BIO
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I have fluctuated between writing things about my state of mind and writing about my life as we know it. Most of the time I'd just delete everything and leave it all blank. I've decided to just ramble on from time to time and let the crap stay. Kind of a log file, just as hard to understand, and just as worthless to most...
May 08 2009: Posted an issue I feel strongly about. Alienate a lot of people. Need to talk to someone. Tried talking to friends but we are all dealing with the same s#it - the loss of a friend. Tried here on Renderosity. Nobody will talk.
May 14 2009: Took some time off to let go of some anger. Hope to post again. I really want to delete everything. Been a member since 2003 so I know how it works. I am just getting so tired of everything.
May 18 2009: It's so desperately sad that my life has come to this. I had hoped there'd be something better for me. I used to think I had something to say. But my private ideologies gave me away. I tried to keep my mouth shut but it's always the same over and over and over again.Today I got it wrong again but it's not surprise. Once more heaven has forgotten me. So everybody clap your hands together and close your eyes, as I watch my world collapse. Don't waste your sympathy on me because I made this mess. My mistakes happen with so much success but I drag you all down into my sorry mess. I said I was sorry but it's always the same over and over and over again. I have been doomed from the first time I tried to find something to say I kept hidden inside. It would be much better if I just smiled and lied. ...
June 5, 2009: Things are not good. I know I should blog. No body reads this. Most web users skim at best. So I am safe in leaving behind scraps of mental illness in my wake. Things are NOT good..
July 10, 2009: It's all turned the s#it - i'ts ALL s#it.
November 25, 2015: I am amazed that I still breath. Whenever I begin to feel as if I have no Hope, I hear a whisper in my ear that reminds me I AM STRONG.
...at least for one more day.
Comments (15)
Staticon
Marvelously disturbing image. I can feel her pain. The text goes very well with this - short and to the point. First class work.
lyron
Wonderful work!!
3x3
lovely work and dramatic mood
gunsan
I recognize and admire!
Lashia
nice to see you back! I missed you :-) A beautiful addition to your gallary, and a great welcome back post. Beautiful.
M2A
I am like Staticon, i can feel a kind of sorrow which is almost everlasting with your words. The scene is powerful and innocent.
A_
i hoped you'd post something again. this image is very intense.. the way her hand reaches kind of tears your heart apart.
brigadier
Good to see you back. I've missed seeing your artwork.
ARTWITHIN
It is so good to see you posting again, Yoshi. I have thought of you so many times. This is an excellent, expressive image. I get mixed feelings about it. There is the obvious suffering, but there is also a sense of change and coming out of the darkness. This image is like a teeter-totter, searching for balance in the fragility of conflicting emotions. It is a powerful representation, Yoshi. I hope we seem more of your work soon.
groegnitram
most wonderful, i love it!
november22
Superb, fine art is always linked to the artists' soul in my opinion.
nikolais
fabulously appealing!
ekatz
great art
katy555
This looks very cool, excellent lighting and scene…
yomah
I did this after my last release. I still have the same problem. I can't seem to fake WELLNESS enough to get an early release. I get stuck in a room until state monies run out and they're forced to toss me back onto the streets. Like the rest of the trash the drifts around. Caught on a breeze - not winds of change... ~yo