Life...less by ilona
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I am still trying to exorcise all the pain and anger I can't seem to stop feeling right now, and eventually I will... I hope...
Thank you all for all your support, all messages.. all the love you are showing me these last few days... It means more and helps more than you can imagine. Thank you so much...
Ilona
Comments (54)
dolfijntjes
Very emotional image says it all hope your family will find a way to handle this big hugs
anianiani
cinematic.
Bossie_Boots
Its amazing how you can show your emotions in your art i can almost feel your pain in this image i wish there was something i could say or do to make you feel better just know im there for you if needed luv n hugs lou x
Bez
My thoughts are with you Ilona...
brycek
You will be in my thoughts and prayers!!
xpersona
Doskonała praca. Wielka scena i piękne wykonanie. Miło pozdrawiam.
Pen_Is_Envy
This just rips at my guts, Ilona. SOOOO powerful. I'm infinitely sorry for the tragic loss of your uncle, and moreso that it happened in so violent a manner. My heart goes out to you and your family. This image speaks volumes... and volumes... it screams.
Madbat
Yeah, I'd be in a plenty bad mood too!
mikeerson
times like this are tough and only time can take the toughness out of it. ...Making Art I find is helpful. I had a friend that I grew up with take his own life 3 years ago TODAY 2.25.07... His name was Jim and he was 43... one year later 2.25.08 another friend named Jim also 43 died in a cabin all alone in the mountains. His Family found him about a week later.... I'm bringing this up because it helps me to mention it... and I feel you should know it's best (in my opinion) to talk about it. We can get mad that our loved ones have gone, but what's the use? getting mad at something we have no control over just hurts us even more... so what helps? Believe that they are still amung us as spirits and pay attention to what happens around you... Talk to them often and open your mind - you'll be suprised from time to time what happens... AVOID thinking of bad times, like what ended his life and make yourself think of the good times and what you learned from him. Every now and then when you are alone, think really hard and remember how he laughed until you get a little chuckle - don't feel robbed he's gone... feel gratitude that God put him in your life and that he is now where we all long to be - after this journey of life that is. ...remember to force yourself to think of the good and you'll feel better and deal with this a lot better... I've lost a lot of loved ones in the month of February to where I'll be happy when March starts = lol ...and one last thing... music... if there are certain songs that make you think of him - let them play when you hear them and think good thoughts - so many people I've seen shut the music off - that's not good - good is listening and opening up your heart and letting the spirit come to you to spend another moment of time - even if it's just memories... I hope this helps, It helped me, I mentioned what happened today with my friends to my Wife, but she was busy... Writing this was the only other time I spent with them today - and yes, I still remember how they laughed and to think about them both laughing at the same time just puts a smile on my face.
alzartz
Awesome image!! Clever work!! Stay strong my friend, all the events of our lives be they good or bad, occur so we can learn from them. In times of grief the lessons aren't always apparent but they are there and all lesson are good!! Thoughts are with you!!
Petra-S
interessante Arbeit und super Effect!
romanceworks
A very powerful image and expression of your feelings, Ilona. Of course you are angry.It is so unfair that a robber took someone precious and irreplaceable from you. There is no reasoning for what happened, only the knowledge that the memories you have of your beloved uncle can never be taken from you by anyone. I wish you and your family the strength to bear this, and someday, peace in your hearts. Hugs - CC
Roywig
Very clever image
Primal
Evil gun,Very powerful!Excellent!Hope you feel better soon..
-BrandyE-
my thoughts and prayers are with you and yours..
nefertiabet
Excellent idea, bravo!!!
shaft73
Keep using your art to express your feelings. It always helps me. My heart's still with you.
BrokenWings
My thoughts are with you, sweetie. Very moving image!
Tom42
My Heavenly Angel, your very sweet and wonderful and very amazing lady, keep expressing your pain thru your awesome artwork. my love, my thoughts and my prayer go out to you.very moving images, you where there when i was having to go thru long dark scare tunnel. you was the bright warm guiding light at the end. i am here for you.
louly
It's hard enough to lose someone, I just can't imagine what it feels like when someone took their life, especially for a robbery, doesn't make sense to me. My thoughts are with you, love and light xxx
eekdog Online Now!
amasing work ilona, you and your family are in my prayers still, mentioned this crime and sad moment in my second to last recent image. god bless ilona..
calum5
It saddens me a great deal to read the remarks from some people who failed to read the reasons behind your last images.Thankfully many have and are feeling your pain and understanding. Love to you Ilona.. cal.
1010
((((((((((((((( HUGS )))))))))))))))))))
My heart just breaks for you Ilona.
thecytron
Awesome rendering work! AmaZZZZZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzing ambiance lighting!
Richabri
I'm very sorry to hear about your loss Sweetie and I can only hope that you are in the comfort of your friends and family and that your grief passes quickly.
Faemike55
Iloona, I really understand what you're going through and i pray for you and your family. Beautiful image
CrownPrince
With all the good advice that has already been given(especially Mikes', i have only one thing to add. And it may be the hardest. Allow yourself to grieve. Dont hold back the tears. You wont break, and its a natural part of healing. We human tend to fear our grief and think that if we cry it means we are weak.. That is not true. It take strength to allow ourselves to cry, especially over a loss of someone special. Heal, cry, remember the goodness and wonderful times. Eventually the joy and joy will come back, and so will the daylight.
Ladydragus
such raw emotion in this image, so full, of fear, and loathing.. Wonderful image and the way you did the smoke from the gun, is very powerful
ghost58
My condolences. My thoughts are with you and your family.
Valery3D
My Thoughts and heart are with you.....the only thing that helps the pain heal is to feel..to feel is the way out of the pain. Very expressive and emotional work.