BIO
Hi there (LOL) this is me Susan This was about 41/2 yrs ago I still look the same only my hair is shorter:) I have been married for 25yrs to Danny and have a son Bruce 31,by my first husband, I am also owned by my wonderful confidante, Winston my darling daschaund and Mere Kitty the new Persian kitten:) I am a Breast Cancer Survivor, was in remission but it has mestastized from my breast to my spine (bone cancer) Can't operate or do a biopsy even due to the location....My Dr told me if they were to go in...and do a biopsy ,they know air would touch it and well that would be all of me.........and I would soon be down for the count...my family Dr said he thought it was just wonferful..
I am currently taking chemo and stay in pain a lot of the time.....please forgive me if I don't answer your ebots right away.......Somedays I stay in bed for 2 to 3 days.....and wake up in the middle of the night crying in pain....I am trying to have a cheerful attitude with this and just thanking God I can wake up every day and try to smile and enjoy life..
I love to garden, read, take pics and play with my daschaund..I also have poems on Allpoetry.com under the name of Blushfulmoon......Would love to get them published someday....If you go visit me please tell me your from Renderosity.....Thank you for all your comments and keep me in your prayers..I need them so bad.....Oh I forgot to mention I am 52 years old....born March 25th 1955 making me an Aries..I am very true to what the astrologers say about the sign..........I make friends easy..sometimes quick tempered but cool off in a manner of minutes.....I can't stand anyone being mad at me........LOL.......I am so thankful for all the friends I have made here on Renderosity.....You are all special in my heart:)
Love all of you all
Hugs n love
Susan aka Blush
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Comments (94)
Faemike55
Very beautiful image and dedication to PJ. I am right behind you with all the good thoughts and prayers I can muster. We're all with you.
mgtcs
WOW..This is a wonderful image my dear Susan, gorgeous B-day gift. My heart goes out to you!
wysiwig
I don't comment very often but I had to on this image. Its a stunning picture, full of light and color. A fabulous gift for PJ. You have such a sweet soul, Susan, and I am so sorry to hear of your latest diagnosis. Hopefully it has been discovered early. I am praying for your victory. Never surrender, never gice up.
barbdennist
I love what you did with this rose - it is beautiful and I'm sure PJ will love it. I'm sorry to hear the biopsy wasn't what we all wanted but I will continue to keep you in my prayers. Sending you much love and big hugs.
evielouise
This is so beautiful nice BD presentation I got you IM last week about this news I just saw on my image you got it so U do know your in my prayers it seems as if I'm hearing all bad news lately but keep on trucking ,like my father use to say until the brakes give in you just don't (I kind of lol when he said that because I never heard it before but he was right : hugs :
MrsLubner
Hon, I love this rose and you must have known that as a former Flowerchild the colors, the possibilities they represent are perfect. Each petal another option; each petal one a different path... it is very symbolic to me and one I hope you can join me in. We'll explore the options and try each path until we drop with laughter and happiness... This is "OUR" rose, Susan. Walk with me and let's find the adventures it holds together. Thank you for this marvelous gift. I do promise to write soon. I am so very tired and I will be out of town this weekend, but I will write soon. You can bet the bank on that. :-)
CaperGirl42
Beautiful work here with the rose hun- I am so sorry the pain that you are going through in your life- I wish to God that they had a Cure for that ugly desease...Susan I want to send you my thoughts and prayers dear friend Sending a bif hug your way Anne xx oo
angelbearzs
very beatiful image nice work:)
Bossie_Boots
Amazing Gift your one brave and wonderful person Susan your an inspiration too us all i hope that its good news from the dr and im preying so hard for you luv ya lou x
vaggabondd
I read what you said you did and I still don't have a clue, but I do know it is beautiful. now Susan my friend I love my own poetry and I think I am an awesome poet but I have read some of your poems and they blow mine away. I think you should share some of your poems with us again :) Please :)
odile
Beautiful picture. You are in our thoughts.
brycek
Beautiful rose and dedication..you are always in my thoughts and prayers!!
STEVIEUKWONDER
What very creative and imaginative work Susan. A lovely birthday surprise. Steve ;)
jayfar
A very beautiful image and dedi Susan. Keep fighting girl.
renecyberdoc
your words cause me pain dear susan.i wish you all the best.cant say more.
mininessie
oh sweetie! you are in my prayers...my heart hurts for you! :( you did a beautiful dedi here dear! big hugs and kisses for you!!
rainbows
This is beautiful sweet Sis, A rainbow rose! Wonderful dedication for PJ. I am sorry you are feeling so bad, darling. All thoughts and prayers are with you. Hugs gentle. Diane. xx
myrrhluz
Very beautiful image and dedication. I am very sorry for the bad results of your biopsy. My thoughts and prayers are with you. After reading Randy's comment, I went back to read some of your poems. You are an excellent writer. They are wonderful. Full of descriptions that paint a scene and rhythms that swirl around the brain in an intoxicating way. I think it would be very good for you to post some poems again or repost some from your gallery. I will be heading back to your earlier work again. All my best to you.
bernieloehn
Very nice picture!
romanceworks
It is a beautiful rainbow rose for PJ. And I am rooting for you, Susan, in my thoughts and prayers. You are a fighter who has won many battles and will win this one, too. CC
Hubert
A beautiful image/concept!!
nefertiabet
Wonderful Roses!!! Not giving up, Susan. I pray that they return for the power is coming. Have a good time, big hugs Elke
flaviok
Sua arte é magnifica, suas poesias excelentes de uma alma sensível e verdadeira, sua coragem é uma lição de vida minha amiga, aplausos mil PS: pensamentos e orações estão acompanhando você em sua luta
eekdog
my gosh Susan, what horrible news. i would also not do anymore biops hon. i hope and pray daily that your conditions get better. this really saddens me to hear. i can only imaginewhat your going through, but hon, you have many out there that love you dearly and have you in thoughts and prayers. your photo is magnificent hon.. lol steve
magnus073
This is such a wonderful dedi Susan, you did a great job as always. Keeping you in my prayers during this time my friend and never give up the fight.
magichild2
Amazing colors and wonderful work
dochtersions
I admire your courage, dear Susan. This picture has become beautiful. Exceptionally beautiful. You're always in my prayers and thoughts. It's so hard for you, sweet girl. God bless, my friend.
capelito
Beautiful and wonderful work.
kgb224
Sorry to hear this news Susan.You are in my thoughts and prayers. Stunning capture and post work. God Bless.
lior
Sublime, really!!!!!!