I'm not the hot blond bimbo cheerleader with blue eyes that shine with cheer and everyone loves and drools over. I have heart. I have soul. I have intelligence. I have darkness within. I have so much love in me I'm ready to explode. My eyes change and can look into your soul and know you better than you know yourself. I am forever the guardian of innocence and feel and morn every innocence lost. I will never deliberately take the life of any living creature. I'm connected to nature in a way not many people are. I experience emotion so intensely sometimes I barely survive. I will never lie to myself about the world around me; never create an illusion more pleasing. I will always see the cold hard truth. I understand too much and learn more from every experience. I know you all too well. I know your behavior, your motives, your heart. You can try to hide, but I already know. I know myself as well. I am the black rose among a sea of red roses and my thorns drip venom. My eyes are always narrowed and my smile is always twisted. My mind is always haunted and my heart always full. I view nature with a mysticism and humans with a clarity. No, I am not your average shallow snobby mindless girl. But still, I am beautiful, even if you can't see it; besides, what do you know?