My artistic life in as few a words as Possible.
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Before my first computer (a Macintosh 1600, one of the first of the so called Power PC's Apple put out), I did pen and ink work on my regular spot...  this being the steps of the First Presbyterian Church across the street from San Francisco's "Hard Rock Cafe".  I used to tell people I was between a Place and a Hard Rock  (I know, it didn't get any laughs then either) but after a few days sales skyrocketed.   As I got better, and MUCH quicker, at doing ink drawings of Wolves, Bears and other High end Animal Predators sales was a never ending sequence of 20 minutes of drawing (and making between 10 and 20 dollars in the time it took to make a picture ,because of people stopping to watch me draw and giving contributions of not less than a dollar at a time) and taking less than 10 or 20 minutes to sell them at the cheap price of 20 dollars, I was averaging about 40 to 60 dollars an hour on the street or my church steps.   To aid me, and because the police frowned on anyone standing or sitting in one spot, the church gave me an exclusive, signed and stamped letter saying I could be there 24 hours of the day.   At the time, and because I was then homeless,  I ended up not only drawing but eating sleeping and conducting all sales from that spot.
    Soon the word spread and people started to call me the "Wolf Man" because I could turn out a great wolf drawing in about 10 minutes, tops.   People would order pictures in the mornings and come back to pick them up on their lunch breaks or on their way back home in the evening.  ÂÂ
    Sadly at the time I had a bad addiction to some of San Francisco's finest drugs.   I would start drawing at 5 in the morning and end about 2 in the next morning.   As you can see I was not getting very much sleep but I was, how shall I put it, DRIVEN to do as much as I could and with the amount of money I was able to make kept not only my habit but those of a few "friends", if that is what you could call them.   When one makes about 500 dolars a day and can't even afford to rent a room then I say that is a SAD state to find one in.   My so called friends loved it..  I on the other hand started to feel like a hamster ion a tread wheel.   All that running and I got absolutely no where.   My state of mind because of the drugs and lack of sleep caused me to have a slight break with reality and so I eventually ended up in the state mental health programs.   I was already bipolar but when I started to get mad at people that were not there the outside world began to take notice and the church folk who supported me in my art endevours decided I needed help.  One day while screaming at the top of my lungs at someone that only I could see the church, which was having a Sunday school meeting inside decided that I fit the police description of what is called in California a 51-50..  A person that is in danger of hurting themselves or others because of a mental problem.   After the police arrived and sent me off to the hospital for 6 months of observation and treatment I was released.    Though I was making a lot of money I had come to realise that I could never get clean in San Francisco so I went to the coast hiway and left.  I made it just 90 miles that first day and ended up in Santa Cruz, California..  I had become determined to beat this problem of mine and though I would always be somewhat biPolar I knew that I must stop all drug use..  I did really good and though I didn't make as much for my artwork here (I wasn't driven by the drugs anymore) I did alright.   One thing lead to another and I soon met my wife.   About a year or so later we had our first child and my life settled down a lot.  I have continued to remain drug free for the last 15 years and now have a beautiful, and VERY smart daughter.   It was the best thing I have ever done.   I then dscovered the computer and photoshop.ÂÂ
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I have been doing this for about 12 years now.   Started out on Bryce 2 (not counting Photoshop) and went all the way through the most modern versions.   I picked up a copy of Poser 3 along the way and at first was not too happy with my inability to understand how to use it.  At first I just used it to populate Bryce pictures but then I started to catch on to a lot more of the possibilities that this program contained.   As my use increased my understanding of what was possible with Poser.   I am now so addicted that I have bought every upgrade that has come out.   As with Poser, most of the other programs I have bought along the way have been a real challenge.   I have (regretably) given up on most and remained with only Poser. ÂÂ
   I invite you all to partake of my gallery and, PLEASE, read the stories as well.   They give a whole other dimension to the pictures themselves.  ÂÂ
Life has become a totally different thing for me now.  I Own a very nice two story home on 3 acres, I have helped my wife start her business (she is a great animal groomer and a vetinary technician and my daughter is going to a College preparitory school, well on her way to a university of her choice (gets all straight A's and A+'s)  so I would say what ever  God there may be has smiled heavily upon me.   My health is not great but Hopefully I won't up and die in the next couple of years and my family is set for life.  On this note  I will end this little story and give my wish that you all stay healthy and safe and keep on doing your artworks as well...  Luv, GENE
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Comments (25)
genefleeman
Welcome "Jemma".. you have at last come home.... I hope you enjoy this work as much as I have. I feel the Old Courtyard prop has a bit too much Bump to it but I guess it could have been turned to a lower setting but I guess I am too tired to re render it.. just want to get it finished and go to bed. It has been a rather draining week for me.... this picture is dedicated to my friend, kelvinhughes, who has been in poor health recently in the hopes that he gets better and gains his health back again... have a nice week and stay safe..... gene
necrophage
great character, pose and pov - excellent lighting!
Tracesl
wonderful scene and setting, great character and back story -- excellent
Mondwin
Magnificent render my friend!!Bravissimo!V:DDD.Hugsxx
Replicant
A word of advice. If you find yourself standing at the doorway to Hell... Ring the bell and run away. :) Beautifully crafted image, Gene. Lighting and pose are excellent. I agree with you about the bumpmap on the courtyard but who's looking at the steps?
RodolfoCiminelli
Impressive and fantastic realization my friend......!!!!!
722
Awesome work
SIGMAWORLD
Well done!
kelvinhughes
most excellent my friend well done
renecyberdoc
most excellent render and storybit gene.favorized.
genefleeman
yep... The whole "Old Courtyard is overly bumped.. I wished I had known before I bought it. It might have altered my opinion. It shows it so nice and smooth on the advertisement... I guess you just get what they want to make for you... Next time I use it I will make the bump less harsh... The problem is that it is VERY uneven and, as you can see, parts art blurry textures and some is overly bumped and too sharp..... for the price I guess you get what you get.. I think it's fixable...
bakapo
I love her pose and strong expression. I like that she's wearing red, too, it's a strong and powerful color. well done!
Sukkubus
Great epic Pic
2121
superb work as always Gene
Roboman28
Great outfit, pose and story.
missblue
Amazing scene And story!!
alessimarco
Excellent story and fantastic character! The pose and expression are perfect!
jocko500
super done here. love your work
jmb007
jolie!!
Apple_UK
"The normal, average folk would wonder why any sane person" or sane woman would dress like that
genefleeman
Same reason they climb mountains.. "because it's there" .. I buy what the people make and this is one of the better costumes in my opinion... I liked the way it looked.. I guess a person that knowingly knocks on the door to hell and kills the innocent might very well wear these clothes... even though the NORMALLY SANE woman may not... then again, most normal, average woman probably couldn't pull it off either Also just my opinion....
genefleeman
By the way, to all that thought the original textures were made with too much bump, I have taken it all down by a factor of 10... bump came with .08 bump.. New version shown here now has .008 bump on ALL textures.. much smoother and not as overly sharp bump.. hope you like the new version as well.
NightmareHero
Perfect, everything is wonderful in this shot.
Pierrot_Lunaire
Awesome art! Fantastic work! Great Gene.
vapo
Oh, I don't quite understand this talk about any sane person wearing this or wearing that... This is a fantasy, and even if this outfit might look extreme for - let's say a walk through the city, so it's perfectly ok for this kind of fantasy pictures... Don't mind this kind of critics, Gene! Love this render, how you've created the scene, how the textures rendered and especially, how the shadow falls over the stairs... that detail really adds a nice depth to this scene! Vashek