Dochtersions: Hello everybody! Under the name "dochtersions" I started, at the suggestion of my dear husband, in sharing my photos, fractals, and also some paintings, and other 2D art here at Renderosity. That was in January of 2010. I still use my two owls as avatar, which is a reduced image of one of my oil paintings.
The name "dochtersions" came into my head as only one, when I was looking for a name for my blog that I started in 2007.
This name is not that strange, as I know that God is my real father and mother at the same time, and I know that God loves me more and deeper than a man can aware of (or at least I think this way)
I live in the South of The Netherlands together with my retired husband. I've had various occupations. In my last job, I was working as an assistant to a paediatrician and a rehabilitation specialist. When I had children, I graduated "health awareness", and gave lectures on various topics, plus vegetarian cooking classes to teenagers.
My husband and I have together two daughters and four grandchildren. Which all live abroad, to be precise in Lacey (WA-USA) and Davos in Switzerland.
I've always been busy with all kinds of creativity. As a child I drew a lot, later pottery, needle art, tapestries, weaving, batik art, macramé, etc. Painting with oil was my last great hobby.
Around about the year 2000 I started having unexplained physical symptoms as well as insomnia, which was later diagnosed as having PTSD. It turned out that I had repressed a traumatized youth. However, the physical symptoms made that I no longer could be busy with my passions, the real painting, and other activities (f.e. reading books, gardening, travelling), which I was doing without a limit.
What I can stay doing well in limited form, is playing music on my mandolin and my guitar, and also to enjoy/listen my favourite music, which is including the cantatas of J.S. Bach and his sons , f.e. also music from G.F. Handel, G.Ph. Telemann, a.s.o. This is also the kind of music that my husband (on its church organ) and I (on my mandolin) play together.
After being diagnosed with PTSD a lot changed and I was forced to look for alternatives in which I could express myself. That is, that for years I started writing, and poetry, which go quite intense and as a sort of automatic. Unfortunately, my knowledge of the English language is not sufficient enough, so I write in my mother tongue, with sometimes a few exceptions. The thoughts come to my mind right at unexpected moments, and it’s wonderful, to surrendering to your train of thoughts.
In the encounter more and more of impossibilities, in connection with, f.e continuous pains, I learned to shift my gaze. Searching for distractions and alternatives, I learned to focus my happy mind on all the wonderful and admirable little things in the world around me.
My husband since 1968 Karel (kareldg on RR) bought a small pocket camera for me, and taught me to work with Fractal Explorer. Through my little Sony camera I learned to look differently, to see deeper; to see the details, the structure, how refined, and just so unique the small ones are in God's creation.
What is one of my daily tasks is trying to support people who suffer from PTSD, but they suffer more in an emotional way, and I can understand them and listen to their story (digital) they trust me.
Renderosity: What projects are you currently working on?
Dochtersions: Of course I would love to take more concrete technical knowledge to me (to acquire), and follow tutorials, how to work with Ultra Fractal, Mandelbulb, etc.. The capabilities of PSP investigate and experiment with it.
The manual of my current camera (Canon PowerShot SX50HS, and as pocket camera Panasonic DMC-TZ35, since 2020 I use a Canon PowerShot SX70HS). I would like to sift through, and experiment with it. But exactly that kind of things, such as reading comprehension, concentration, makes this especially, by the constant dominating intense facial pain, really impossible.
All in all, I continue to look for improvement, while in the meantime trying to be light-hearted, happy and hopeful, to be open to everything that's coming my way. I enjoy art, stay in the nature, the outer man/woman in me, the love that I've been given, to realize this, and to be thankful for. Wherever I am happy with is that I am able to meet so many lovely people through RR. Unfortunately, only digital, but I'm also grateful.
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Comments (30)
Juliette.Gribnau
aha..het schuimbeestje ( althans dat gaat het worden !) mooi scherpe foto
durleybeachbum
Fascinating, and a most interesting 'drop'!
lyron
Beautiful image!!
CarolSassy
Yeah, I dislike destructive bugs. They are the reason that most of my plants are lucky to be alive. lol q-: Great close-up! (:
geoffwoods
Hey jacomina what a great close up, ah the life of a photographer crawling around the ground anything for a photo. Well done my beautiful friend.
gaius
What an exceptional close up capture...and thanks for the tips.
clbsmiley
What a beautiful capture of an unwanted thing. Rolling around in the garden are we ?
greyone
Gorgeous capture Mies! I never saw these bugs before, but they might be here. I love how crisp your shot is here.
magnus073
This is a wonderful macro capture Mies, very nice work
flavia49
wonderful macro
Faemike55
Very cool shot and fascinating information
helanker
WOOOOWW!!! That is indeed a fabulous Macro Mies. Just a shot I would have loved to take. Well done. I am so sorry you have such pains in your eyes. I do hope it will go away very soon.
Bossie_Boots
This looks amazing thank you for sharing and the info superb work !!
annie5
Great find..excellent shot Mies! :)
jayfar
Super shot and info Mies, you have captured it well.
kbrog
Excellent macro and info! :)
farmerC
Schitterend macrowerk.
sandra46
what a precious shot!
cricke49
fantastic photo capture, never heard of such a thing! thanx for the history on it!:)*5
Glendaw
Great capture of a plant gnat. So sad such a bug can survive to destroy such beautiful flowers and plants.. The dew drop is totally awesome. Great capture Mies. A big Hi to you and Karel and wishing you both a good day..
npauling
A wonderful capture and how very clever to get the drop of water in just the right place. Very well spotted and photographed with super clarity.
jocko500
wow never saw these. wonderful image
MrsLubner
fabulous information. Great shot.
rbowen
Very good capture!
wannes
Interessante info, mooie foto... knap!
flora-crassella
interesting image! FANTASTIC photo!!!!!!!
mgtcs
Spectacular image, very delicate, loved it!
blondeblurr
Thanks for all the info Jacomina, I didn't know it all and guess what? we have similar 'spitters' here also, mainly on our Pine trees, they ring-bark some branches and then they just drop off - YIKES ... interesting macro, take care - try to get some sleep Miesje, please! BB
carlx
Superb close-up!!!
alanwilliams
the shot and the information are first class, you have turned this plant into a work of art