I walk the darker path that many fear to travel. I do not see my way, I feel my way, and many times I stumble. But that's okay for the more I fall, the more I learn, and eventually I can skip the trouble. The darker path is the longer path, but it makes all worth while. The brighter path is easier and hence it is more traveled. But also it is crowded and filled with confused people. I move among the shadows for the shadows move with me. It is quiet here and I can hear the woods around me. They speak to me and tell me things that none could ever hear in the light. I do not ask you to join me on this darker path, until you are ready. It is not for all, for some can not bear the falls. Please take your time and prepare yourself if you wish to travel. The darker path is there and will be there when you are able. If you do not wish to walk with me, then don't try to understand. Just accept me as I am, and move it a litte further along down the line.
My free time is usually consumed by making loops into music and the occasional writing.  I don't render anymore and my photoshop skills have been lately confined to business.  My true art lies in my soul with my music, which I document as regularly as I can at my website: http://www.van-dan.com (absolute lunacy, just realized I had changed the text of the link, but not the link itself, it still pointed to the old site. Just updated it to point to the correct site, lets see how this goes!) Facebook too! Stay tuned, insanity to pursue.
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--edit of Dec 2, 2010--
Usually I have to go back every once in a while and change my descriptions as my perspectives on life change over time, but the above was written over 3 or 4 years ago and I can't change it. It fits fairly well. All I really did was remove an outdated reference to MySpace, and update my URL to my new homepage.
I also wanted to add a link to my completed album, Flight of the Airlynx, of which the mp3's are freely available to download but you can buy the professionally produced album from CreateSpace: https://www.createspace.com/1823112
It should be available on Amazon as well, but I actually earn a few extra dollars if it sells through my direct store since Amazon takes a larger commission.
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Comments (4)
TallPockets
This old man HOPES that NO other human EVER gets HIS mind. He wouldn't wish THAT on ANYONE. SMILES.
beachzz
And they knew each other then. What a wonderful story; you captured both their feelings so well. And thanks for using my foto; it did work just right!!
Mayalin
A touching story ... of different points of view ... and moments in time ...
Chipka
I love the symmetry in this: Jim and James...nice touch. I also love the casual manner in which a rather spectacular event is conveyed; the best science fiction in the world does exactly this--it bridges a gap that most people don't even know is there, and it puts you (the reader) smack dab in the middle of a world you know nothing about; there are no familiar things and so you have to feel you way through it, and abandon every single preconception you depend on just to get through a moment, let alone an entire day. This isn't science fiction, however, but it does the same thing in such a short and concise space. I love the shifting viewpoints between James and Jim and the weird link in identity that they share, simply because--by their names alone--they are the same person. Maybe the same person in two literally different worlds. Maybe not. At any rate, they share an ocean and for just an instant, they share each other, without ever speaking a word. This is quite moving. Quite well done. And I had to laugh, quite loudly, at your use of beachzz' image. She has a way of capturing things that spark all sorts of stories. Way the heck back in my gallery there are a few pieces of hers serving as the visual references of fictional stories. I was in Prague when the first of her images grabbed me and actually INSPIRED parts of the rather long story written. I love it when art and artists do that; it's an unexpected illustration of what you've just written about here: two people on the same planet, but oceans and oceans away, sharing--if only for a moment--something that is important (or inspiring) to them both. This is really great. I'd love to see more of Jim and James too so see if they'll agree to be written.