Dochtersions: Hello everybody! Under the name "dochtersions" I started, at the suggestion of my dear husband, in sharing my photos, fractals, and also some paintings, and other 2D art here at Renderosity. That was in January of 2010. I still use my two owls as avatar, which is a reduced image of one of my oil paintings.
The name "dochtersions" came into my head as only one, when I was looking for a name for my blog that I started in 2007.
This name is not that strange, as I know that God is my real father and mother at the same time, and I know that God loves me more and deeper than a man can aware of (or at least I think this way)
I live in the South of The Netherlands together with my retired husband. I've had various occupations. In my last job, I was working as an assistant to a paediatrician and a rehabilitation specialist. When I had children, I graduated "health awareness", and gave lectures on various topics, plus vegetarian cooking classes to teenagers.
My husband and I have together two daughters and four grandchildren. Which all live abroad, to be precise in Lacey (WA-USA) and Davos in Switzerland.
I've always been busy with all kinds of creativity. As a child I drew a lot, later pottery, needle art, tapestries, weaving, batik art, macramé, etc. Painting with oil was my last great hobby.
Around about the year 2000 I started having unexplained physical symptoms as well as insomnia, which was later diagnosed as having PTSD. It turned out that I had repressed a traumatized youth. However, the physical symptoms made that I no longer could be busy with my passions, the real painting, and other activities (f.e. reading books, gardening, travelling), which I was doing without a limit.
What I can stay doing well in limited form, is playing music on my mandolin and my guitar, and also to enjoy/listen my favourite music, which is including the cantatas of J.S. Bach and his sons , f.e. also music from G.F. Handel, G.Ph. Telemann, a.s.o. This is also the kind of music that my husband (on its church organ) and I (on my mandolin) play together.
After being diagnosed with PTSD a lot changed and I was forced to look for alternatives in which I could express myself. That is, that for years I started writing, and poetry, which go quite intense and as a sort of automatic. Unfortunately, my knowledge of the English language is not sufficient enough, so I write in my mother tongue, with sometimes a few exceptions. The thoughts come to my mind right at unexpected moments, and it’s wonderful, to surrendering to your train of thoughts.
In the encounter more and more of impossibilities, in connection with, f.e continuous pains, I learned to shift my gaze. Searching for distractions and alternatives, I learned to focus my happy mind on all the wonderful and admirable little things in the world around me.
My husband since 1968 Karel (kareldg on RR) bought a small pocket camera for me, and taught me to work with Fractal Explorer. Through my little Sony camera I learned to look differently, to see deeper; to see the details, the structure, how refined, and just so unique the small ones are in God's creation.
What is one of my daily tasks is trying to support people who suffer from PTSD, but they suffer more in an emotional way, and I can understand them and listen to their story (digital) they trust me.
Renderosity: What projects are you currently working on?
Dochtersions: Of course I would love to take more concrete technical knowledge to me (to acquire), and follow tutorials, how to work with Ultra Fractal, Mandelbulb, etc.. The capabilities of PSP investigate and experiment with it.
The manual of my current camera (Canon PowerShot SX50HS, and as pocket camera Panasonic DMC-TZ35, since 2020 I use a Canon PowerShot SX70HS). I would like to sift through, and experiment with it. But exactly that kind of things, such as reading comprehension, concentration, makes this especially, by the constant dominating intense facial pain, really impossible.
All in all, I continue to look for improvement, while in the meantime trying to be light-hearted, happy and hopeful, to be open to everything that's coming my way. I enjoy art, stay in the nature, the outer man/woman in me, the love that I've been given, to realize this, and to be thankful for. Wherever I am happy with is that I am able to meet so many lovely people through RR. Unfortunately, only digital, but I'm also grateful.
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Comments (30)
Djavad
L'araignée y aurait-elle tissé sa toile jusqu'au firmament !
XoxoTree
Oh dear this is heavenly beautiful. I feel your choice to upload this is not just a pretty image but more and was meant to be. I am amazed how God is with us. i feel it through this and all things we do. Thanks for sharing. :)Now what are these two lines you call mystery. The answers is in your heart. Follow the lines to your soul. It looks like they go their separate ways. Leave the bad behind. and get on to the right path. Which I think you are. Good day. When I see rays of light from heaven I always thought it were those who are passing through this life to heaven and that the rays of lights are just the stairway to Heaven. It's like God has open a new door and we just need to walk through. I am replying to your letter as we speak. :)Good Day.
jarmila
great light, nice capture
jmb007
deux cordages qui servent a retenir un ballon!!!j'ai gagne!!!!superbe photo!!
flavia49
great shot!
Juliette.Gribnau
mooi.. vooral die zonnestralen !
0rest4wicked
Well seen!
MrsLubner
Outstanding beams of light!
Faemike55
Great capture of the light beams and the guide wires for a pole
flora-crassella
wonderful sky!
wjames
Lovely capture of a great sky!!!
cricke49
a very inspiring photo capture, this would very b called "God's ray's".:)*5
durleybeachbum
Well seen, Mies!
farmerC
De lichtharp alleen is al voldoende. Mooi werk.
lior
Impressive clouds!
MagikUnicorn
S u p e r b
claude19
SPLENDID sky and I like the lines of lights very much !!!
Dreamingbee
wonderful rays !
BertDes
Excellent. Beautiful rays of light.
carlx
Fantastic atmo and sunrays!!!
sandra46
outstanding image, superlative shot!
hipps13
wonderful capture warm hugs, Linda
marybelgium
... fils de cerfs - volants ? beautiful !
tennesseecowgirl
glorious capture~
jclP
Fantastic capture atmo and sunrays
emmecielle
Wonderful capture! :)
mermaid
What a beautiful sky, Mies, love those sunrays...smile...and no I don't know what the lines are...lol
blondeblurr
fine presentation of volumetrics, BB
kbrog
Fantastic capture!
cannonn
I love this photo very much