Dochtersions: Hello everybody! Under the name "dochtersions" I started, at the suggestion of my dear husband, in sharing my photos, fractals, and also some paintings, and other 2D art here at Renderosity. That was in January of 2010. I still use my two owls as avatar, which is a reduced image of one of my oil paintings.
The name "dochtersions" came into my head as only one, when I was looking for a name for my blog that I started in 2007.
This name is not that strange, as I know that God is my real father and mother at the same time, and I know that God loves me more and deeper than a man can aware of (or at least I think this way)
I live in the South of The Netherlands together with my retired husband. I've had various occupations. In my last job, I was working as an assistant to a paediatrician and a rehabilitation specialist. When I had children, I graduated "health awareness", and gave lectures on various topics, plus vegetarian cooking classes to teenagers.
My husband and I have together two daughters and four grandchildren. Which all live abroad, to be precise in Lacey (WA-USA) and Davos in Switzerland.
I've always been busy with all kinds of creativity. As a child I drew a lot, later pottery, needle art, tapestries, weaving, batik art, macramé, etc. Painting with oil was my last great hobby.
Around about the year 2000 I started having unexplained physical symptoms as well as insomnia, which was later diagnosed as having PTSD. It turned out that I had repressed a traumatized youth. However, the physical symptoms made that I no longer could be busy with my passions, the real painting, and other activities (f.e. reading books, gardening, travelling), which I was doing without a limit.
What I can stay doing well in limited form, is playing music on my mandolin and my guitar, and also to enjoy/listen my favourite music, which is including the cantatas of J.S. Bach and his sons , f.e. also music from G.F. Handel, G.Ph. Telemann, a.s.o. This is also the kind of music that my husband (on its church organ) and I (on my mandolin) play together.
After being diagnosed with PTSD a lot changed and I was forced to look for alternatives in which I could express myself. That is, that for years I started writing, and poetry, which go quite intense and as a sort of automatic. Unfortunately, my knowledge of the English language is not sufficient enough, so I write in my mother tongue, with sometimes a few exceptions. The thoughts come to my mind right at unexpected moments, and it’s wonderful, to surrendering to your train of thoughts.
In the encounter more and more of impossibilities, in connection with, f.e continuous pains, I learned to shift my gaze. Searching for distractions and alternatives, I learned to focus my happy mind on all the wonderful and admirable little things in the world around me.
My husband since 1968 Karel (kareldg on RR) bought a small pocket camera for me, and taught me to work with Fractal Explorer. Through my little Sony camera I learned to look differently, to see deeper; to see the details, the structure, how refined, and just so unique the small ones are in God's creation.
What is one of my daily tasks is trying to support people who suffer from PTSD, but they suffer more in an emotional way, and I can understand them and listen to their story (digital) they trust me.
Renderosity: What projects are you currently working on?
Dochtersions: Of course I would love to take more concrete technical knowledge to me (to acquire), and follow tutorials, how to work with Ultra Fractal, Mandelbulb, etc.. The capabilities of PSP investigate and experiment with it.
The manual of my current camera (Canon PowerShot SX50HS, and as pocket camera Panasonic DMC-TZ35, since 2020 I use a Canon PowerShot SX70HS). I would like to sift through, and experiment with it. But exactly that kind of things, such as reading comprehension, concentration, makes this especially, by the constant dominating intense facial pain, really impossible.
All in all, I continue to look for improvement, while in the meantime trying to be light-hearted, happy and hopeful, to be open to everything that's coming my way. I enjoy art, stay in the nature, the outer man/woman in me, the love that I've been given, to realize this, and to be thankful for. Wherever I am happy with is that I am able to meet so many lovely people through RR. Unfortunately, only digital, but I'm also grateful.
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Comments (35)
Juliette.Gribnau
wat een leuk beeldje !!
durleybeachbum
It's very cute! But do they keep your legs still?
Faemike55
Wonderful capture! I hope that you are on the right path for a cure!
magnus073
Mies, this little guy is so cute and this is a cool pic of him. Sorry your not feeling well and hope your better soon :)
carlx
Superb capture!!!
jayfar
I hope the music is not too tinny Mies. Lol. I hope the tablets sort you out soon.
mariogiannecchini
Wonderful capture! I hope you are better !
prutzworks
cute fellow
alessimarco
Very amusing capture! Nicely done!
farmerC
Een Mooie opname. Demaker is zeer creatief.
Hubert
Cute! Great finding/shot! :)
adrie
Wonderful and yet also a cute photoshot.
flora-crassella
a wonderful object!!!!!! Great photo!!!!!
njb2000
Great garden sculptor!
flavia49
beautiful work!
claude19
Très belle sculpture au Québec CE joeur de trompette ... lieu devant CE QUI pourrait être de l'ONU magasin de fleurs ... OU UNE Serre Chez Vous!
kbrog
Very cool metal sculpture you have captured with both you camera and your words! :D
sandra46
great image and superb capture!!!
danapommet
Cute character - I like this guy a lot. Dana
psyoshida
I love your poem and your picture. Very cute.
npauling
A lovely capture of this very cute little fellow. I hope those pills settle down soon and that they work well.
mgtcs
Great and creative image, loved it very, very much!
jocko500
now this is something to see
MrsLubner
I adore this sculpture! How joyful!
mininessie
lovely shot!
cannonn
fantastic!!
clbsmiley
He is cute!! Made me laugh. Best wishes with new pills!
jmb007
bel objet!!
Richardphotos
very unique ant sculpture and superb shot
amota99517
This is such a cute shot!