As some of you know already I am mentally ill, so sometimes I say things that may hurt other people. I remain over 2000 behind. I was made aware today that I had hurt a dear friend so much they removed there render. This result is just not acceptable to me. I try but it is not good enough, so sadly I am leaving this site forever. I have already turned all my favs off so I will not be aware of your up loads any more. I will however slowly whittle down those 2000 plus emails. Once I do that I will shut down my gallery after I get all the renders as I lost many of them when my hard drive broke. I was surprised at how many friends have left the site. I will still be posting to Fantasy Attic, DreamSlayers Artworks,Shifters, and likely over at RDNA and Diviant Art, I want to thank: Note I could not nae everyone as rendo has limit. Flaviok STEVIEUKWONDER...has a style that is all his own. I liked it. RNKarenER...had cancer too, so we were soul mates Shadownwet..I think my very first friend here,. I will dearly miss him. Antonio57 Bossie_Boots Syltermermaid Trancesl 1010 Magick_Lady...an early friend here Mondwin Mikeerson...see I spelled it right zil2008 Fidelity2 lunchlady..a sweet angel of rendo crad debbielove.. my teacher on airplanes densa Steff_7 was one of my closest buddies and played art story war, but he is gone now. mgtcs calum5 SaintFox...big big hug Virtual_World...another big hug rikomortis...a funny guy elianeck tennesseecowgirl....such a sweet lady photogmark....wish I had his talent and job. J5ive....thanks for the goodies pixeluna....such an angel and what a talent vyktorhria also and angel and great talent three_grrr...looked forward to the comments Trifid—just so kind and she liked my music too. Rainastorm....love her to death RodS...makes me laugh when I am down munich68 Nonsolum....my newest friend addy adrie AidanaWillowRaven akulla Alex_Antonov angelafair Artemis aureagle...loved the Johnny Depp avatar bakapo...very sweet Blackhearted Buffalo1 crender Crudelitas...another one where I loved the avatar Darkwish DaewinsMishap...wish I had his talent doarte...always had a different take on things drifterlee..very nice e-brink eekdog...wish I had his talent efon_241 Eldeago ellin14oaks...I wonder how her cancer turned out elianeck...if I had the money might switch to DAZ based on her renders fabiana..an angel of rendo, so sweet and talented Faemike55...nice guy Fallen21 Godin..another angel of rendo and oodles of talent. GOLDILOCHSUK Jean_C Jollyself... talented and a Chicago Bears fan KnightWolverine....talent with a heart of gold leoshades...he was keen lwperkins...loved her art and she gave me some help. Lyne an angel and soul mate Madbat magnus073 another heart of gold MarciaGomes...sweet Marci MarWeiss6 mauk mistressotdark MSTene NekhbetSun...I wonder what happened to her. Nitegrafix ragouc renecyberdoc...all around nice guy who must spend his entire day here. RGUS...my idol Rhanagaz....fuuny guy Robert0921....made Mondays fun schonee...another angel here and such a talent scifibabe....got to love someone with that handle scooby37....one of the nicest people I have ever met her. He is also a rae talent. Seaview123....had some fun site mails with him, and I salute his service. SIGMAWORLD Soulpainter...great name Star4mation starlightpaint...gone now but my idol when I first got here Structure tanburro....fantasy artist extraordinaire. Tavia3D thecytron Thetis Tholian...must have liked Star Trek UteBigSmile...I suspect she is to good for Rene' webdance.....danced into my life ZigZag321 zil2008- always a kind word. I wish she would have