Mind of the present but stuck in the past Thoughts that still linger like lipstick on a glass Living in one world wanting to go back To a time and a place where everything lasts. No worry or reason no half filled glass. Either it's empty or full . It's still a dirty glass. Lost in desires that are lingering on . Pleasure and pain and desire for more thoughts of the feelings awakening inside. When you hard tight to them guarded afraid you might fall. Or fail or disspoint or belittle yet still you strive and you struggle your mind overflowed with images and wishes of things in the past that make you want to go back to the sins of the flesh . Back to hinding along dark open roads To darkness and lightest forever unfolds. Till you give up your present for the past so to speak and walk away from living with things that can't last Is the past really the past or is it the future we crave with mouth watering desire with passion aflame fire burns like the touches that you cause to my skin . But yet when you touch me I'll feel burnt from within . these feelings were once locked far deep in my soul. Untill you broke all chains around my memories of being in your arms , hearing your breathing as I laid on your chest . Feeling you heart beating as you pull me closer still. So close that in fact I still can't believe it's real . That I one who is guarded and so set in my ways . Would allow someone to enter my dragon's keep. But Maybe it's a message to me all along . That Passions Desire is a powerful hold. So's She's Lost in the past but the present shines through . from her hair to her cothing you can tell she shouldn't be there. It's like another world another twinkle of a fairys wings. Is it real or is it just her lustful dreams. Past is sometimes said it repeats itself. So maybe if she waits it out . Her present will be wonderful just like her past and the life she has now will be the one she wants Best . Written by Gina L B