Rapid Decline by Kimberly.3D
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Sorry I have not posted in some time. It was a very strange year. The day after Thanksgiving my father passed. I was not close to him but I had a wonderful weeklong visit right before he declined and rapidly passed away. I guess the feeling in my heart was so lost. I feel good that he is no longer suffering and my heart is glad for his passing because he confirmed that he was saved. I just really was not expecting to see him ever again so it was very strange to have such a lucky opportunity. I hope to convey the unusual feelings I felt during this time. There was much melancholy and reflection in the last month and trying to keep up with my busy family and force holiday spirit into December for my children. I have not really been myself much, but then who am I really? What are my goals in life? What would I do if I were to die tomorrow and how would I live each day? There is much to reflect on in my father's passing and most of it comes back to me in how I live my days as a wife, a mother, a sister and a friend.
Comments (15)
doarte
Enchanting +5 from doarte's MADHOUSE
eekdog Online Now!
she is beautiful kim.
Lashia
Great character, love the hair! Great image and thanks for sharing!
Xanthmann
Your inner struggle is not lost on me. I have buried many a close family members recently; though mostly grandparents, but they were very dear and near to me. On top of that my father had to have a triple bypass and he almost didn't make it. Now that I have a second chance with mydad I find it isn't to be. My marriage is something he and my stepmother don't agree with (inter-racial that is). It has taught me something about myself. More of a reafermation (I hope I spelled that right) really. I live my life by following what God has laid out before me. If trials and tribulations come before me I can handle it, because God would not burden me with more than I can handle. If something before you seems daunting, take comfort in knowing God is showing you what you are capable of with him. All my prayers and best wishes to you and your family. I know you will come through this as a stronger person as well as a stronger family.
tstray1
This is superb, great work!!!
vis151
Thats an awesome expression on her face
magnus073
Kimberly this is a lovely image and it really is filled with emotion. I know what you have gone through in recent times and am keeping you in my prayers. Your a dear lady and wonderful friend who deserves only the best
Roywig
Lovely work
Half-Baked
A beautiful portrait with wonderful hair and expression!
qrud
Wonderful scene great lighting.
J5ive
Very Sweet Image!
pizzaface2101
this is beautiful Kimberly. Thank you for sharing this.
Hubert
Lovely!! Wonderful character and image!
jclP
Very beautiful image
calum5
Kim,You have good strength and a possative outlook .It was good that you had a last moment to hold onto as a memory.Thats all we ultimatley end up with.My Dad left when I was 1 years old and I did try to find him a few times.He never tried to find me so I dont know why I bothered,I suppose a boy would want to know what he came from or what he might be?Anyway,I took my road and Im chugging happily along without any support ever.There are always pitfalls and pain that comes with life but what we cant do anything about we have to simply deal with and try to understand as best we can with our limited knowledge.We must try to enjoy our times with the ones we love more and dont worry too much.I hope you feeling better and more clear on your future.Warmest regards cal.:) x