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As some of you know my health has been failing abd i was on a big trip (last 2 weeks of October and almost the month entire month of November. My wife got a call that the baby Steven who was due today died and after giving her the bad news sent her home with a dead baby in her. My wife went ballistic, and the took the baby via c- secion. Steven was 10lbs. It was he doctors incompotence that caused the death. Wny daugher in law got pregnet she becane diabetic. The doctos increase the amount but failed to out it in file so when the mother went to Walmart to get her insulin as the new proscription was never sent. By the time they got it straighten out the baby had died. I advised them to sue the pants of he doctors but they just want to out it behind them. The mother is on a suicide watch. As a grand parent I know I could sue but it would just end up hurting the family.
I was an abused child and i tried to avoid seein him. When he woul ask me about something I was to scared to move or speak, so he would hit me harder if I cried (man Up), Anyway he got his wish I do not cry. Not at my mothers funeral not anttime. I used poser to help me with my grief. I was hoping for a better render. I may come back to it but, for now I just can not work on it any more
Comments (24)
NetWorthy
Words are inadequate for something like this, but my heart goes out to you. I just said a prayer for you and your family - God bless.
Iceshark39
Oh, I am so sorry to hear of your loss. Words, truly fail me. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family at this time of pain and loss. My deepest condolences to you and your loved ones.~~
Faemike55
Rick, you and all your family are in my thoughts and prayers. When I read this, my heart just ached for everyone's loss. As for the image, I don't think you need to do anything else. it is perfect as it is.
mikeerson
It's a tragic loss. Your picture served your grief purpose - I too have grief stricken uploads that could use a lot of pollishing, but to tell you the truth, what you have here is heart felt and that is what matters. your depiction on this sad event even has a brighter picture to it with the angel - life is full of pain and as tragic as this is, knowing an innocent life going through Heaven's gate just feels like your grandchild has graduated faster than any of us living. there is always a good and a bad to everything - there is that balance - The way you feel about the Medical Profession making a Huge mistake and how you know what you can do and what you feel you should do I agree with you 100%.... a life has been lost and all involved are saddened. I'm saddened... legal action won't make anything better, but it would be the right thing if the Hospital came forward and covered all the bills from the start of the pregnancy to the end. I feel for you Rick, no parent or grand parent should have to go through this - about you locked up emotion on crying, I suggest you take yourself to a remote area and scream, holding it in is not good, don't ever be embarrassed on what you feel. I cried today man. I was visiting angelafairs gallery, I missed a lot of uploads/commenting this last month because of my hernia operation. On the 19th of November she has some words writen in her comments that just sank deep - you might want to go read that, it made me cry - crying is good for the soul - your life will feel more energetic to release all that built up tension. take care of yourself and look in on your family, calling is good, but if you can stop in for a moment, it's what I would need if I was your son. I hope my words to you help - keep your mind busy and move forward... this picture is perfect, work on something that will bring happiness to your soul.
momof4rugrats
the picture is perfect and very powerful piece of work. I wish I knew the words to help you but I do not understand why these things happen any better than you.All I can say is keep putting one foot in front of the other and things will go on.God Bless you and I hope things get better!
zil2008
So sorry to hear of this tragic event in your families life. Will pray that your able to find inner peace.
RodolfoCiminelli
I so sorry lot to hear this my friend, the best thing for your family
Seaview123
Rick, I'm so sorry to hear of your family's great loss. There are no words to explain it away, but your picture, even though it's not 'polished' shows us exactly what you're feeling. My sincere condolences on your loss. Tom
Magick_Lady
image says it alll
tamburro
Hope you get well and gain strength, I was very saddened by this event in your family! Much energy and prayers for you and your family. Very beautiful and touching image!
Porthos
So sorry to hear of your troubles, it seems you got much more than your fair share - my sincere condolences on your loss, will remember you in my prayers!
debbielove
My friend, I am speachless.. There are not words to mends these wounds.. My thoughts are with you, her and all your family.. Take care.. Rob :-(
thecytron
Nicely put together!
violet
wow.......so sorry to hear this....! It makes me mad and sad that these things happen.....
Umbetro38
I found no words friend - I´m so sorry for this sad message - God protect you and your Family
J5ive
My Prayers are with you Rick!!
renecyberdoc
im out of words and feel teribly sorry for this tragedy. bad thing is you never or rarely win against the gods in the white coats. when utes daughter died,(she run out of a wood at 03:00 in the morning with only wearing 1 shoe)that was also a rape/murder in a way and we did nothing i tried to protect ute from the exterior and a year later we came to spain grief grief grief.and in 2006 her son died. another grief. in 1994 utes daughter had a son he was too small he survied 48 hours if i recall right another tragedy ,i lost my mother she was buried december 24th 1972 now shitmas comes up i hate it. and the community and daz heklped us a lot in this. im with you bro.,
crender
Excellent scene & lighting!
cvrad
Rick my heart goes out to you and your family at this most tragic incident. the picture is perfect but you might want to work on your spelling (ha ha just kidding I'm just trying to cheer you up a lit bit.) take care Bro Chris
Steff_7
A true tradegy and my deepest condolences for your families grief right now. I pray you and your family stay safe and overcome this in time. Here for you if you need me. Superb image in beauty and emotion.... Take care my friend...
angelafair
this is a BEAUTIFUL image! it is serving it's purpose! Nothing else needed to be done here! Clearly shows the Angel caring your grandbaby to heaven! I am so very sorry for your loss, and the baby's mom too, I feel her pain! I lost my son when I was 5 months pregnant, still very hard to accept. I agree, I would have to do something about the doctor. God bless you and your family! Beautiful image!
Alex_Antonov
Wonderful!
ragouc
Really sorry for your loss.
bakapo
oh, I'm so sorry.