Dochtersions: Hello everybody! Under the name "dochtersions" I started, at the suggestion of my dear husband, in sharing my photos, fractals, and also some paintings, and other 2D art here at Renderosity. That was in January of 2010. I still use my two owls as avatar, which is a reduced image of one of my oil paintings.
The name "dochtersions" came into my head as only one, when I was looking for a name for my blog that I started in 2007.
This name is not that strange, as I know that God is my real father and mother at the same time, and I know that God loves me more and deeper than a man can aware of (or at least I think this way)
I live in the South of The Netherlands together with my retired husband. I've had various occupations. In my last job, I was working as an assistant to a paediatrician and a rehabilitation specialist. When I had children, I graduated "health awareness", and gave lectures on various topics, plus vegetarian cooking classes to teenagers.
My husband and I have together two daughters and four grandchildren. Which all live abroad, to be precise in Lacey (WA-USA) and Davos in Switzerland.
I've always been busy with all kinds of creativity. As a child I drew a lot, later pottery, needle art, tapestries, weaving, batik art, macramé, etc. Painting with oil was my last great hobby.
Around about the year 2000 I started having unexplained physical symptoms as well as insomnia, which was later diagnosed as having PTSD. It turned out that I had repressed a traumatized youth. However, the physical symptoms made that I no longer could be busy with my passions, the real painting, and other activities (f.e. reading books, gardening, travelling), which I was doing without a limit.
What I can stay doing well in limited form, is playing music on my mandolin and my guitar, and also to enjoy/listen my favourite music, which is including the cantatas of J.S. Bach and his sons , f.e. also music from G.F. Handel, G.Ph. Telemann, a.s.o. This is also the kind of music that my husband (on its church organ) and I (on my mandolin) play together.
After being diagnosed with PTSD a lot changed and I was forced to look for alternatives in which I could express myself. That is, that for years I started writing, and poetry, which go quite intense and as a sort of automatic. Unfortunately, my knowledge of the English language is not sufficient enough, so I write in my mother tongue, with sometimes a few exceptions. The thoughts come to my mind right at unexpected moments, and it’s wonderful, to surrendering to your train of thoughts.
In the encounter more and more of impossibilities, in connection with, f.e continuous pains, I learned to shift my gaze. Searching for distractions and alternatives, I learned to focus my happy mind on all the wonderful and admirable little things in the world around me.
My husband since 1968 Karel (kareldg on RR) bought a small pocket camera for me, and taught me to work with Fractal Explorer. Through my little Sony camera I learned to look differently, to see deeper; to see the details, the structure, how refined, and just so unique the small ones are in God's creation.
What is one of my daily tasks is trying to support people who suffer from PTSD, but they suffer more in an emotional way, and I can understand them and listen to their story (digital) they trust me.
Renderosity: What projects are you currently working on?
Dochtersions: Of course I would love to take more concrete technical knowledge to me (to acquire), and follow tutorials, how to work with Ultra Fractal, Mandelbulb, etc.. The capabilities of PSP investigate and experiment with it.
The manual of my current camera (Canon PowerShot SX50HS, and as pocket camera Panasonic DMC-TZ35, since 2020 I use a Canon PowerShot SX70HS). I would like to sift through, and experiment with it. But exactly that kind of things, such as reading comprehension, concentration, makes this especially, by the constant dominating intense facial pain, really impossible.
All in all, I continue to look for improvement, while in the meantime trying to be light-hearted, happy and hopeful, to be open to everything that's coming my way. I enjoy art, stay in the nature, the outer man/woman in me, the love that I've been given, to realize this, and to be thankful for. Wherever I am happy with is that I am able to meet so many lovely people through RR. Unfortunately, only digital, but I'm also grateful.
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Comments (42)
jayfar
A wonderful picture of nature Mies, you have captured it well.
magnus073
Amazing capture Mies, the details here are superb. Amazing how he was able to take on the wasp
carlx
Amazing photography, Mies!!!
Juliette.Gribnau
schitterende opname.. ben ook benieuwd naar die met de wesp tussen z'n pootjes
mininessie
precious flower and stunnng spider! :D
durleybeachbum
Oh dear..I have hardly taken any pics this last 10 days. Superb shot!
Lashia
Holy what an awesomly timed shot! Lots of colour and so clear :-) thanks for sharing!
wotan
Very cool macro riched by color tones!
kbrog
Excellent capture Mies! :)
Feliciti
wonderful flower and color , and is the spider jump ? :)
prutzworks
well spotted
helanker
Gorgeous shot of this little big looking spider :-) I save my shots in Year, Month and day. Easy to find it .... when it is from this year :D
Bossie_Boots
Wow amazing shot love the spider against the lavender flower !!
emmecielle
An exceptional capture, Mies! Wonderful colours and details! :)
flora-crassella
a wonderful spider!!!!!! GREAT photo!!!!!!!!!
Glendaw
Great timing and awesome capture. The details are outstanding. I never have seen this kind of spider. Those flowers are very pretty,lovely color. Sending a big Hi to you and Karel and wishing you both a good day.
mariogiannecchini
Wonderful colours and details in this beautiful photo !
greyone
Wonderful macro shot of this cool looking guy. Gorgeous capture.
SIGMAWORLD
EXCELLENT!
Faemike55
Very wonderful capture, Mies! beautiful spider
Blush
Great image My biopsy went awry..my right lung collapsed among other things hcollalung had to stay shad to stay 2 extra days.... I am so exhausted........just got home 4 hrs ago This is a fav with me Hugs Susan~
mgtcs
Very lovely image my friend, excellent capture, loved the colors, congratulations!
Richardphotos
too many days has went by without my fix for photography.seems like everyday the wind is blowing here.beautiful macro
jocko500
lovely
bobrgallegos
Super Macro!!
fallen21
Fantastic capture.
evinrude
How creepy. Sharp eye!!!
flavia49
wonderful
cannonn
very very fantastic and beautiful and vivivd!!!!
farmerC
Exellent werk.