My artistic life in as few a words as Possible.
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Before my first computer (a Macintosh 1600, one of the first of the so called Power PC's Apple put out), I did pen and ink work on my regular spot...  this being the steps of the First Presbyterian Church across the street from San Francisco's "Hard Rock Cafe".  I used to tell people I was between a Place and a Hard Rock  (I know, it didn't get any laughs then either) but after a few days sales skyrocketed.   As I got better, and MUCH quicker, at doing ink drawings of Wolves, Bears and other High end Animal Predators sales was a never ending sequence of 20 minutes of drawing (and making between 10 and 20 dollars in the time it took to make a picture ,because of people stopping to watch me draw and giving contributions of not less than a dollar at a time) and taking less than 10 or 20 minutes to sell them at the cheap price of 20 dollars, I was averaging about 40 to 60 dollars an hour on the street or my church steps.   To aid me, and because the police frowned on anyone standing or sitting in one spot, the church gave me an exclusive, signed and stamped letter saying I could be there 24 hours of the day.   At the time, and because I was then homeless,  I ended up not only drawing but eating sleeping and conducting all sales from that spot.
    Soon the word spread and people started to call me the "Wolf Man" because I could turn out a great wolf drawing in about 10 minutes, tops.   People would order pictures in the mornings and come back to pick them up on their lunch breaks or on their way back home in the evening.  ÂÂ
    Sadly at the time I had a bad addiction to some of San Francisco's finest drugs.   I would start drawing at 5 in the morning and end about 2 in the next morning.   As you can see I was not getting very much sleep but I was, how shall I put it, DRIVEN to do as much as I could and with the amount of money I was able to make kept not only my habit but those of a few "friends", if that is what you could call them.   When one makes about 500 dolars a day and can't even afford to rent a room then I say that is a SAD state to find one in.   My so called friends loved it..  I on the other hand started to feel like a hamster ion a tread wheel.   All that running and I got absolutely no where.   My state of mind because of the drugs and lack of sleep caused me to have a slight break with reality and so I eventually ended up in the state mental health programs.   I was already bipolar but when I started to get mad at people that were not there the outside world began to take notice and the church folk who supported me in my art endevours decided I needed help.  One day while screaming at the top of my lungs at someone that only I could see the church, which was having a Sunday school meeting inside decided that I fit the police description of what is called in California a 51-50..  A person that is in danger of hurting themselves or others because of a mental problem.   After the police arrived and sent me off to the hospital for 6 months of observation and treatment I was released.    Though I was making a lot of money I had come to realise that I could never get clean in San Francisco so I went to the coast hiway and left.  I made it just 90 miles that first day and ended up in Santa Cruz, California..  I had become determined to beat this problem of mine and though I would always be somewhat biPolar I knew that I must stop all drug use..  I did really good and though I didn't make as much for my artwork here (I wasn't driven by the drugs anymore) I did alright.   One thing lead to another and I soon met my wife.   About a year or so later we had our first child and my life settled down a lot.  I have continued to remain drug free for the last 15 years and now have a beautiful, and VERY smart daughter.   It was the best thing I have ever done.   I then dscovered the computer and photoshop.ÂÂ
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I have been doing this for about 12 years now.   Started out on Bryce 2 (not counting Photoshop) and went all the way through the most modern versions.   I picked up a copy of Poser 3 along the way and at first was not too happy with my inability to understand how to use it.  At first I just used it to populate Bryce pictures but then I started to catch on to a lot more of the possibilities that this program contained.   As my use increased my understanding of what was possible with Poser.   I am now so addicted that I have bought every upgrade that has come out.   As with Poser, most of the other programs I have bought along the way have been a real challenge.   I have (regretably) given up on most and remained with only Poser. ÂÂ
   I invite you all to partake of my gallery and, PLEASE, read the stories as well.   They give a whole other dimension to the pictures themselves.  ÂÂ
Life has become a totally different thing for me now.  I Own a very nice two story home on 3 acres, I have helped my wife start her business (she is a great animal groomer and a vetinary technician and my daughter is going to a College preparitory school, well on her way to a university of her choice (gets all straight A's and A+'s)  so I would say what ever  God there may be has smiled heavily upon me.   My health is not great but Hopefully I won't up and die in the next couple of years and my family is set for life.  On this note  I will end this little story and give my wish that you all stay healthy and safe and keep on doing your artworks as well...  Luv, GENE
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Comments (22)
android65mar
Nice assets, wow, love the story, great composition and the expressions are excellent.
genefleeman
I liked this story very much. I tried to see the problem from both sides and imagine what it must be like. Being a rather plain looking boy growing up I know what it feels like to wish I looked better and imagining now what a problem it might become for a girl of extraordinary beauty growing up.. I am glad to be a boy that grew up average looking.. It must really screw up your outlook to be one extreme or another. Unless of course you have a very strong sense of self or a really great home life....
Artus1971
Nice scene, Good render, well done
Roboman28
Nice picture and story. Reminds me of the attitude to pools winners whereby people say it is very testing being suddenly rich whilst hoping it was them. As another ordinary bloke I imagine it would be fun being a beautiful female but not of course anything I have experience of.
KaiArt
Excellent work
bakapo
my pretty daughter has often come home crying because boys only want her for her looks (and most are blunt about it, too). I can't relate to the exact problem, but as a mother, it still breaks my heart. this is a wonderful image and the story is perfect. you did an amazing job of seeing both sides.
2121
Superb render and a wonderful way to illustrate your thoughts.At the end of the day it is what's inside that matters, that is who we are. Oh and amazing outfits...
WilliamEpic3
Very picturesque short tale! Cinematic, consistent expressions reinforcing its message. Great color harmony! Cool, enjoyable picture! Nice work!
bazza
Great story and way of looking at both sides, I to was just plain so don't have those problems lol. I think both of these girls are gorgeous in different ways lol. Super image also!
Wolfmanw
Excellent characters, poses, expressions, clothing, textures, background, lighting and shadows.
Tholian
An interesting study of the void between what we are to ourselves and what we seem to others. Very well done.
jocko500
very wonderful
Tracesl Online Now!
wonderful scene and characters
bimm3d
very beautiful scene!!
RodolfoCiminelli
Wonderful and creative scene my friend......!!!!
Rhanagaz
Great scene and render! Love your little story, too. Maybe we shouldn't envy others but be happy for the individual persons we are! Thank you for the mage and story lines! ;o)
rvcantu
Excellent work!
boggers
I like the image and the story very much - you've made agreat job of seeing this from both sides.
FaeMoon
Lovely story and a gorgeous render!
alessimarco
Wonderful story and a really crisp render!
PhilW
Beautifully done!
jascorpio
Nice words!! Awesome image!!!