Poserized version of my dA deviation: Link Character/me from some odd dream that I've had some days ago. Actual exerpt from my dream diary translated straight from finnish to english -> may include tons of grammatical errors ;) It was late WW2. War was raging all across the world and I had my little part in it. I was mercenary fighting for those that pay the most. But this time I had my own agenda; I was in love with nazi captain Grennmann and the feeling was mutual. I was wearing black leather outfit with officer cap. I had also eye patch covering my left eye but I really didn't need it, it made me only look more cooler. I was my way to Grennmanns office where I found him at the desk reading some papers. He was glad that I come because he needed my help in difficult mission. I accepted it and we was on our way to our meeting point. We were abushed by allies and Grennmann pushed me to their allies while he and rest of our group retreated back to HQ. There were too many allied soldiers and I submitted to my bitter fate. Allied had some bizarre new nanotechnology machines where they hooked me in. Their aim was to transform me to their personal fighting machine. The progress was very painfull while they changed my appereance and traits radically. I was serving their cause but I missed Grennmann more than anything. After some years I managed to slip Allied's control. I wanted to find Grennmann again. I was walking in rich upperclass neigbourhood where his house was. In his yard was a woman and a little boy playing catch while I watched them over white picked fence. Grennmann noticed me and came to me. He regognized me even I didn't look anything like I did in past. My black hair was brown, blue eyes turned green. I told him that I've missed him much since we were aparted. He frowned a little and explained that years has changed both me and him. He had got married and had wife and son to look after. I told that I knew that. He told me to go for good because it was not good that we were seen together. I nodded trying to hide my tears. I made clear that it was not my choice to be transformed painfully to something that I didn't want to be. He smiled sadly saying that he knew it too. I asked why he hadn't done anything to stop it. He didn't say anything. Frustrated and heart broken, I walked away. More years passed and I got news that Grennmann had passed away. I made my way to small and quiet chapel to meet him for the very last time. I didn't manage to get in because his widow was already there as I had nothing to say to her. She grabbed my arm before I could leave giving me piece of paper with some writing on it. She told that she knew who I was and Grennmann has always loved me and was sad that he couldn't spend his life with me. I was more devastadet than ever before. Freebie stuff from VanishingPoint, PorwerRage, Daz3d, Vali.