I took Freya to the pet cemetary Thursday morning for cremation. I will be recieving her ashes and memorial things on Monday.Hardest thing I have ever done parting with her, I just dont have alot of people friends here in Las Vegas, its not my hometown so Freya rather took the place of people friends.I am absolutely gutted, been crying off and on for almost 2 days now, and a 43 year old man crying like a schoolboy isnt a pretty sight. I am really just trying to dwell on the good times but looking back at those also makes me realize there wont be more of those times with her. Writing this is rather like therapy I supposed. I remember when she was just a pup about 12 weeks old when she got poopie on her paws and proceeded to walk across the top of our white sectional couch. I remember when she was about 6 months old and my wife took her for a walk and they were beset by a pit bull terrier the pit bull got more than it bargained for out of the puppy and the puppy became mommys protector from then on. She was a well travelled puppy, Been to Utah, California, Arizona, New Mexico, Texas, Louisiana. Mississippi, Alabama, Georgia, Tennessee, Arkansas and Oklahoma. The back seat of my big truck was hers and she loved to go for a ride. I remember how when my wifes cat got very old Freya would sheperd her around the house back and forth to the food bowl and the catbed. I never saw a cat and dog that got along so well. I can remember her habit of licking the parakeet seed off the carpet from the stuff the birds tossed out of the cage. I can remember one of the parakeets walking up to Freya and pecking her nose, only to have Freya blow the bird over with a snort from her nostrils. I havent eaten a full plate of food in 10 years, Freya always got a little bit of what I was having at the end, She really liked burgers, fries, and burritos, oh and cereal she loved to get that last bit of milk from the cereal bowl. I remember the indignant look I used to get when I had to with hold something from here because it was to spicy or sweet. I remember her eating watermelon, cantalope, and baby carrots off a fork, always ever so gently. I remember her eating corn on the cob , she would get it between her feet and nibble her way around it. I remember when she wanted just a bit of Newcastle Brown Ale she basically wanted a taste of whatever we were having. I remember when she would want her food and would rub up against the bag like a cat. Its hard to get out of bed and not having to step over her as she was almost always sleeping right next to me. Its hard that she doesnt meet me at the door or watch me leave through the blinds on the sliding glass door. I can see her sitting so pretty with her back straight and her ears all pricked forward. Its hard that she wont be coming to bang into the back of my computer chair to let me know she needs to go outside. I can remember playing peek a boo around the furniture and doors in the apartments, "Wheres Freya?" "Oh there she is!" Freya was 11 years old and I was still calling her puppy, puppy girl, little girl, daddys girls or what have you. She earned it, she was the biggest sweetheart of a dog anyone could have wanted unless she thought you were going to hurt her mommy then she would get growly and serious. I never kept a collar on here after she was about 6 months old, she didnt need one she was smart and I didnt have to worry about her taking off after a cat or bird. Its amazing how much puppy stuff has accumulated in this apartment after 11 years everyplace there is a reminder. Thanks Everyone Be Well Be Safe K.H.Wodenssen

Beautiful imagery you have created and shared with all of us. A fitting tribute to a loyal companion. She lives on in your hearts and fond memories.

I am deeply sorry for your loss. It is very special to have a beloved pet die in your arms. that happened to me four years ago when my beloved torty, Pingo, passed away in my arms after sharing my life for over 19 years. I know your sense of loss. When the time comes she will be waiting for you at Rainbow Bridge, and you will all pass over to the otherside together. Blessed be.

Beautiful dedication!!!! All dogs go to heaven!!! brings tears to my eyes.... I know you loved her.... I hope you get a new one!!! I lost my Sally 3 years ago. Went to Petfinder and adopted a sweetie, 10 days later, I was lonely... Pictures of Prissy in gallery. Our sweetie.

Goni and Dane my dear friends my heart breaks for your loss of your beloved Freya. I'm so sorry and I do understand how you feel as my babies are like my children to me. You will all be in my thoughts and prayers.

I am so sorry to hear of your loss. It is so hard to say goodbye to our beloved furkids. I know how you miss her and my thoughts are with you at this very sad time in your lives. (((hugs))) ** THE RAINBOW BRIDGE Just this side of heaven is a place called Rainbow Bridge. When an animal dies that has been especially close to someone here, that pet goes to Rainbow Bridge. There are meadows and hills for all of our special friends so they can run and play together. There is plenty of food, water and sunshine, and our friends are warm and comfortable. All the animals who had been ill and old are restored to health and vigor; those who were hurt or maimed are made whole and strong again, just as we remember them in our dreams of days and times gone by. The animals are happy and content, except for one small thing; they each miss someone very special to them, who had to be left behind. They all run and play together, but the day comes when one suddenly stops and looks into the distance. His bright eyes are intent; His eager body quivers. Suddenly he begins to run from the group, flying over the green grass, his legs carrying him faster and faster. You have been spotted, and when you and your special friend finally meet, you cling together in joyous reunion, never to be parted again. The happy kisses rain upon your face; your hands again caress the beloved head, and you look once more into the trusting eyes of your pet, so long gone from your life but never absent from your heart. Then you cross Rainbow Bridge together.... Author unknown...

Deep dedication, your collage is a sweet tribute.

So so sorry for the loss of your lovely Freya, she sounds as though she was a wonderful friend, companion and very, very kind. Those of us who have & have lost our friends over the years understand how you are feeling & as for a 43 year old man crying, there is nothing wrong with that. You are grieving for your best friend. Thanks for sharing the things Freya used to do, they made me chuckle with a tear in my eye. Rest well Freya.

A very touching dedication for a loyal friend! I'm so sorry for your loss! Are canine friends do become part of our families & heart!

Nice to see people who love their dogs so much. I had tears in my eyes as I read your tribute and memories of your sweet friend. I have three dogs who are my children. The oldest one is 13, but she is still going strong. I know that ultimately I have to go through this three times. Their mommy hooked up on Facebook and left us over a year ago now so it's just been the four of us. I know this is likely to make you cry because it sure made me cry, but here are the ten commandments for dog's human parents, and as long as we follow them, I think the dogs will be happy when they cross The Rainbow Bridge. 1. My life is likely to last 10-15 years. Regular separation from you will be painful and can even cause depression. Think before you buy me. 2. Give me time to understand what you want from me don't be impatient, short-tempered or irritable. 3. Place your trust in me and I will always trust you back, respect is earned not given as some sort of inalienable right. 4. Don't be angry with me for long, and don't lock me up as punishment. I am not capable of understanding why I am being locked up. I only know I have been rejected. You have your work, entertainment and friends. I only have you. 5. Talk to me sometimes. Even if I don't understand your words, I do understand your tone. "You only have to look at my tail" to know that. 6. Be aware that however you treat me, I will never forget, if that treatment is unjust or bad, it may spoil the special bond between us. 7. Please do not hit me. I cannot hit back, but I can bite and scratch and I don't ever want to feel the need to do that. 8. Before you tell me off me for being uncooperative, obstinate, or lazy, ask yourself if something might be wrong with me. Perhaps I'm not getting the right food or I've been out in the sun too long, maybe my heart is getting old and weak, or maybe I'm just dog-tired. 9. Take care of me when I get old. You too will grow old and will also want care, love, and affection. 10. Go with me on difficult journeys. Never say, "I can't bear to watch" or "Let it happen in my absence". Everything is easier for me if you are there. Remember, Irrespective of what you do I will always love you.

Oh this is so Heart Breaking. I am so very sorry to hear such sad new dear friends. you made a beautiful dedication to your beloved Freya. She walks in love & light with the goddess now.

It is so sad when a family member passes away, but I must say it sure sounds like Freya had a WONDERFUL life and many awesome times with you. It is hard to keep those memories in the foreground at a time like this...just do your best, mourn as you need to. It is the only way to heal.

sry for your loss...beautiful post work

What a beautiful tribute you have both created to your girl. Thank you for sharing your memories. I am so sorry for your loss.

I am so sorry.....and so well aware of such loss. Sigh...........

I so sorry about it....

okay well I'm balling, I know how you feel to have lost a pet, a friend, and companion. My deepest thoughts are with you and your wife. So many lovely memories, that was a very nice sentiment.

Always sad to lose a friend and pets can be bigger friends than most humans.

sorry for your loss. sad to hear the news

I came because you spoke about your puppy. My heart goes out to you and your wife, I know how hard it is to lose an animal...have lost so many in my 62 years but I remember each and every one. Day before yesterday I watched as one of the baby groundhogs was hit by a car, I am still crying about the babies death and it wasn't even mine...All that you wrote here brings tears to my eyes and a lump in my throat..I am so sorry...She lives on in the hearts of you and everyone who has read this! Wonderful graphic and beautiful dog!

I, also, saw your post regarding your loss and came to pay tribute to your beautiful puppy girl. I'll keep you both in my thoughts... it's such a hard thing to go through. Keep those wonderful memories of the good times... I still have them for my 14 year companion, an Irish Setter that I loved with all my heart. hugs to you both

so sad,i do not even want to think about when utebigsmiles and my puppydaughter biggy must go. i am sorry i am weeping. see ya.

She was beautiful. I lost my puppy girl last winter, I know what you're going thru.

This made me cry. She was a beautiful dog and you have given her a fitting tribute. My cat of 13 years passed last spring. It's a pain only understood by someone who loved their furry friends as much as you obviously loved Freya. You gave her a good life, full of love and happiness, and she passed knowing that she was safe and loved and could be at peace.

Oh my heart goes out to you both and as many of us know on here just how you feel, as we too have lost our friends in the past. I hope that my poem 'The Land of Blue' does help you to come to terms with Freya's passing. I wrote it because my dearest Mistapus has been diagnosed with Hypertrophic Cardiomyopathy, and therefore will not have a long life. I really do like to believe there is a Rainbow Bridge for our pets to wait for us when they pass over. Also I wrote another poem 'A land ... Far, far away' which you will also find on my gallery, again I wrote it because when I lost Carina's great great grandfather, called Rags, it seemed like the end of the world to me, so when I wrote the poem it help to give me some peace. My heart goes out to you both, and remember Freya lives on in your thoughts and your heart, and is waiting for you. hugs and love Jane xxxx

oh, I am so sorry. I know how hard it is to lose a fur baby. my thoughts are with you.

I too came because you spoke of your beloved companion. It will be a year August 1st that I lost my beloved Gracie Anne, I still cry for her. Someone posted a wonderful quote at another place I belong: "It came to me that every time I lose a dog they take a piece of my heart with them. And every new dog who comes into my life gifts me with a piece of their heart. If I live long enough, all the compnonets of my heart will be dog, and I will become as generous and loving as they are." -Author Unknown God Speed Freya, may you dance among the stars now, and watch over your loved ones.

I could not finish reading your heartfelt words. My heart goes out to both of you. We have a young spaniel, who brings so much happiness into our lives, but I must admit, when he did walk in poop once, I managed to shower him off, before he took his place at the headrest of my armchair! lol I urge you to get another puppy. You deserve a new companion in your life and I'm sure Freya would approve. God bless you both! Steve :o)

So sorry to hear of the loss of such a dear family member. Understand all to well... I Lost a little Chihuahua puppy mix a while ago and still miss the little fella. he wasn't with us long but still made a deep impression... He now resides in an Urn on my Computer desk...

so sad as the tears may fall but love was cared and so much more Beautiful work warm hugs, Linda