Save Me by Andi3d

Poser • Romance • posted on Mar 04, 2013

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I believe that we each only ever have half a soul, and that for a complete soul, you have to find the one person in the world that has the other half. And a lot of people live their entire lives without finding that other half, as indeed I did for the first 40 years of my life. And then, if you are lucky enough to find that other, then and only then are you complete. Well, I found the other half of my soul, and I knew, right from the words go, that my wife, Tracey, was the keeper of the other half of my soul, as I am the keeper of her missing half. For the very first time in my life, I am in a relationship that is complete and right and whole. For the very first time in my life, I am loved for ME, not for the size of my paycheck, or for the perceived kudos of piggybacking off my merchant name, or for any other misbeggoten reasons. Now I admit that during my life, I've brought a lot of crap on myself, through making shallow, and invariably bad relationship choices, but with Tracey, I've made the right choice for the first time ever. Seriously, the first good decision in my life. And then hot on the heels of the first good decisaion was the next good decision, which was to marry this awesome, amazing, beautiful,selfless woman, who is without guile or deceit. And I look back now over my life and I realise that I have always just settled for crap...I mean, I could say I settled for the best I could get, but that's bollocks, I settled for crap, utter shite....that's the bottom line. No if's or but's, I settled for total utter shite. Which is my fault. But hey, you know what, I'm not settling for that any more. I finally have a complete, well rounded life, and that is due 100% to Tracey, who has opened my eyes to so many things. And looking back at the man I was, I am ashamed of it. I have been shallow, vain, and insecure. But when I met Tracey, I felt like a blind man being granted the gift of sight. And while self-realisation can be a horrible thing, it is also a catharsis, a cleansing process. Thus I feel reborn, in a similar fashion to a religious epiphany. So, to my wife, Mrs Tracey Rolfe, thank You. You have made me a better man in so many ways...you saved me from myself. And I love you so totally and utterly, more than I can ever find the words to describe. You are my sexy, hot'n'spicey wifeysauce, and I pray that despite our health issues we manage a very long life together.

Comments (8)

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Sensual3D

4:15AM | Mon, 04 March 2013

My amazing angel, from day one I always knew you were going to be a part of my life in a very huge important way, and even though we've laughed so very much over that first meeting in 2002, If i had just sent that message ,our lives could have taken the turn that was meant to be,but far earlier and with a hell of a lot less bad choices. After 3 years of trying to heal you from years of being put down and made to feel like nothing,I can say that "I hate the choices you made" because breaking down all the walls you put up to protect yourself from the kind of people you thought were all you deserved,has been very tough but every day has bought us something more than either of us thought even existed and you have bloomed and grown into the most amazing husband and father..And to quote you yourself my amazing angel " you don't know the best until you find it" but then you must actually truly look at it,and then say, " ya' know what I DO deserve this person " It's never been about trying to fix something in you that's broken my love or to change you,it's been about starting over and creating and being something better,and you and I are far from perfect,but we ARE perfect together. We've learnt the hard way in life that we cannot always count on others to respect our feelings,even if we respect theirs and being a good person doesn't guarentee that others will be good people too,you found this out when you left in 2003 and again and again when you returned until fate finally intervened and we finally got together, and angel we know that we will never be good enough for everybody but we will always be perfect for the one who truly deserves us and guess what ? for you that's me :) ..And just because you made bad mistakes in life doesn't mean you have to pay for them the rest of your life.For far too long people have gotten away with using you , and in life we have the right to walk away from people and things we no longer want or need especially if they/it was only there for the wrong reasons in the first place. Angel we may not have gone where we intended to go in our lives, but we know we have ended up exactly where we needed to be, Together.. And I will make damn sure you never get used,hurt,betrayed or made to feel like you are nothing ever again because to me you are everything and more..I love you Mr Rolfe, more than I ever thought possible, and I will love you for always until the sun burns that very last time and the world crumbles to dust. x.

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originalkitten

5:16AM | Mon, 04 March 2013

This is so beautiful. I don't know Tracey very well but I do know and I and I am so happy that he has finally found his angel and he has finally found happiness and contentment. You both truly deserve eternal happiness and I wish you a long happy life together. Much love Lou x

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virusa

5:46AM | Mon, 04 March 2013

Excellent composition. To give a defect, maybe I would not have the background blurred figures avoiding excessive contrast in my opinion with the foreground. Congratulations.

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