Dochtersions: Hello everybody! Under the name "dochtersions" I started, at the suggestion of my dear husband, in sharing my photos, fractals, and also some paintings, and other 2D art here at Renderosity. That was in January of 2010. I still use my two owls as avatar, which is a reduced image of one of my oil paintings.
The name "dochtersions" came into my head as only one, when I was looking for a name for my blog that I started in 2007.
This name is not that strange, as I know that God is my real father and mother at the same time, and I know that God loves me more and deeper than a man can aware of (or at least I think this way)
I live in the South of The Netherlands together with my retired husband. I've had various occupations. In my last job, I was working as an assistant to a paediatrician and a rehabilitation specialist. When I had children, I graduated "health awareness", and gave lectures on various topics, plus vegetarian cooking classes to teenagers.
My husband and I have together two daughters and four grandchildren. Which all live abroad, to be precise in Lacey (WA-USA) and Davos in Switzerland.
I've always been busy with all kinds of creativity. As a child I drew a lot, later pottery, needle art, tapestries, weaving, batik art, macramé, etc. Painting with oil was my last great hobby.
Around about the year 2000 I started having unexplained physical symptoms as well as insomnia, which was later diagnosed as having PTSD. It turned out that I had repressed a traumatized youth. However, the physical symptoms made that I no longer could be busy with my passions, the real painting, and other activities (f.e. reading books, gardening, travelling), which I was doing without a limit.
What I can stay doing well in limited form, is playing music on my mandolin and my guitar, and also to enjoy/listen my favourite music, which is including the cantatas of J.S. Bach and his sons , f.e. also music from G.F. Handel, G.Ph. Telemann, a.s.o. This is also the kind of music that my husband (on its church organ) and I (on my mandolin) play together.
After being diagnosed with PTSD a lot changed and I was forced to look for alternatives in which I could express myself. That is, that for years I started writing, and poetry, which go quite intense and as a sort of automatic. Unfortunately, my knowledge of the English language is not sufficient enough, so I write in my mother tongue, with sometimes a few exceptions. The thoughts come to my mind right at unexpected moments, and it’s wonderful, to surrendering to your train of thoughts.
In the encounter more and more of impossibilities, in connection with, f.e continuous pains, I learned to shift my gaze. Searching for distractions and alternatives, I learned to focus my happy mind on all the wonderful and admirable little things in the world around me.
My husband since 1968 Karel (kareldg on RR) bought a small pocket camera for me, and taught me to work with Fractal Explorer. Through my little Sony camera I learned to look differently, to see deeper; to see the details, the structure, how refined, and just so unique the small ones are in God's creation.
What is one of my daily tasks is trying to support people who suffer from PTSD, but they suffer more in an emotional way, and I can understand them and listen to their story (digital) they trust me.
Renderosity: What projects are you currently working on?
Dochtersions: Of course I would love to take more concrete technical knowledge to me (to acquire), and follow tutorials, how to work with Ultra Fractal, Mandelbulb, etc.. The capabilities of PSP investigate and experiment with it.
The manual of my current camera (Canon PowerShot SX50HS, and as pocket camera Panasonic DMC-TZ35, since 2020 I use a Canon PowerShot SX70HS). I would like to sift through, and experiment with it. But exactly that kind of things, such as reading comprehension, concentration, makes this especially, by the constant dominating intense facial pain, really impossible.
All in all, I continue to look for improvement, while in the meantime trying to be light-hearted, happy and hopeful, to be open to everything that's coming my way. I enjoy art, stay in the nature, the outer man/woman in me, the love that I've been given, to realize this, and to be thankful for. Wherever I am happy with is that I am able to meet so many lovely people through RR. Unfortunately, only digital, but I'm also grateful.
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Comments (38)
jayfar
These are beauties Mies but I have never seen them like this before.
durleybeachbum
What fun! Obe of my Rhodos is called 'Temple Bells'. I shall try and catch it doing this!
Faemike55
Very beautiful flowers Great capture
barbdennist
I love the colors of the orange and green in this. I find it interesting how these flowers are hanging on by a "thread"...don't know what that part of the flower is called.
magnus073
What an amazing looking image, you did a great job as always and I loved the title you chose Mies.
greyone
This is something I have never seen before. Very beautiful capture and fun little poem. I hope you and Karel are having a wonderful weekend.
gaius
This is superb, vibrant colours, nice compo.
Juliette.Gribnau
mooie opname !!
Jean_C
Superb flowers and composition, Mies!
kbrog
Excellent POV and capture of these beautiful flowers! :)
carlx
Wonderful flowers and light!!!
Richardphotos
beautiful flowers and capture.please send the rain my way.we are already into another drought, like we ever got out
flavia49
beautiful
emmecielle
Fantastic image! Great colours and lighting! :)
sandra46
excellent composition!
mgtcs
Spectacular lighting my friend, marvelous flowers dear Mies, superb photo!
netot
Vibrant colors in this great capture! Is raining here too.
npauling
You have caught these two just before they drop which is very clever of you and you would almost think you have found a different speciman. They are a gorgeous colour and would make a great splash in your garden. Well spotted and photographed.
auntietk
How pretty! It's my favorite color, and this is a delightful shot!
jocko500
so lovely color
lyron
Very nice capture!!
alida
wonderful flowers
rainbows
Beautiful catch, Mies. A very fine shot. Hugs for all day. Di. xx
Feliciti
hier blühen sie auch alle :) wonderful this color too !!
mariogiannecchini
Fantastic image! Great colours and lighting , dear Mies !
helanker
What a lovely shot of this one dropping the blooms. SO well seen and captured, Jacomina :-))) Gorgeous colors it has too.
anianiani
This is beautiful..U r lucky to having a wonderful natural garden ..Thanks.
bobrgallegos
Very beautiful Mies!
thecytron
Xcellent photo composition!
clbsmiley
Looks like flower lights!!!