I am sorry to have to say this, but for anyone unaware Mike sadly passed away in Decmber of 2009. He will be sorely missed by us all, Martin (Stepson)
It is, I suppose, inevitable that my upbringing has had a profound effect upon what I am, and in turn how my approach to art has developed.
My early years were spent in the Valleys of South Wales - a schizophrenic environment when the landscape of miners' terraced houses clinging to the hillside segues seamlessly into crags and fern-garnished mountainsides, vigorous brooks and secluded woodland. Musicality, lyricism and a love of spoken language are all part of my Welsh heritage and I think they are all discernable in my written works. My father was killed in WW2 and my widowed mother married a man from Manchester in the north-west of England. To say this development was a culture-shock to me is an understatement - I hated my new home, and my new family. Wales was - and remains - the place I call home, though we only visited there each summer holiday every year until my mid-teens.
Apart from those early years and visits, a further two years living semi-rough on the resort coast of North Wales, three years at College in Chester, and a single year working in the Fenlands of East Anglia, I have lived and worked in Manchester. The earthy and grounded tones in my work are directly attributable to my childhood and adolescence in the back streets of this soot-stained, grimy industrial city. My passion - and my life's work - for the education of children with special educational needs arose purely by accident: during the summer of one of those years on the North Wales Coast I worked at a Holiday Camp., and was asked, as a favour, to be 'Uncle' and look after the guests' children, arranging activities etc. The problems of one or two children who simply didn't fit in affected me deeply, and pointed me in the direction of my future career.
If asked what my influences are I could be ridiculously trite and say 'life' and given that I've lived more than sixty reasonably eventful years, there'd be more than a modicum of truth in that. However, in terms of literary influences, here goes: I've always been a voracious and woefully indiscriminate reader, although until I was in my late teens my reading was almost exclusively non-fiction. I was a typical back-street philistine late-fifties teenager interested in birds, booze and Buddy Holly - in that order. It wasn't until I reached my late teens that I began to read anything of interest, but when I did I devoured everything - Satre, Camus, Kerouac, Dostoyevsky, and Nietzsche. Poets included the beat poets Ferlinghetti et al, Blake, Gerard Manley Hopkins, Baudelaire, Rilke, Lorca, Cummings and a selection of contemporary British poets, Dylan Thomas, T S Elliott, Christopher Logue, Ted Hughes and [ironically] Sylvia Plath. Of these, I think only G M Hopkins and Dylan Thomas had any stylistic impact on my work, and then not deliberately.
Until the age of 18 art was of minor importance only - I wrote the odd poem purely as an elaborate 'chat-up line' - but my main academic interest lay in science. It was assumed that I'd go to University and end up in medical research. However, a chance friendship with an art specialist changed all that. After a few visits to pubs I discovered that I was moderately skilled in sketching likenesses: this led to portraits with pastels and then oil-painting. I was hooked. My friend sent a folio of my work to an art college and I was offered a place, much to my mother's dismay and disgust, because I'd also been offered places at Oxford and at Aberystwyth Universities to read sciences.
The upshot was that, after a catastrophic row, I turned down all the offers, left home and for two years drifted aimlessly in North Wales hardly earning enough to feed and house myself let alone afford to buy art materials. The experience with children in the holiday camp seemed like the answer to my problem - I could have a 'proper job' and still have time to make pictures and write. I made my peace with my mother, did a year's unqualified teaching to be sure I'd made the right choice, and as a compromise accepted a Teacher Training Course specialising in Art and in Human & Social Biology. At college, I exhibited and sold my first pictures and also had some poems published in college magazines.
For ten years I combined committed teaching with a moderately successful period of art production. Headship, however, requires a great deal more involvement, and the amount of spare time for painting and writing diminished year by year, until by my mid-forties I was totally wrapped up in my work to the exclusion of every other interest. My son's suicide changed all that. Art provided an essential outlet for the mental devastation of this tragedy, and for the trauma of a distinctly nightmarish final year of teaching leading to premature retirement. I don't exaggerate when I say that Art - pictures and writing - and the opportunity to 'publish' online saved my sanity.
There has been more than one defining moment in my life:
a. my sudden switch to art, leaving home, and the final choice of teaching as a career
b. my marriage and horrific divorce after 15 years
c. my son's tragic suicide [aged 29]Â - my promise to him led to online publishing
d. my premature early retirement after gross mismanagement by my employers
I'm married for the second time and have a stepson and stepdaughter, in addition to my own two daughters - and 8 grandchildren [to date!]
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Comments (26)
TxBornVaNow
Wow I hope you are feeling better and have new glasses in hand! This art is lovely and I can't wait to see more. Your colors are rich, your composition is magnificent and the quality is a pleasure to the eye! Very nice!
miashadows
Dear friend for some of us it just never ends but the candle keeps on burning somehow.Beautiful ,love the colors
lucyjo
Mike it is so wonderful to see one of your beautiful posts again. I have missed you very much as I am sure all of your friends on Renderosity have. Take care of yourself and I will be watching for your posts. Lucy
algra
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Happy to see you again and to hear your experiences of last months. What a problems, but great that your are here now with these splendid wishes. My wife and I, we wish you a marry Christmas, without any problems and also a healthy and happy 2009, better than the former one.
helanker
WOW! Welcome back Mike. I am very glad to see you again. I hope you are over all the illnesses. I see you have had a really hard time. What a wonderful Image you have created. It looks gorgeous and I realize that I have missed them alot.
RodolfoCiminelli
Welcome back my dear friend Mike....!!! Wonderful work and excellent presentation....!!!!!!
auntietk
It's good to see you again, my dear. I've missed your presence and your art. This image is just beautiful ... so warm and inviting ... even the frame glows. Lovely!
tallpindo
We're watching the candles this year and not leaving them burning in the windows by the curtains or on the tree when going out even just to start the car.
koosievantutte
welcome back, mike. good to hear circumstances are improving.
romanceworks
A lovely image with warmth and such beautiful colors. Wonderful to see you back, Mike, and wishing you the best. CC
beachzz
It's wonderful to see you here again; your words and images never fail to inspire and delight me. Life has a way of throwing us curves, and they never seem to just come one at a time. Be well, know we're thinking of you. I'm looking forward to lots more soon. Take care.
Meglaurel
like teardrops the wax wains. Life love and light have always been a part of who you are dearheart your work is an extension of whats in side with the words being the music. Paths, they are there before us and we should never forget how important our steps are upon them and what we leave behind for others to follow. Love, blessings to you my dear friend return to us when you can, we always look forward to what who you are.
hipps13
Hi Mike I to have missed you wondered about you time away brings memories beautiful work sweet smile to you warm hug and love, Linda Kaye
TallPockets
Mike, my FRIEND .... THANKS for stoppin' by. Made this old man's HOLIDAY season hearing' from ya'! (Can't wait for the WALLPAPER version!) .... SAD to hear about your 'travails' .... Seems that 'misery' loves company? SIGH. As for you son .... I know how difficult this time is for ya' .... One thing I know for sure, his 'old man' is a GREAT guy, too! .... My BEST, Mike .... Take care and HANG TOUGH! .... TallPockets/brian.
novelist
Thank you! This is wonderful and I love the poem and will recite it each year. Thanks for sharing the Welsh translation of winter solstice, too. Have a wonderful holiday. It's great to see you posting again!
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Blush
Beautiful I have been wondering about you:) Hope you have me too...I just uploaded a new one the other day Would love to see you pop in:) Love this...and hope to see more soon:) Hugs Susan~
kansas
Gorgeous! I have been thinking of you often and wondering how you have been. Your bout with the many illnesses troubles me. I am happy you are recovering. Take care of yourself. Hugs, Marion
amota99517
Glad to see that you have posted again. I'm sorry that you haven't been well. I will hold good thoughts for you and your wellness. I look forward to your posting in the near future. Your art piece is beautiful.
furuta
How are you, Mike? This image is very beautiful. wonderful work!!
STEVIEUKWONDER
It saddens me greatly that you have to re-live such a distressing turn of events. I hope you recover soon and are able to celebrate Christmas with your loved ones. Steve :o)
Meisiekind
It is wonderful to have you back for a tiny while at least Mike. And what a wonderful image and poem to make a return with... Please stay healthy... Hugz. :)
ekatz
welcome back my friend, may the Gods smile on you in 2009
amirapsp
Masterpiece!
tizjezzme
It's good to see you back! I've missed your beautiful words & images...
A_Sunbeam
Great to see you back and posting again. Like the textures and the 3D effect on the drops of wax. Nice work!