Dochtersions: Hello everybody! Under the name "dochtersions" I started, at the suggestion of my dear husband, in sharing my photos, fractals, and also some paintings, and other 2D art here at Renderosity. That was in January of 2010. I still use my two owls as avatar, which is a reduced image of one of my oil paintings.
The name "dochtersions" came into my head as only one, when I was looking for a name for my blog that I started in 2007.
This name is not that strange, as I know that God is my real father and mother at the same time, and I know that God loves me more and deeper than a man can aware of (or at least I think this way)
I live in the South of The Netherlands together with my retired husband. I've had various occupations. In my last job, I was working as an assistant to a paediatrician and a rehabilitation specialist. When I had children, I graduated "health awareness", and gave lectures on various topics, plus vegetarian cooking classes to teenagers.
My husband and I have together two daughters and four grandchildren. Which all live abroad, to be precise in Lacey (WA-USA) and Davos in Switzerland.
I've always been busy with all kinds of creativity. As a child I drew a lot, later pottery, needle art, tapestries, weaving, batik art, macramé, etc. Painting with oil was my last great hobby.
Around about the year 2000 I started having unexplained physical symptoms as well as insomnia, which was later diagnosed as having PTSD. It turned out that I had repressed a traumatized youth. However, the physical symptoms made that I no longer could be busy with my passions, the real painting, and other activities (f.e. reading books, gardening, travelling), which I was doing without a limit.
What I can stay doing well in limited form, is playing music on my mandolin and my guitar, and also to enjoy/listen my favourite music, which is including the cantatas of J.S. Bach and his sons , f.e. also music from G.F. Handel, G.Ph. Telemann, a.s.o. This is also the kind of music that my husband (on its church organ) and I (on my mandolin) play together.
After being diagnosed with PTSD a lot changed and I was forced to look for alternatives in which I could express myself. That is, that for years I started writing, and poetry, which go quite intense and as a sort of automatic. Unfortunately, my knowledge of the English language is not sufficient enough, so I write in my mother tongue, with sometimes a few exceptions. The thoughts come to my mind right at unexpected moments, and it’s wonderful, to surrendering to your train of thoughts.
In the encounter more and more of impossibilities, in connection with, f.e continuous pains, I learned to shift my gaze. Searching for distractions and alternatives, I learned to focus my happy mind on all the wonderful and admirable little things in the world around me.
My husband since 1968 Karel (kareldg on RR) bought a small pocket camera for me, and taught me to work with Fractal Explorer. Through my little Sony camera I learned to look differently, to see deeper; to see the details, the structure, how refined, and just so unique the small ones are in God's creation.
What is one of my daily tasks is trying to support people who suffer from PTSD, but they suffer more in an emotional way, and I can understand them and listen to their story (digital) they trust me.
Renderosity: What projects are you currently working on?
Dochtersions: Of course I would love to take more concrete technical knowledge to me (to acquire), and follow tutorials, how to work with Ultra Fractal, Mandelbulb, etc.. The capabilities of PSP investigate and experiment with it.
The manual of my current camera (Canon PowerShot SX50HS, and as pocket camera Panasonic DMC-TZ35, since 2020 I use a Canon PowerShot SX70HS). I would like to sift through, and experiment with it. But exactly that kind of things, such as reading comprehension, concentration, makes this especially, by the constant dominating intense facial pain, really impossible.
All in all, I continue to look for improvement, while in the meantime trying to be light-hearted, happy and hopeful, to be open to everything that's coming my way. I enjoy art, stay in the nature, the outer man/woman in me, the love that I've been given, to realize this, and to be thankful for. Wherever I am happy with is that I am able to meet so many lovely people through RR. Unfortunately, only digital, but I'm also grateful.
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Comments (44)
jayfar
Lovely to see another beautiful posting from you Mies.
kareldg
Funny, I really see the broken branches. Very beautiful fractal.
Faemike55
Great looking image! has a touch of African art within! Sounds like you've been a bit busy! Hopefully you are okay!
durleybeachbum
I love the way you are in this gorgeous design throwing the branches!! Legs, arms, wind, dancing..wonderful... a real favourite!
kepp
chaos rules super image
danapommet
This is a beautiful image and wonderful array of colors. Liked your poem and good luck with the clean-up. An instant fav. Dana
Carlahoon
Je hebt de woestenij goed weergegeven. Wat je er bij schrijft is erg leuk/goed!!
Dreamingbee
absolut fantastic !!!
carlx
Excellent title and composition!!! Looks wonderful!!!
wjames
More wonderful work Mies,I know how you feel I was out in the garden at 11 0/c the other night trying to stop things blowing away.+++++
mgtcs
Fantastic looking image my friend, gorgeous colors and shapes, excellently done!
sandra46
OUTSTANDING IMAGE! WE HAD A TWISTER LAST NIGHT BUT IT MADE MAYHEM NEARBY, MY HOME WAS IN THE EYE!
Rerewhakaaitu
Stunning Talis, Mies. So much beauty and movement, and your enjoyment shines through!
kbrog
Fantastic work and words! I know the feeling and can't say I miss it. ;)
jocko500
this is a wonderful loooking image.
claude19
Great illustration of the damages in your garden !!! Wonderful creation .
magnus073
This really is something Mies, and I hope you don't have to work too hard in your garden my friend
cricke49
excellent image render we have the same problem, but no help our trees are so old when the wind blows they fall apart! good luck! we have none!:(*5
npauling
I can just see you throwing these branches back to your neighbour in this super fractal. Very creative work.
afugatt
Gorgeous!
peedy
Excellent! Poor broken trees. Corrie
flavia49
excellent image!!
LindaMcC
Beautiful, despite the damage! Wonderful colors and flow. Superb!
cannonn
very vivid image, superb work
amota99517
Beautifully done! Glad to hear that the tree didn't hit our house.
mininessie
this image is fantastic! i wish you a lot of happyness :)
blondeblurr
Ein bisschen Schadenfreude... I like this fractal, first of all it has my 2 favourite colours, purple & green! and secondly it looks happy - despite the old drama, when it happened first. A great piece of art to grace any gallery or family home. BB
emmecielle
Fantastic fractal work! The colours are splendid! :)
SimonKane
Lovely.
clbsmiley
Oh My! Another tree? I always enjoy reading what you write dear. Mies have a great day my friend. :)