Hi. :)) I hope this finds you each having the most beautiful dreams ever. Today is the first day of my Summer Break it hasn't been what I though it would be but I know God above will make my days ahead as beautiful as this rose. I have tried extra hard all my life not to be a negative person but when you have in-laws that treat one child as if they are better than your other child it really breaks a mothers heart in half. I was so postive not long ago but that is only because I wouldn't answer the phone when the mother-in-law called and then one day I was stupid and answered the phone. I could really kick myself in my behind for letting such a person bring me down and hurt my son,my husband and myself for all these years now and I hate myself for letting her do that to us. I am now ready to stop that hurt but in the meantime I will be hurting her. I know that things go on in our lives that can't always be postive and when such things happen like that in my life my husband gets upset with me cause he wants me to be postive all the time and he wants me to be happy all the time. I watched my mom for years (she passed away 3 years ago) being treated with no respect from her own family and my dads family too and I don't want to be like her getting my feelings hurt when I try so extra hard to be kind to others, but here recently my feelings have been hurt so bad to where I cry and that is another thing my husband hates about me and that is that I let things go to my heart. God gave to me a very soft heart that gets hurt very easily. I guess I am a type person that I want all to treat me as I treat them and that is with respect.I don't cry in front of my husband when I feel like that cause alot of times he thinks that I let little things bother me to much. I told him one day I wish I could be hard hearted and he told me if I turned hard hearted then I wouldn't be the person he loved and married. I am unable to go out and work to make money but I work hard here in our home taking care of the house and the kids when my "MS" allows me to and I don't know what else I can do. I love you my husband but please know what kind of heart and person you married. I will love you forever and a day and you know when all the negative thoughts started again in my life. I hope you will understand my heart and I hope you will continue to love me for me. My husband I truely love you with all my being and I hope in your heart and mind this kind of explains to help you understand me more. I pray that you will forever love me too. I wish everyone a beautiful tomorrow with true love and understanding from others and I really hope that they will try to understand the way you feel. If anytime anyone feels the way I do please know I am here for you. Carry A Smile In Your Heart :) I pray for people to see your hurt and I hope they won't judge you and tell you that your wrong for feeling the way you do cause hurt to a heart is true not made up. Thank you to each that looked, comented, and rated my last two images. Tomorrow and hopefully days ahead will be as beautiful with love as this rose is. Nite, Sweet Dreams. Know that I am here for you if you need me. :))