Dochtersions: Hello everybody! Under the name "dochtersions" I started, at the suggestion of my dear husband, in sharing my photos, fractals, and also some paintings, and other 2D art here at Renderosity. That was in January of 2010. I still use my two owls as avatar, which is a reduced image of one of my oil paintings.
The name "dochtersions" came into my head as only one, when I was looking for a name for my blog that I started in 2007.
This name is not that strange, as I know that God is my real father and mother at the same time, and I know that God loves me more and deeper than a man can aware of (or at least I think this way)
I live in the South of The Netherlands together with my retired husband. I've had various occupations. In my last job, I was working as an assistant to a paediatrician and a rehabilitation specialist. When I had children, I graduated "health awareness", and gave lectures on various topics, plus vegetarian cooking classes to teenagers.
My husband and I have together two daughters and four grandchildren. Which all live abroad, to be precise in Lacey (WA-USA) and Davos in Switzerland.
I've always been busy with all kinds of creativity. As a child I drew a lot, later pottery, needle art, tapestries, weaving, batik art, macramé, etc. Painting with oil was my last great hobby.
Around about the year 2000 I started having unexplained physical symptoms as well as insomnia, which was later diagnosed as having PTSD. It turned out that I had repressed a traumatized youth. However, the physical symptoms made that I no longer could be busy with my passions, the real painting, and other activities (f.e. reading books, gardening, travelling), which I was doing without a limit.
What I can stay doing well in limited form, is playing music on my mandolin and my guitar, and also to enjoy/listen my favourite music, which is including the cantatas of J.S. Bach and his sons , f.e. also music from G.F. Handel, G.Ph. Telemann, a.s.o. This is also the kind of music that my husband (on its church organ) and I (on my mandolin) play together.
After being diagnosed with PTSD a lot changed and I was forced to look for alternatives in which I could express myself. That is, that for years I started writing, and poetry, which go quite intense and as a sort of automatic. Unfortunately, my knowledge of the English language is not sufficient enough, so I write in my mother tongue, with sometimes a few exceptions. The thoughts come to my mind right at unexpected moments, and it’s wonderful, to surrendering to your train of thoughts.
In the encounter more and more of impossibilities, in connection with, f.e continuous pains, I learned to shift my gaze. Searching for distractions and alternatives, I learned to focus my happy mind on all the wonderful and admirable little things in the world around me.
My husband since 1968 Karel (kareldg on RR) bought a small pocket camera for me, and taught me to work with Fractal Explorer. Through my little Sony camera I learned to look differently, to see deeper; to see the details, the structure, how refined, and just so unique the small ones are in God's creation.
What is one of my daily tasks is trying to support people who suffer from PTSD, but they suffer more in an emotional way, and I can understand them and listen to their story (digital) they trust me.
Renderosity: What projects are you currently working on?
Dochtersions: Of course I would love to take more concrete technical knowledge to me (to acquire), and follow tutorials, how to work with Ultra Fractal, Mandelbulb, etc.. The capabilities of PSP investigate and experiment with it.
The manual of my current camera (Canon PowerShot SX50HS, and as pocket camera Panasonic DMC-TZ35, since 2020 I use a Canon PowerShot SX70HS). I would like to sift through, and experiment with it. But exactly that kind of things, such as reading comprehension, concentration, makes this especially, by the constant dominating intense facial pain, really impossible.
All in all, I continue to look for improvement, while in the meantime trying to be light-hearted, happy and hopeful, to be open to everything that's coming my way. I enjoy art, stay in the nature, the outer man/woman in me, the love that I've been given, to realize this, and to be thankful for. Wherever I am happy with is that I am able to meet so many lovely people through RR. Unfortunately, only digital, but I'm also grateful.
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Comments (47)
alida
very nice fractal
npauling
A great fractal to suit your mood. I do hope your body gets used to those new drugs and the side effects disappear. Take care.
rachris480907
Well, your "menacing" has a very pleasant atmosphere about it! Excellent render! Sure sorry to hear that you're going through so much pain and discomfort, Mies. Keeping you and your family in prayer. ~Robert
fractalartist01
Dark and Lovely!
fallen21
Wonderful fractal image.
adrie
Gorgeous fractal artwork Mies, love it. Ik hoop dat je je gauw wat beter gaat voelen Mies, en dat de medicijnen aanslaan. Ik weet wat je doormaakt en dat is absoluut niet leuk....Zoals je weet zit ik momenteel ook in een diepe put. Maar we komen er wel uit.....ik zal aan je denken....groetjes Adrie.
0rest4wicked
Great image, thought of a dragon myself! Living in pain is hard in many ways and can be so hard on ones sleeping habits too!
Hendesse
A very expressive fractal. It is unfortunate that drugs that should help always have such side effects. I wish you that you feel better again soon.
Glendaw
Great job Mies,he looks rather cycical. Awesome big eyes. Sure hope the side effects of the new meds have subsided.
anianiani
Really blessed to see ur Art works...Thanks a lot.Mies.
flexor
A dramatic fractal, scarey!! I like it very much.
danapommet
I see both bats and this looks like some of the cave painting from the days of cavemen. Please take care of yourself first and I bet that Karel loves you very much!
X-PaX
Very nice work Jacomina. I like the postwork also very much. Well done.
clbsmiley
Evil pain.
mgtcs
Splendid abstract dear Mies, loved the colors, dramatic abstract my friend, very well done!
emmecielle
Also I'm taking medication for osteoporosis... Perhaps that's why I always feel tired and suffer from insomnia more than it should? Fantastic work, Jacomina!
mountmous
Ook al zo'n indrukwekkend stukje werk. Hopelijk zijn de bij-effecten tijdelijk... Sterkte!