Dochtersions: Hello everybody! Under the name "dochtersions" I started, at the suggestion of my dear husband, in sharing my photos, fractals, and also some paintings, and other 2D art here at Renderosity. That was in January of 2010. I still use my two owls as avatar, which is a reduced image of one of my oil paintings.
The name "dochtersions" came into my head as only one, when I was looking for a name for my blog that I started in 2007.
This name is not that strange, as I know that God is my real father and mother at the same time, and I know that God loves me more and deeper than a man can aware of (or at least I think this way)
I live in the South of The Netherlands together with my retired husband. I've had various occupations. In my last job, I was working as an assistant to a paediatrician and a rehabilitation specialist. When I had children, I graduated "health awareness", and gave lectures on various topics, plus vegetarian cooking classes to teenagers.
My husband and I have together two daughters and four grandchildren. Which all live abroad, to be precise in Lacey (WA-USA) and Davos in Switzerland.
I've always been busy with all kinds of creativity. As a child I drew a lot, later pottery, needle art, tapestries, weaving, batik art, macramé, etc. Painting with oil was my last great hobby.
Around about the year 2000 I started having unexplained physical symptoms as well as insomnia, which was later diagnosed as having PTSD. It turned out that I had repressed a traumatized youth. However, the physical symptoms made that I no longer could be busy with my passions, the real painting, and other activities (f.e. reading books, gardening, travelling), which I was doing without a limit.
What I can stay doing well in limited form, is playing music on my mandolin and my guitar, and also to enjoy/listen my favourite music, which is including the cantatas of J.S. Bach and his sons , f.e. also music from G.F. Handel, G.Ph. Telemann, a.s.o. This is also the kind of music that my husband (on its church organ) and I (on my mandolin) play together.
After being diagnosed with PTSD a lot changed and I was forced to look for alternatives in which I could express myself. That is, that for years I started writing, and poetry, which go quite intense and as a sort of automatic. Unfortunately, my knowledge of the English language is not sufficient enough, so I write in my mother tongue, with sometimes a few exceptions. The thoughts come to my mind right at unexpected moments, and it’s wonderful, to surrendering to your train of thoughts.
In the encounter more and more of impossibilities, in connection with, f.e continuous pains, I learned to shift my gaze. Searching for distractions and alternatives, I learned to focus my happy mind on all the wonderful and admirable little things in the world around me.
My husband since 1968 Karel (kareldg on RR) bought a small pocket camera for me, and taught me to work with Fractal Explorer. Through my little Sony camera I learned to look differently, to see deeper; to see the details, the structure, how refined, and just so unique the small ones are in God's creation.
What is one of my daily tasks is trying to support people who suffer from PTSD, but they suffer more in an emotional way, and I can understand them and listen to their story (digital) they trust me.
Renderosity: What projects are you currently working on?
Dochtersions: Of course I would love to take more concrete technical knowledge to me (to acquire), and follow tutorials, how to work with Ultra Fractal, Mandelbulb, etc.. The capabilities of PSP investigate and experiment with it.
The manual of my current camera (Canon PowerShot SX50HS, and as pocket camera Panasonic DMC-TZ35, since 2020 I use a Canon PowerShot SX70HS). I would like to sift through, and experiment with it. But exactly that kind of things, such as reading comprehension, concentration, makes this especially, by the constant dominating intense facial pain, really impossible.
All in all, I continue to look for improvement, while in the meantime trying to be light-hearted, happy and hopeful, to be open to everything that's coming my way. I enjoy art, stay in the nature, the outer man/woman in me, the love that I've been given, to realize this, and to be thankful for. Wherever I am happy with is that I am able to meet so many lovely people through RR. Unfortunately, only digital, but I'm also grateful.
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Comments (37)
mininessie
really beautiful both ..image and poem dear Mies!
durleybeachbum
This is a delight, my friend!! your poem is wonderful too. I hope you are having a beautiful day..I am, I'm in the garden and just pop in for a sit down to make a comment or so once an hour.
vxbob
I like the foreground a lot, but I think I'd like to see it without the background. Bob
Bossie_Boots
I think its brilliant so beautiful and the poem is superb!!
clbsmiley
I see Mies dancing on the left!
farmerC
Exellente creatie.
flavia49
wonderful
greyone
Gorgeous work Mies. I love the softness of this.
CarolSassy
Amazing abstract! Great colors 'n' details! Well done! (:
SIGMAWORLD
Wonderful fractal!
Juliette.Gribnau
prachtig werk weer Mies !
magnus073
Very lovely image with an inspirational feel Mies
mountmous
Beautiful Pegasusses!
blondeblurr
I used to work for Mobil Oil H/O in Melbourne, and right outside we had this huge statue of the white horse with wings, the Pegasus symbol, as we know it. This my dear Jacomina, brings back memories ... - unfortunately he was always on it's own, when I greeted him every day for a few years and now he seems to have found a friend, how precious is that ! Take care of each other Sis, BB
peedy
Beautiul, Mies! Corrie
jmb007
beau travail mies!
KnightWolverine
Wonderful Composition...Beautiful Design!...
ia-du-lin
wonderful design, great creation
Faemike55
Very lovely image, everything is perfect in it and the poem is beautiful
X-PaX
Very nice image. Keep them coming Mies.
kbrog
Beautiful fractal image and a wonderful poem! :)
kepp
stunning image lovely work
flora-crassella
WOW!!!!!!! GORGEOUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hendesse
Wonderful and elegant creation. Looks fantastic! :)
adrie
Breathtakingly beautiful fractal artwork Mies, just love it.
emmecielle
fantastic fractal and poem! :)
jocko500
super wonderful
npauling
A great title for this wonderful fractal and I love how you have done it. Excellent work.
mgtcs
Amazing design here, marvelous fractal dear Mies! Loved it!
LindaMcC
Lovely colors.. So delicate, yet a great sense of tension. Beautiful, superb work.