Fear by SSoffia

Fractal • Abstract • posted on Jul 08, 2011

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Dear friends First of all, I want to thank everyone. For their support and friendship that, years go by and there remains embedded in the heart and soul. I'm living in fear ... I'm trying to get out But fear lacerated my spirit and will ... It's like drug that unintentionally I give it every day, With so much crime, impunity and arrogance. Now you can watch on TV What happens in my country, Mexico. I cry every day. I have no desire for anything. ANGER AND FEAR They've taken over me From my family and friends. Ghost towns. Cities ill. States on the run. Mexico is no longer in Mexico. Never be, MI MEXICO. While some manufacturers to sell weapons. Others are taking drugs and think that doing so They waste their life and also kill many, who, having easy money By popular demand, Mexico is in the midst of this bloody war! Political three levels, Corrupt unhappy! those who sell weapons those who use the drug which the manufactured those who believe God. And do not legalize ... BUT CONSUME and prostitutes ... I'm trying to adapt to living in fear. P.S. THE LOVE AND DO NOT FORGET. For each of you pray to God Take away their pains and diseases of body and soul. Always yours. Cecilia. __________________________ Queridos amigos Antes que nada, quiero dar las gracias a cada uno. Por su apoyo y esa amistad que, pasan los años y ahí sigue incrustada en el corazón y alma. Estoy viviendo con miedo… Estoy tratando de salir, Pero el miedo a lacerado mi espíritu y voluntad… Es como droga que sin quererla, Te la dan día con día, Con tanto crimen, impunidad y soberbia. Ya ustedes, pueden ver por televisión, Lo que pasa en mi país, México. Lloro todos los días. No tengo ganas de nada. LA IRA Y EL MIEDO, Se han apoderado de mí, De mis familiares y amigos. Pueblos fantasmas. Ciudades enfermas. Estados en fuga. México ya no es, México. Nunca volverá a ser, MI MEXICO. Mientras algunos fabrican armamento para vender. Otros están drogándose y no piensan que al hacerlo, Desperdician su vida y además matan a muchos, que, por tener dinero fácil Por la gran demanda, México está en medio de esta maldita guerra! Políticos de los tres niveles , Corruptos infelices! los que venden armas los que consumen la droga los que la fabrican los que se creen DIOS. Y no la legalizan… PERO LA CONSUMEN Y SE PROSTITUYEN… Estoy tratando de adaptarme a vivir con MIEDO. P.S. LOS QUIERO Y NO OLVIDO. Por cada uno de ustedes ruego a Dios , Les quite sus penas y enfermedades del cuerpo y alma. Siempre suya. Cecilia.

Comments (46)

stolta

5:29PM | Fri, 08 July 2011

Great work, God by with you and bless you my friend, big hugs from Iceland!

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goodoleboy

7:11PM | Fri, 08 July 2011

My dear friend, Cecilia: A striking image you have offered. I am so sorry to read of your plight. Living just 130 miles from the Mexican border, I know of the terrible situation in your country, with its killings, drug cartels, poverty and corrupt government. I have you in my heart and do want things to get better for you.

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npauling

7:48PM | Fri, 08 July 2011

I am so pleased to see a posting from you again and things don't sound to be any better in your country. It is a terrible thing with no end in sight. Your image depicts your fear so well but how awful that you have to live always in fear. My thoughts are with you and I hope you will think seriously about leaving while you can at least until this war is over. Hugs.

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FaeMoon

9:15PM | Fri, 08 July 2011

I am so sorry Cecilia! I hope that things calm for your area soon.. I pray for change for your country. I am glad to see you post here, I .. and others have been worried for you, though I know it is hard to post sometimes when things are so turned upside down. I pray every day that things will change!! hugs Delaney

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mgtcs

11:43PM | Fri, 08 July 2011

Minha amiga, fico muito feliz em vê-la postando, a imagem é impecável! Sinto muito pelo que tem passado!

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Mousson

6:04AM | Sat, 09 July 2011

Todo mi cariño está contigo amiga mia ...

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adrie

11:38AM | Sat, 09 July 2011

I'm so sorry to hear about the threat and danger in your country dear Cecillia.....you and yours are in my prayers and i wish that one day it will all be over and all will be good in your country.....hugs Adrie.

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MagikUnicorn

1:23PM | Sat, 09 July 2011

M A R V E L O U S

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emmecielle

4:27PM | Sat, 09 July 2011

Querida Cecilia, siempre trato de no perder nunca la esperanza y la fe para un México libre y feliz! Usted es siempre en mi corazón y en mis pensamientos! ¡Te quiero!

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myrrhluz

10:35PM | Sat, 09 July 2011

It was wonderful to get your comment and to see that you had posted again. I have been wondering how you were. I am very sorry to hear that you have had no improvement and still live in constant fear. Living in southern Texas, I hear many news stories on Mexico. I heard two stories on our local public radio station last week, one about Mexico and the other touching on it. The first was about the conditions of migrants who try to cross Mexico to go to the US. It was very disturbing about how the drug cartels preyed on them,enriched themselves on their misery, and killed them if they had no money. The other story was about the archaeological treasure trove that exist along the Rio Grande. They weren't talking about violence, but about some of the oldest religious artwork in North America. But when the interviewer asked if all the artwork had been discovered, the archaeologist said that all had been found on the north side of the river but... "On the south side of the river in Mexico, yes, there's hundreds of sites that haven't been recorded over there." ... "Research now has come to a complete halt. Nobody is brave enough or foolish enough to go over there. So there is no work going on at all in the north of Mexico." When I hear these stories, I think of you and of all your countrymen going through such misery. I think that we are but one people linked as well as separated by the Rio Grande. I wish that there was something I could do to help. I wish that my country did not bear the burden of guilt for actions that contribute to the misery, and the power of the drug cartels. I wish that you were safe and free from fear. My thoughts go out to you. Your images and words speak out powerfully and eloquently. All my best to you and a hope for an end to the suffering of your country.

KenyaRose

12:20AM | Sun, 10 July 2011

Cecilia, What do you need for you and your loved ones to leave to safety ?

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SSoffia

5:27AM | Sun, 10 July 2011

@ Dear KenyaRose YOU ASKED ME WHAT DOES IT NEED TO FOR MY SAFETY You ask me why, And I would say one of many reasons I do not go to another country? quite easy, want to do it. and many more you know, you need to apply and accept you ... this is a denial for my age, this is a denial, being of Mexico ... if I could leave this useless war, the drug cartels ... and could get started again, I would. but unfortunately, you know well that in every country, there is always citizens who do worse in another country ... and other citizens correct and honest, with education and ethics, Banned being paid by the other, which have done much harm and abused. so I could not go to Canada, when I was ONE STEP OUT ... Canada, we imposed a visa ... Rightly sadly ... Kenya never know when life will close all the doors. It's not just Canada, you know it is E.E.U.U. Spain, Peru and other countries ... I need to leave this beautiful place was Mexico? is that, and for that at my age, would have to be a miracle to get out ... besides financially, you need to be very good, not to be a burden. In another country ... are very obvious reasons. which many of us can not get out of this war in blood, Kenya. We are not to dream, a green card ... as in romantic films of the 1970's and 80 ... This is one of many reasons ... I could never go without papers! I have a passport I have visa but as the crisis in almost all countries I have not unconsciousness, of living in fear be deported and lose what little or much I have ... A miracle and many prayers dear friend ... __ Tu me preguntas que necesito ? Usted me pregunta por qué, Y yo diría que una de las muchas razones por que,no me voy a otro pais? es muy facil,desear hacerlo. mas tu y muchos sabemos,que se necesita aplicar y te acepten ... es esto una negacion para mi edad, es esto una negacion ,por ser de Mexico... si ,pudiera irme de esta guerra inutil,de carteles de la droga... y pudiera empesar otra vez,lo haria. pero desgraciadamente, tu sabes bien que en todo pais,hay siempre , ciudadanos que hacen lo peor,en otro pais... y otros ciudadanos correctos y honestos,con educacion y etica, pagamos el ser rechasados,por los otros,que han hecho mucho mal y abusado. por ello no pude irme a Canada,CUANDO ESTABA YO A UN PASO DE SALIR... Canada , nos impuso una visa... Con justa razon, con tristeza ... nunca sabes Kenya cuando la vida te cierra ,todas las puertas. No es solo Canada, tu lo sabes, es E.E.U.U. España,Peru y otros paises... que necesito para irme de este lugar tan hermoso que fue Mexico? es eso, y para ello a mi edad ,tendria que ser un milagro para poder salir ... ademas economicamente,necesitas estar muy bien , para no ser una carga mas. En otro pais... son motivos muy obvios. los cuales muchos de nosotros, no podemos salir de esta guerra de sangre,Kenya. Ya no estamos para soñar ,en una tarjeta verde...como en las peliculas romanticas de los años 1970's y 80 ... Esto es uno de tantos motivos... No podria irme jamas ,sin papeles ! tengo pasaporte tengo visa mas como esta la crisis en casi todos los paises no tengo la inconciencia,de estar viviendo con el miedo de ser deportada y perder lo poco o mucho que tengo... Un milagro y muchas oraciones querida amiga...

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flora-crassella

7:50AM | Sun, 10 July 2011

fantastic!!!!!! I feel with you......

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MarciaGomes

11:36AM | Sun, 10 July 2011

QUE SURPRESA MARAVILHOSA QUERIDA CECILIA DE VER VOCÊ POSTAR NOVAMENTE ,SENTI SUA FALTA E ESTAVA PREOCUPADA COM VOCÊ, É TRISTE O QUE ACONTECE EM TODOS OS LUGARES ESTAS PESSOAS QUE USAM DROGAS E MATAM AS PESSOAS,PENSO QUE COM AJUDA DE DEUS TUDO VAI FICAR BEM. MAGNÍFICO FRACTAL.+++++++++++5 VOCÊ E TODOS SEUS AMIGO E FAMILIARES ESTÃO EM MINHA ORAÇÕES.

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