Wonderful image and a good insight of counsellors!!!

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RodolfoCiminelli

6:11AM | Tue, 01 July 2008

Fantastic and creative realization Mike, have a great imagination.....!!!!!

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algra

12:56PM | Wed, 02 July 2008

Real fun, very well done!

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novelist

4:28PM | Fri, 04 July 2008

Poignant journaling through art. I like your image amongst the dolls and how it all ties together.

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STEVIEUKWONDER

2:55AM | Mon, 07 July 2008

Sums up my view of all the psychiatrists I've seen over the last five years, during my Son's illness. You don't know just how good this is Mike! Steve ;o)

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mamabobbijo

9:21PM | Tue, 08 July 2008

How wonderfully cathartic! Art as therapy, certainly not a new concept but one can certainly appreciate the outcome, and definitely the courage it took!

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amirapsp

2:48PM | Thu, 17 July 2008

Wonderful image.

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elisheba

11:53AM | Thu, 07 August 2008

So relevant, so true.... Beautiful words :)

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bangonthedrums

5:30AM | Sat, 09 August 2008

interesting that such a self-described matreshka should share so freely these insights into an artist's soul with us - definitely our gain! mike, you're the master of eloquence... thank you for this gem. warmest regards, michael


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