Dochtersions: Hello everybody! Under the name "dochtersions" I started, at the suggestion of my dear husband, in sharing my photos, fractals, and also some paintings, and other 2D art here at Renderosity. That was in January of 2010. I still use my two owls as avatar, which is a reduced image of one of my oil paintings.
The name "dochtersions" came into my head as only one, when I was looking for a name for my blog that I started in 2007.
This name is not that strange, as I know that God is my real father and mother at the same time, and I know that God loves me more and deeper than a man can aware of (or at least I think this way)
I live in the South of The Netherlands together with my retired husband. I've had various occupations. In my last job, I was working as an assistant to a paediatrician and a rehabilitation specialist. When I had children, I graduated "health awareness", and gave lectures on various topics, plus vegetarian cooking classes to teenagers.
My husband and I have together two daughters and four grandchildren. Which all live abroad, to be precise in Lacey (WA-USA) and Davos in Switzerland.
I've always been busy with all kinds of creativity. As a child I drew a lot, later pottery, needle art, tapestries, weaving, batik art, macramé, etc. Painting with oil was my last great hobby.
Around about the year 2000 I started having unexplained physical symptoms as well as insomnia, which was later diagnosed as having PTSD. It turned out that I had repressed a traumatized youth. However, the physical symptoms made that I no longer could be busy with my passions, the real painting, and other activities (f.e. reading books, gardening, travelling), which I was doing without a limit.
What I can stay doing well in limited form, is playing music on my mandolin and my guitar, and also to enjoy/listen my favourite music, which is including the cantatas of J.S. Bach and his sons , f.e. also music from G.F. Handel, G.Ph. Telemann, a.s.o. This is also the kind of music that my husband (on its church organ) and I (on my mandolin) play together.
After being diagnosed with PTSD a lot changed and I was forced to look for alternatives in which I could express myself. That is, that for years I started writing, and poetry, which go quite intense and as a sort of automatic. Unfortunately, my knowledge of the English language is not sufficient enough, so I write in my mother tongue, with sometimes a few exceptions. The thoughts come to my mind right at unexpected moments, and it’s wonderful, to surrendering to your train of thoughts.
In the encounter more and more of impossibilities, in connection with, f.e continuous pains, I learned to shift my gaze. Searching for distractions and alternatives, I learned to focus my happy mind on all the wonderful and admirable little things in the world around me.
My husband since 1968 Karel (kareldg on RR) bought a small pocket camera for me, and taught me to work with Fractal Explorer. Through my little Sony camera I learned to look differently, to see deeper; to see the details, the structure, how refined, and just so unique the small ones are in God's creation.
What is one of my daily tasks is trying to support people who suffer from PTSD, but they suffer more in an emotional way, and I can understand them and listen to their story (digital) they trust me.
Renderosity: What projects are you currently working on?
Dochtersions: Of course I would love to take more concrete technical knowledge to me (to acquire), and follow tutorials, how to work with Ultra Fractal, Mandelbulb, etc.. The capabilities of PSP investigate and experiment with it.
The manual of my current camera (Canon PowerShot SX50HS, and as pocket camera Panasonic DMC-TZ35, since 2020 I use a Canon PowerShot SX70HS). I would like to sift through, and experiment with it. But exactly that kind of things, such as reading comprehension, concentration, makes this especially, by the constant dominating intense facial pain, really impossible.
All in all, I continue to look for improvement, while in the meantime trying to be light-hearted, happy and hopeful, to be open to everything that's coming my way. I enjoy art, stay in the nature, the outer man/woman in me, the love that I've been given, to realize this, and to be thankful for. Wherever I am happy with is that I am able to meet so many lovely people through RR. Unfortunately, only digital, but I'm also grateful.
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Comments (34)
durleybeachbum
I remember that song so well. A most beautiful image, with delicate whispy colours.
clbsmiley
Very dynamic and lovely! :)
carlx
Very beautiful colors, composition and movement, Mies!!!
Jean_C
Excellent fractal work as usual, superb colors, elegant image!
kepp
excellent image Mies colours are superb
barbdennist
The flowing movement in this, combined with the colors, makes for a very beautiful image. Thank you for the link to the song.
claude19
Dear Mies If flowers today Are so rare, After a strong breeze, Why do not you think They have crept Nore the depths of soul! splendid illustration !
magnus073
Sensational work on this beautiful and expressive image Mies.
blondeblurr
This could be me first thing in the morning - when looking into the mirror: 'bad hair-day' with the purple/blue rinse !!! LOL but what a super fractal Jacominchen, take care, Gitti or BB
Faemike55
Very lovely image and the song is so beautiful I heard it first sung by Peter, Paul & Mary, then the Kingston Trio
jayfar
'Long time passing'! Super fractal Jacomina.
lyron
Amazing image. Great work!!
kbrog
This is a really beautiful fractal design, superb work! :)
alanwilliams
beautiful design
sandra46
VERY COOL WORK
flavia49
amazing work
mgtcs
This is really a fantastic design and color palette my friend, great style as usual Mies, loved it!
bluart
pleasent image, nice flow and colors
netot
Beautiful image and beautiful song!
peedy
Beautiful, Mies. Gorgeous colors! Corrie
ia-du-lin
wonderful design and colors, great work
Dreamingbee
yeah mies - i also sang this song much (as i was much younger ;) and played guitar to .. remember..... wonderful work !
farmerC
Exellente creatie en kleuren.
vxbob
Nicely done, interesting composition and great coloring
Badsue
Another beautiful work Mies, kudos!
anianiani
Great Mies..Thanks.
emmecielle
A fantastic work and a splendid song! :)
cricke49
outstanding apo render mies, love the design and coloring! that's one of my favorite songs growing up, in some viet nam movies they have louis armstrongs' song a playin' but in my head as bullets were flying and bombs were bursting, that song was in my head!:(*5
jocko500
wonderful
mariogiannecchini
Excellent image , dear Mies ! Beautiful work and colors !