Why? by OpenMindDesign
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It's been a long time... life gets in the way of what I love all the time and well here is one finally... here is the first one in a very long time and the last for a while too... was so hard to keep myself on task to get this done but I had to get some of this stuff out of me :(
April 14th at 9.50pm to now....
My John died
My heart died
I ripped my sons apart telling them their father was dead...
Our grandbaby was born :)
My younger son struggles... life is so hard
My ankle is wrecked skipping down the steps
My laptop has died with my final assignment on it
I Hope that things will get better soon but don't see any light right now...trying to stay strong.....
I have stopped asking why..... there is no answer
Comments (3)
SoulEatar
Expressional Release - Sad songs - new voice - Life says - move on ! To bad sad little girls - NO pitty in this world - It is in the nature of man to dystroy himself - The Terminator -
MrsLubner
It is like recovering from a massive stroke... it could be days with no change and then one morning you wake up and something is different. Doesn't have to be something big, but something works better...and after enough time passes, even though you are so close to it that you don't take notice, everything is simply falling back into place - it seems like overnight the world is put back on its axis. Helping your son will heal you better and quicker than most things... getting a computer going so you can start to express what is locked inside of you is the next step. I feel this image deep in my own heart. Take care.
JaneEden
I often say this, but somehow and from somewhere I get some inner strength to help me continue on this road that is called life. You have to somehow find your inner strength too, and you will find it, when you least expect it. God bless you and take care, love and hugs Jane xx