The Vigil (for Terry and Kaleya) by brewgirlca
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"Highlander"
"Midnight Bleu"
January 2013
Been at this site five years now and have seen a lot of growth - both artistically and spiritually thanks to the many good friends I have met here. I work with Poserpro2012, photoshop CS6, PSPX2, Perfect Effects 3 and Photomatrix 4. I love working in the material room and continue to find lots of growth there. I also do a lot of postwork fixing, special affects, and framing, all for which photoshop is indispensible. I love doing postwork; no image is anywhere near complete without it.
In the last year or so I've added quite a bit of photography to my gallery. I started with a Nikon Coolpix 9100 point and shoot. It gives amazing quality and its small size makes it easy to pack around and just grab some shots as they come into my vision. I still use it for sneaky people shots but now I use a Nikon D5100 DSLR for my more serious keeper work. Had I known how all consuming my passion for photography would become I should have jumped to a D600 low end pro camera.In my gallery you will see mostly storylines based upon my own visions and versions of Mesopotamian Mythology, sprinkled with some Celtic works and an occasional pinup or two and quite a few special requests. I have long been a writer, though a terrible speller, and so most of my images come with a storyline or poem. No image seems complete to me without words to accompany them.In high school I trained in both the Sciences and Fine Arts but when I went to university I had to choose one or the other and so I went with the life sciences. Art dropped out of my life for a long time... though I never gave up my interest in archeology and mythology. I wound up with a graduate degree in the life sciences with majors in physical geography, ecology and evolutionary biology. My love of nature and a deep naturalistic spirituality eventually led me to the wikkan tradition.Some five and a half years ago I discovered poser after coming across some great 3-d art on the web and after some six months of stumble bum practice I joined this site.Doing this type of art has released many visions and stories that were locked up inside my soul for many ages. It has allowed me to explore the life and times of my primal spiritual ancestor, a girl also named Roxanne, who lived in the Sumerian regions. She whispers the stories of these classic legends in my mind and I create the images to go with them.My stories are mostly written as dialogue and they tend to be rather long. So grab a coffee, a tea or better yet a beer, kick back, relax and stay a while.I hope you enjoy your stay here.Hugs and blessed beRoxy
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Comments (54)
Faemike55
Fantastic work! she looks great! I'm glad she kept nagging at you!
eekdog
the zoom roxy was enticing.. she is gorgeous, lovely render and earth tones. very beautiful work my friend. lol steve
zil2008
Excellent render. Like this style on you.Can see you had her axe in the material room. Nice pose. Like the atmosphere. Bird is a nice touch!
DrCarl
I love the expression on her wary face and once again your bold rich ochres and browns make this a lovely image... the tilted perspective works very nicely as well friend my only critical comment is that an axe of that dimension would need a slightly heavier built character to hold it so comfortably on her shoulder...... perhaps just a few nights at the Zumba class to tone her up a little to warriorfy her a little. I see this often with the girl's looking wonderfully feminine holding what would be very heavy weapons... I know I can hear you all saying....you pedantic sh#t...but I can't help it..... thanks for sharing this with us mate Carl
LivingPixels
cool work roxy your persistence and hard work paid off!!! outstanding my friend!!!
Iceshark39
Absolutely beautiful work, Roxy! And a lovely message as well. I love these new tones and colours you've been working with of late. The lighting here is just as lovely. Her pose and expression, too, are perfectly suited to the theme of your scene. I am so very glad you didn't give up on this one.
mgtcs
Most beautiful use of colors, the pose is awesome,the outfit is fantastic and the lighting you used is fabulous...you did an amazing job my friend, congratulations! ***
ssteph
One doesn't argue with a woman and a big axe.... terrific work as always
RodS
Brilliant, Roxy, just brilliant - both the image and the words. How many times have we all wrestled with an image or an idea with preconcieved notions about what it should be, or what it should look like? How much easier it would be if we'd just learn to let it flow.... Fantastic work!
Finnerman
Wonderful work, great colors & lighting, powerful !!!
Tea_Rex
We must be willing to let go of the life we have planned, so as to have the life that is waiting for us. -Joseph Campbell These words are significant to me: "Often I feel like this warrior. Standing vigilant, a bit scared, staring out into the unknown inky darkness. Wishing that the light that shines behind me, the light of past knowledge, would more fully illuminate where I am about to go." It's the authentic voice of an artist that we respond to when our emotions become entangled with a creative work. We ask: 'Show us something that you really care about ... show us this in a moment of inspired courage! Make us turn our attention to our own best dreams and believe, even for a moment, that they are still worth fighting for.' Our heart's don't care much about ambient occlusion, render times, gamma correction or the size of your axe. Our hearts speak in a language of desire and joy. When we connect with others who speak this language our hearts are lifted up. Our spirits thrive on the recognition that our own visions and yearnings matter after all. True and authentic artistic expression provides such recognition. "So, be vigilant - and don't be too scared to step into the dark." Here is the beautiful meaning woven into this lushly warm interior vision. Oh yeah! .. & Don't be afraid of them shadows. ;-) With deepest warmth, Terry
crender
Xcellent!!!
vintorix
I stand in awe at this beautiful work of art. One of the most satisfying things in life is to see miners hoisted to safety. Another is to see artist grow. And no one had grown so much in the last year as Roxanne.
Jonrea
Lovely image.
ladiesmen
Beautifull render and words Roxy and also Terry. I like this style and agree its not the technical parts that pulls me but the feel of your emotions which show. Hug
Tracesl
excellent image, wonderful character and atmosphere
Rhanagaz
Great render and excellent and a interesting composition. There is a fine balance and light/shadowing in the scene and the clothes and background fit very well into the characters posing! Excellent art work! :o)
fallen21
Fantastic work, like it!
MineFujiko
Excellent image! nice composition and POV.
intro
I like this phase of your journey. Artistic considerations notwithstanding,I agree with Dr. Carl's comment,tho... that blade angle,flattering though it is for the weapon,is less than natural.
magnus073
Roxie, it is so nice you didn't give up on this image as it is beautiful and really does a great job of representing your inner struggle to reach this point.
adrie
This is once again awesome and oustanding artwork Roxy, i agree with all the others here....superb done.
pspworkshop
Fantastic work!
njb2000
Wonderful warrior love the colours and detail!
1010
Love the quizical look on her face, she isn't so sure of herself. Wonderful POV and lighting!
RJS
I think this is your best image to date, Roxy. It has been wonderful to watch you progress as an artist here at Rendo, from struggling with the technical aspects in your early days, to moving past technical mastery and into true art. This piece is not only brilliant from a technical point of view, but it goes beyond that to speak to the viewer at an emotional level, and that is the mark of true Art. As for DrCarl's comments, I think they only prove your comments about preconceptions. He is technically right, but a "correct" depiction for the axe would not do the picture any favors. Your message, amplified by Terry, really makes a valuable point. It is something we should all take to heart. I am so glad you did not abandon this piece. We are all the richer for your having completed and shared it (and your thoughts) with us. Thank you, and keep 'em coming!
stonelight
Wonderful warrior character and beautiful colours and detail ! Very cool work!
nefertiabet
She is wonderful, nice scene and pose!!! Have a nice day, hugs Elke
misthemes
Excellent render and words dear Roxy ! Wonderful atmosphere !!! Hugs my friend.
2121
another stunning work