Belated Happy New Year by Blush

Holiday • Atmosphere/Mood • posted on Jan 05, 2013

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So sorry to be getting out this a little bit late...but I guess late beats better than nothing at all............... I hope each and everyone of you all had a Merry Christmas...Mine was good..........friends and family dropped by.......got lots of goodies.....and nice gifts as well............ Had my Pet Scan done Dec19th....They always take your sugar count before the test and mine had dropped down to 50...made me drink a tube of sugary stuff and it wasn't too bad.........by the time of the test they re took it and it was up to 125...they all most called it off and begged me to go to ER and get on the pain pump and get fluids as I had been sick the week before...They said I was probably dehydrated........and they told the chemo nurses...and I told them I was going home and if I got sick would come back to ER that night.........so far so good..Bruce my son is a borderline diabetic and he has been checking it for me.........been in 125 to 135 so that is passable..... Went to Dr today for regular check up and med refills and I knew he would have the Pet Scan results...he walked in the door and said "Susan the news isn't good.........you have a new spot in the center of your chest.....it is really lit up by that comment I have no idea....and also one on your right side of your rib cage"...I lost it in his office cried like a baby...He said I would have to talk to my Oncologist the 23rd when I saw him for my check up...I don't think I am strong enough to take chemo............if I I just have a gut feeling I wouldn't last long if I took the chemo...........but maybe there can be an alternative,so need less to say the test was done Dec 19th so 2012 was not a good year for us....death wise with family and friends...and now my health.....I have been sleeping a lot during the day and told this to my Dr...he said if I needed to sleep go ahead and sleep........so I do.......I really take advantage of it too... I am just wondering if they are still going to try and treat the new nodules with another cancer pill, and if they want to find out if its cancer they will have to do a biopsy and last time I liked not to have pulled out of it..this time I will be an inpatient and anesthesia no outpatient for me again...........not after the last fiasco.. On the bright side.........I am going to get a different car........yeah....I hate to see the Clamplettmobile gone but need a new car...the same guy that sold me Clamplettmobile is selling me this one ...he wants $700 dollars...and my car to boot...and mine was ready to go to by by car heaven soon............I had 400 left from check..and one of Danny's buddies is loaning me $300 dollars to make up the difference...I busted out in a cry.............need to go Sun and withdraw 300 from my savings...this will leave me $25 dollars to get by on for the month...........so surely the church I go too will help loan me money for food.....it's a 96 Maroon Chevy Lumina....looks like hail dents on the drivers side..........and Bruce test drove ir today............said it drives like a dream...so will be really happy to get a car with a window and a heater..........so that is my news for now..just wanted to wait and post something when I knew the outcome...............will post again the 23rd when I see the Oncologist if I can find something worthy to upload........ Ass usual all work done in PSP 9....had this one saved in Photobucket...........forget what all I did do for the image so please forgive me...been rather an upsetting day..........except getting the $300 to help go toward getting the car Monday I added borders.......and text.......and just digifiddled around... Any comment is most appreciated.....and to those of you who favorite this thank you as welll Let's hope 2013 will be a better year for all of us than 2012 was...and forgive me for rambling and writing a novel LOL....... Again thanks to you all' Love n hugs Your sis Susan~

Comments (60)

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4udreamcatcher

11:43AM | Sat, 05 January 2013

Beautiful greeting Susan. I am keeping you in my prayers, always and wish for you that 2013 will be a much better year for you and bring you nothing but the very best my friend xxx

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romanceworks

11:49AM | Sat, 05 January 2013

A very lovely card, Susan. I do wish you a much better year in 2013. CC

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pennykay

1:24PM | Sat, 05 January 2013

Happy New Year to you as well Sis! I was just thinking about you the other day. You continue to be in my prayers hon.May the Lord guide you and care for you and Bruce's needs. Love you hon!!

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fransjorgen

1:32PM | Sat, 05 January 2013

Thanks Susan for your card. I have read your "novel" : this was heartbreaking. I only can agree Steve ( Stevieukwonder) and hope your pain will be as manageable as possible. Of course you stay in my prayers. Keep strong dear Susan an much pleasure with the car. Frans

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GOLDILOCKSUK

2:00PM | Sat, 05 January 2013

I wish that doctor would give you some good news just for once I am sorry Susan, It's a lovely card :) Cathy xoxoxox

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evielouise

2:25PM | Sat, 05 January 2013

Really beautiful card ,we just got home last night from Vegas I did start off the NY right won some lost some,but just before leaving won over $1,000 and boy can we use it we have a fence to put up and some wiring done in the house: not so good was that I got food posing and was sick like a dog but feeling better today sipping on 7up: I sure wish you all the best in 2013 and pray that's not what they found I have never known in all my nursing years for someone to have so much chemo and still be around to talk about it,that's all they seem to be able to do ,drugs and chemo omg! your in my prayers" hugs ...going to lay down again::

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RodS

4:28PM | Sat, 05 January 2013

Hoping for a happy and much better year for you, Susan! You are a brave lady, my friend! You're in my thoughts and prayers. A beautiful card, dear Susan!

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flavia49

5:10PM | Sat, 05 January 2013

outstanding picture I wish you all the best and a merry year!

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GrandmaT Online Now!

5:16PM | Sat, 05 January 2013

Beautiful card! Hope they come up with a workable solution for the new treatment.

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sandra46

5:23PM | Sat, 05 January 2013

EXCELLENT WORK! HAPPY NEW YEAR!

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mgtcs

9:35PM | Sat, 05 January 2013

This is an enchanting Christmas card sis, sorry for my delay, much work on real life! I wish you all the best my dear, a marvelous New Year! You are always in my thoughts, you are and Angel! God Bless you!

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LivingPixels

10:06PM | Sat, 05 January 2013

A most beautiful new year wish Susan!! I hope that you get the strength to have a better year my friend!!

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pixeluna

7:57AM | Sun, 06 January 2013

Just want to wish you all the best things for this year, dear sis. I'll keep you in my prayers. Hugs!

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alida

4:32PM | Sun, 06 January 2013

great words,happy new year

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npauling

7:15PM | Sun, 06 January 2013

This is a very beautiful New Year's card Susan you have created with super colours. I'm sorry to hear that you haven't got good news though with your new cancer spots showing up on your scan. A real bummer in fact. I'm glad to hear that you are going to get a new car to get about in and one with a heater to keep you warm. You will love that. I'm sorry I have been late getting to you but family are keeping me busy at the moment. I hope to catch up with you soon, hugs.

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Kyms_Cave

8:39PM | Mon, 07 January 2013

Happy Christmas and Happy New Year...sorry for my absence but being in the bush made it hard to communicate with anyone, we have moved on again so we will see if reception gets better...Hugs Kym..

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anitalee

3:48PM | Tue, 08 January 2013

Happy new year

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Amethst25

9:52PM | Thu, 10 January 2013

What a lovely card Susan! I want to wish you a happy new year as well. You are in my prayers. I also want to thank you for all the comments you've left on my renders I do so appreciate them!

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davidoblad

10:08PM | Thu, 10 January 2013

Very nice image Susan. And a Happy New Year to you also. Hugs Dave :^)

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Arah

2:36PM | Sat, 12 January 2013

beautiful! Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!

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jocko500

8:56PM | Sun, 13 January 2013

oh how lovely

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tennesseecowgirl

12:50PM | Mon, 14 January 2013

lol at the Clamplettmobile Happy 2013

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Cupcake

7:54PM | Tue, 15 January 2013

Your New year card is just beautiful! A perfect combination of colors! I am sending you many postive thoughts for this new year. Just stay strong when the times seem hard, because you have alot of people who will always be thinking of you and wishing you all the best in the world. Good hopes as well for your new car. Keep your chin up!!

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byteline

12:04AM | Thu, 17 January 2013

Happy New Year to you. Thanks for your visit my gallery and add to fav.

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Jean_C

3:30AM | Thu, 17 January 2013

Superb New Year card, and Happy New Year to you, Susan! Take care of you! Thanks for your interest for my images!

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Dreamingbee

1:38AM | Sat, 19 January 2013

i am so late dear Susan .. but i much like this wonderful card and i so much wish for you all all best from my heart for this year .. many hugs to you Heike

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morganahope

9:48AM | Mon, 21 January 2013

ALL TIME YOU ARE IN MY TOUGHTS !!HAPPY NEW YEAR TOO !!

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RachealMarie

1:16PM | Mon, 28 January 2013

So sorry your not well, I hope you get better and have a happier New Year.

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danapommet

10:07PM | Tue, 12 February 2013

I had been out of commission for a while myself Susan and I am trying to catch up. So despite what I have just read I want to wish you a belated Happy and Peaceful New Year.

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