Recently I had a friend die of a heart attack. Now thoes who know me also know that back in November I had another friend die of cancer so when 2 days ago I found out My friend Joe had died it hit me like a ton of bricks. Right now as I write this my heart feels like its been ripped in two and I have a long road to recovry before the pain will lessen. I know it will never truely end though. My friends have been there for me through it all but one in particular has helped me even when any normal person would have given up on my Emo rear end. Her name is Jondi and well I thought she desrved this. Thanks Jondi you are one in a million.