~~Belated Happy New Year~~ by Blush
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So sorry to be getting out this a little bit late...but I guess late beats better than nothing at all...............
I hope each and everyone of you all had a Merry Christmas...Mine was good..........friends and family dropped by.......got lots of goodies.....and nice gifts as well............
Had my Pet Scan done Dec19th....They always take your sugar count before the test and mine had dropped down to 50...made me drink a tube of sugary stuff and it wasn't too bad.........by the time of the test they re took it and it was up to 125...they all most called it off and begged me to go to ER and get on the pain pump and get fluids as I had been sick the week before...They said I was probably dehydrated........and they told the chemo nurses...and I told them I was going home and if I got sick would come back to ER that night.........so far so good..Bruce my son is a borderline diabetic and he has been checking it for me.........been in 125 to 135 so that is passable.....
Went to Dr today for regular check up and med refills and I knew he would have the Pet Scan results...he walked in the door and said "Susan the news isn't good.........you have a new spot in the center of your chest.....it is really lit up by that comment I have no idea....and also one on your right side of your rib cage"...I lost it in his office cried like a baby...He said I would have to talk to my Oncologist the 23rd when I saw him for my check up...I don't think I am strong enough to take chemo............if I I just have a gut feeling I wouldn't last long if I took the chemo...........but maybe there can be an alternative,so need less to say the test was done Dec 19th so 2012 was not a good year for us....death wise with family and friends...and now my health.....I have been sleeping a lot during the day and told this to my Dr...he said if I needed to sleep go ahead and sleep........so I do.......I really take advantage of it too...
I am just wondering if they are still going to try and treat the new nodules with another cancer pill, and if they want to find out if its cancer they will have to do a biopsy and last time I liked not to have pulled out of it..this time I will be an inpatient and anesthesia no outpatient for me again...........not after the last fiasco..
On the bright side.........I am going to get a different car........yeah....I hate to see the Clamplettmobile gone but need a new car...the same guy that sold me Clamplettmobile is selling me this one ...he wants $700 dollars...and my car to boot...and mine was ready to go to by by car heaven soon............I had 400 left from check..and one of Danny's buddies is loaning me $300 dollars to make up the difference...I busted out in a cry.............need to go Sun and withdraw 300 from my savings...this will leave me $25 dollars to get by on for the month...........so surely the church I go too will help loan me money for food.....it's a 96 Maroon Chevy Lumina....looks like hail dents on the drivers side..........and Bruce test drove ir today............said it drives like a dream...so will be really happy to get a car with a window and a heater..........so that is my news for now..just wanted to wait and post something when I knew the outcome...............will post again the 23rd when I see the Oncologist if I can find something worthy to upload........
Ass usual all work done in PSP 9....had this one saved in Photobucket...........forget what all I did do for the image so please forgive me...been rather an upsetting day..........except getting the $300 to help go toward getting the car Monday
I added borders.......and text.......and just digifiddled around...
Any comment is most appreciated.....and to those of you who favorite this thank you as welll
Let's hope 2013 will be a better year for all of us than 2012 was...and forgive me for rambling and writing a novel LOL.......
Again thanks to you all'
Love n hugs
Your sis
Susan~
Comments (60)
kgb224
I trust this will be a better year for you Susan. Happy new year. Superb post work done by you. God Bless.
ragouc
Happy New Year.
mininessie
i wish you can find a good treatment ...you are in my prayers sweetie!!!
rainbows
I so hope it is a better year for you, darling. Always near my heart and in my prayers. Wonderful work sweet sis. Gentle hugs. Di. xx
dragonmuse
Really lovely card. I am so sorry you are going through so much. My thoughts are with you. {{{hugs}}}
art-digital
Happy New Year
STEVIEUKWONDER
Oh, you must be really pleased about the new car Susan! You'll have to take a piccie and share it with us! Happy New Year! Sincerely hoping your health and pain stay manageable. Steve ;)
jayfar
I don't envy you your suffering Susan but I do admire your courage in talking about it. I do wish you well and you are in my thoughts.
angelbearzs
hapy newyear and i wish you will in new year big hugz angelgirl in my thought
efron_241
happy belated to you too
renecyberdoc
good luck in all you do susan.
dakotabluemoon
Beautiful work hon.
jendellas
HAPPY NEW YEAR Susan, I really hope it is a good one for you after last year. Hope your car runs smooth & you enjoy it. Please take care, positive thoughts & love coming your way. xxx
adrie
Dear Susan, i wish you all a wonderful 2013, my thoughts and prayers are with you my dear friend......hugs Adrie.
sharky_
Wishing and praying for a better health year. Happy New Year... Aloha
drifterlee
Happy New Years, Susan!
barryjeffer
Life can suck at times, eh? You've certainly had your share of nasty Susan... but there is always the sunshine even in the darkest days, or so I've heard. You seem like a very strong person, don't let it beat you down, chin up and survive my friend. I find it's the small pleasures in life that are the most precious and I'll bet you do too. Happiest of New Years to you and your family.
eekdog
omg susan hon, i hope things work out with the meds my friend. your card is so pretty hon, and i have you in prayer, matter of fact just said one dear sis..
UteBigSmile
No good news too - Wish you all the best dear sis, my thoughts are with you!
Richardphotos
very beautiful greeting card Susan
magichild2
A truly lovely card. Hope your holidays were beautiful as well. Happy New Year!
goldie
hi there girl :) lovely card you've created here--really do like those bright cheery colors. sorry to hear that some new "spots" have appeared and do hope you can get a treatment that's kind on you but kills those buggers! hope 2013 is a good year for you--2012 wasn't kind to you--finding that "new" car certainly is a positive indication that it will be a better year than 2012--hope it serves you well for many years. you're in my thoughts and prayers, susan...eat your veggies and get plenty of rest too ;)
Kindredsoul
happy new year to you hope this year things will turn out better...
KnightWolverine
Happy Belated New Years to You!
TheOwl68
I love this card, dear Susan, the colors are some of my very favorites~ I hope 2013 will bring all things good and that your docs will provide you with all the very best advice and treatments possible so you can feel better soon. Keep strong, my friend {{hugs}} So happy to hear of your new car, please take a picture and share if you can =D I will keep you in my thoughts & send you good vibes~
DennisReed
Happy New Year to you as well Susan!
nefertiabet
I so hope it is a better year for you my friend!!! Lovely image, thank you for the wishes, hugs Elke
magnus073
Susan, I am so sorry to hear about the news you shared with us today. I'll continue to keep you in my prayers, and pray God can keep you from suffering and help guide the doctors on finding a way to treat you. Love the new image you created, and good news about the car.
Sunflowers159
Lovely card. I hope this year will be better for you and your family and I hope they finally get the cancer licked hugs. Good news about your car at least :).
Faemike55
Very beautiful image Susan I hope and pray that 2013 will be a great year for you. My thoughts and prayers are with you always. you got to take a photo of your new machine when you get it...