You roll around in a dream ... get up and go outside ... in the rain ... Rain ... why do you go outside with the candle? ... in the rain ... in November? ... Like a shadow... inside ... a light ... a memory falling as soft as the rain ... you feel something growing inside ... or maybe nothing ... you hold your breath ... wait ... listen ... a long, long time ... an eternity it seems ... a heart beats ... but, for an instant moment in time ... ever so slightly ... perhaps a beat ... no more than two ... it beats differently ... inside the blood flows ... softer yet stronger it seems .. warmer and ... you start to feel a 'familiar' something ... BAM! ... your heart stops cold and the vision that was almost their freezes and turns cold ... as the lightning comes from the ground below your feet and goes through your soul and up through your brain ... til the electric shock meets itself in the middle ... somewhere between Heaven and Hell. The candle that your holding .... flames from which shoot... up and bright! ... for a second or two ... before being distinguished by that cold, cold rain. Frozen like a moment lost in time ... you don't want to move for fear it will fade ... in the distance the thunder roars ... the clouds turn black and start to roll ... and even though a chill runs up your spine as you feel the electric shock ... just before it even leaves the ground ... you stand there and hold that flameless candle still. For that vision ... that one vision that ... because of one second maybe less ... when the whole universe came together ...a snap shot ... the vision that lasts forever. another shadow ... grabs it ... takes a picture of it ... writes it down ... and puts it in a song .... unknown to her ... but, knows just the same ... don't talk to strangers ... and don't whisper his name. Hold on, just hold on ... swallow it down.